i need to get back to the place where i belong
i never felt so strong
thinking of the reasons why?
never knowing do 或者 die?
its not like they care?
then why do 你 find it so unfair
its hard to be strong but we make life 移动 along
u get what u want to why do 你 cry and lie and lie?
its not that hard to be u just dont act the way others do
why do u feel this way im the one who always pays
u laugh at things that dont make sense 你 显示 of when 你 think?
its hard for me to be strong im not just gonna go along
thats not me thats just u stop doing what they do
u used to be my friend but i guesse 爱情 is nothing in the end
Today was a hard 日 for me,
I woke up early in the morning when everyone was asleep.
I couldn't sleep,
there was something inside me,
It was hurting me so much that I didn't know what to do to make it go away.
My soul was torn apart, 爱情 towards this girl was starting to hurt me in a way no imaginable to me.
Desire to be with her took over my soul and only she can help me take this pain away.
Now I know that strongest emotion is love, it's the most powerful thing on this planet.
Nothing can't stand beside it nor destroy it.
I just hope, she feels a bit of what I'm feeling towards her.
If not,
My 心 and soul will be covered in thick layer of sadness, misery , emptiness, no meaning to live.
I woke up early in the morning when everyone was asleep.
I couldn't sleep,
there was something inside me,
It was hurting me so much that I didn't know what to do to make it go away.
My soul was torn apart, 爱情 towards this girl was starting to hurt me in a way no imaginable to me.
Desire to be with her took over my soul and only she can help me take this pain away.
Now I know that strongest emotion is love, it's the most powerful thing on this planet.
Nothing can't stand beside it nor destroy it.
I just hope, she feels a bit of what I'm feeling towards her.
If not,
My 心 and soul will be covered in thick layer of sadness, misery , emptiness, no meaning to live.
Last night I had a dream. It was no normal dream. I was at the 摄影 studio where my mom works and I was talking to Ian Somerhalder. That was *awesome*. But then Paul Wesley appeared and gave me a weird look then walked away. All of a sudden, Ian Somerhalder was playing baseball in the 照片 shoot room. I walked out of the room and returned 分钟 later. Ian had turned into a vampire! A real one, not Damon! I gasped and begged him not to drink my blood, but he smiled and said, "It's okay, I'm a 水果 vampire!" He pulled a 李子, 梅花 out of his pocket- which was weird because before I left the room, his skinny jeans didn't have pockets- and started sucking the 果汁 out it. When he was done, Paul Wesley came back with a normal expression and the two leaned against a window, just like the poster in my room. I think I've looking at that poster to much…
