Ugh...
Everywhere around me at school, I see smoking, fighting, and cursing, I think it's ridiculous. Of course, I don't do any of that, I'm the one 你 may think of as a nerd. Unfortunately, 由 today's standards, "being a nerd" actualy means "doing what's right."
I have musical talents, I can't be humble on that. I'm also pretty smart, I hardly ever study, but I've gotten honor roll all my life. When a lot of people think of me, they think of the talents I have, not my personality. And to me, personality is everything, and I think that's the way it was supposed to be. But all that matters today is someones looks and talents, and it bugs me. I guess I'm alone on that one...
And I'm nice. I purposely try to keep doors open for people, and I almost always say "thank you" 或者 "please." Most people think that being nice is just keeping them out of their thoughts, 或者 just not being a complete jerk to them. But I know what true kindness is about, and few people in my school actually are No one else seems to care about this one either...
Being a Christian is something I pride myself in. I go to church and youth group every week, and I strongly suggest everyone should, too. But lately, I've been starting to lose faith because of all the horrible things going on around me. I can't even remember the last time anything good came on the news that wasn't about some rich person; shootings, abuse, and murders are about all I ever see. I can't see why God would choose to do this to us. Of course, it doesn't seem to affect most people greatly, but it's making me realy depressed.
I've been close to committing suicide before, and I wouldn't be suprised if I did in the near future. No one else seems to do what's truly right, and I'm finding school pretty difficult to go through socially. I just don't find that most of the people are at all like me. Because of this, though, the 老友记 I do have are really good friends, and that's one thing I am happy about.
I always seem happy on the outside, but I have this gnawing inside of me, and it won't go away. I'm pretty good at hiding it, I'm always smiling and cracking horrible jokes, and I can definitely make other people smile. I feel so alone. There's not much I can do about it escept write an 文章 on here...
Everywhere around me at school, I see smoking, fighting, and cursing, I think it's ridiculous. Of course, I don't do any of that, I'm the one 你 may think of as a nerd. Unfortunately, 由 today's standards, "being a nerd" actualy means "doing what's right."
I have musical talents, I can't be humble on that. I'm also pretty smart, I hardly ever study, but I've gotten honor roll all my life. When a lot of people think of me, they think of the talents I have, not my personality. And to me, personality is everything, and I think that's the way it was supposed to be. But all that matters today is someones looks and talents, and it bugs me. I guess I'm alone on that one...
And I'm nice. I purposely try to keep doors open for people, and I almost always say "thank you" 或者 "please." Most people think that being nice is just keeping them out of their thoughts, 或者 just not being a complete jerk to them. But I know what true kindness is about, and few people in my school actually are No one else seems to care about this one either...
Being a Christian is something I pride myself in. I go to church and youth group every week, and I strongly suggest everyone should, too. But lately, I've been starting to lose faith because of all the horrible things going on around me. I can't even remember the last time anything good came on the news that wasn't about some rich person; shootings, abuse, and murders are about all I ever see. I can't see why God would choose to do this to us. Of course, it doesn't seem to affect most people greatly, but it's making me realy depressed.
I've been close to committing suicide before, and I wouldn't be suprised if I did in the near future. No one else seems to do what's truly right, and I'm finding school pretty difficult to go through socially. I just don't find that most of the people are at all like me. Because of this, though, the 老友记 I do have are really good friends, and that's one thing I am happy about.
I always seem happy on the outside, but I have this gnawing inside of me, and it won't go away. I'm pretty good at hiding it, I'm always smiling and cracking horrible jokes, and I can definitely make other people smile. I feel so alone. There's not much I can do about it escept write an 文章 on here...
A Really Bad Day
There was this guy at a bar, just looking at his drink. He stays like that for half of an hour.
Then, this big trouble-making truck driver steps 下一个 to him, takes the drink from the guy, and just drinks it all down. The poor man starts crying. The truck driver says, "Come on man, I was just joking. Here, I'll buy 你 another drink. I just can't stand to see a man cry."
"No, it's not that. This 日 is the worst of my life. First, I fall asleep, and I go late to my office. My boss, outrageous, fires me. When I leave the building, to my car, I found out it was stolen. The police 说 that they can do nothing. I get a cab to return home, and when I leave it, I remember I left my wallet and credit cards there. The cab driver just drives away."
"I go home, and when I get there, I find my wife in 床, 床上 with the gardener. I leave home, and come to this bar. And just when I was thinking about putting an end to my life, 你 显示 up and drink my poison."
There was this guy at a bar, just looking at his drink. He stays like that for half of an hour.
Then, this big trouble-making truck driver steps 下一个 to him, takes the drink from the guy, and just drinks it all down. The poor man starts crying. The truck driver says, "Come on man, I was just joking. Here, I'll buy 你 another drink. I just can't stand to see a man cry."
"No, it's not that. This 日 is the worst of my life. First, I fall asleep, and I go late to my office. My boss, outrageous, fires me. When I leave the building, to my car, I found out it was stolen. The police 说 that they can do nothing. I get a cab to return home, and when I leave it, I remember I left my wallet and credit cards there. The cab driver just drives away."
"I go home, and when I get there, I find my wife in 床, 床上 with the gardener. I leave home, and come to this bar. And just when I was thinking about putting an end to my life, 你 显示 up and drink my poison."
Step 1: Form crush
Step 2: Stalk crush on Facebook
Step 3: Talk to 老友记 about crush
Step 4: Talk to family about crush
Step 5: Talk to Internet people about crush
Step 6: Obsess over crush on blog
Step 7: Dream about crush
Step 8: Doodle crush's name on books
Step 9: Fall in 爱情 with crush
Step 10: Imagine having 婴儿 with crush
Step 11: Form an unhealthy obsession with what crush does every day
Step 12: Cry at night because of crush
Step 13: Imagine flirting with crush
Step 14: Dress to impress crush
Step 15: Become depressed because crush does not notice
Step 16: Hate any girl that talks to crush
Step 17: Stalk crush on Twitter
Step 18: Learn crush's favourite color, animal, activity, etc
Step 19: Send anonymous packages to crush's house
Step 20: Never ask crush out
The End.
Step 2: Stalk crush on Facebook
Step 3: Talk to 老友记 about crush
Step 4: Talk to family about crush
Step 5: Talk to Internet people about crush
Step 6: Obsess over crush on blog
Step 7: Dream about crush
Step 8: Doodle crush's name on books
Step 9: Fall in 爱情 with crush
Step 10: Imagine having 婴儿 with crush
Step 11: Form an unhealthy obsession with what crush does every day
Step 12: Cry at night because of crush
Step 13: Imagine flirting with crush
Step 14: Dress to impress crush
Step 15: Become depressed because crush does not notice
Step 16: Hate any girl that talks to crush
Step 17: Stalk crush on Twitter
Step 18: Learn crush's favourite color, animal, activity, etc
Step 19: Send anonymous packages to crush's house
Step 20: Never ask crush out
The End.