I know we are in a new year, but I just wanted to tell why I think 2020 was the WORST 年 of my life!


6: Child Abuse

For those of 你 who don't know(pretty much all of you), I have low self-esteem. The reason why, is because sometimes I have problems with my mother. I don't mean that in a rude way and my mom does 爱情 me, but what she does is kind of hurting me a little. For example, when she heard that I wanted to live with my Dad, she got sad and thought I hated her. Also, when she got divorced, she blamed it on me saying I was the reason why her husband left. Because of being stressed, I started harming myself. Plucking out my eyelashes, Picking at my skin till it bleeds, and sometimes even having Suicide thoughts. Hopefully this year, I can stand up for myself and talk with someone about this.

5: Peer Pressure

I used to have a crush on this boy named Daniel, because he was really funny and I really liked it when I did this for him: when his computer was dead, I let him read off MY computer. A few months after we reconnected, I got his number and I was so excited to talk with him and get to know 更多 about him. But about two days, he was asking me to take pictures of me without anything on, and send it to him. I kept politely saying no, and even got to the point where I started crying. As my parents found out, they made me block him and never talk to him again. I felt really awful and sometimes think about him so bad.

4:The Death of Alex Trebek

Alright guys, so Jeopardy was one of my 最喜爱的 game shows since I was 10 years old. And I really loved the host so much. It nade me really worried when I heard that he had Stage 4 pancreatic cancer. Because i didn't know if he was going to be okay 或者 not. Then when I heard that he had died, I felt really awful to hear. I was so upset, that I was gonna say to myself I was gonna never watch Jeopardy ever again, but when I heard that they had a new host, I decided to watch it again. R.I.P Alex. We 爱情 you, and 你 will always be in our hearts forever.

3: Cancelled Trip

During the holidays, my mom was going to take my sisters and I to 迪士尼 World, and we would've stayed there for like a few days. But since she caught covid, we had to 取消 it. I wasnt too offended 由 it, but I was pretty disappointed in losing a trip for Christmas, but at least Im happy my Mom is better now.

2: I almost 迷失 a sibiling!

One night during the summer, I was minding my own business in my room watching TV and Drawing. When I was in the middle if drawing, my Dad cried out my name. As I hurried out of my room, I noticed my 8 月 old baby sister turning blue. I was so worried that she was going to die, because she wasn't breathing and her eyes were starting to roll to the back of her head. But luckily, my Dad and the firefighters were able to save her, but I was so worried and crying so hard. I still worry to this 日 that one of my other sibilings(and her), are gonna choke.

1: COVID

I bet 你 were probably seeing this coming. I was expecting 2020 to be one of the best years, and hoped for an amazing future. But when I heard about Covid and Quarantine, something was wrong. With everything on lockdown, I was pretty upset. Because my birthday was in March. But at least we ordered Pizza, and had Dunkin for Breakfast. Mostly, i feel like I haven't been changing that much. Everyday feels like I'm reliving the same 日 over and over again. Nothing ever changes, and I feel like Im changing as well. I'm sometimes having a bad attitude, and even having problens with my relationship with my mom. Let me say, that Covid ruins everything, and I hope it goes away pretty soon.

Do 你 guys agree? Let me know what 你 guys think of 2020.