“Yes, I am,” I 说 calmly. I felt sick to my stomach even as I 说 it.
“Why?” asked Grey as if it were not obvious.
“I 爱情 him,” I said.
“I thought 你 loved me,” she said, tears in her eyes. Although I saw tears, I also saw hate and fire.
“You were mistaken,” I said, it was cruel, but true. I loved Alexander 更多 than her.
“Why don’t 你 爱情 me?” she asked.
“You raped me, and I married 你 only because the baby,” I said. “Then I stayed with you, because I thought 你 would get your dad to tell the psychiatric board I wasn’t ready for the job.”
“Wait…What baby?” Grey asked her brow furrowed.
“The baby…You got pregnant the night 你 raped me. 你 had a miscarriage, remember?” she had to remember, right? Maybe she had repressed it, but it wasn’t like her to repress things. That was 更多 my style.
“Oh my God,” Grey laughed, and shook her head. “You really fell for that?”
“Fell for what?”
“I lied to you. I was never pregnant. I told 你 a lie, and I knew 你 would marry me. 你 would never let a child suffer,” 说 Grey. Something inside me broke. It was one thing to lie, but it was another thing to lie about a child.
“How dare you…You’re such a bitch, a selfish, hateful bitch,” I spat. I tried organizing words in my mind. It wasn’t working.
“I didn’t know any other way,” she 说 coolly.
“Why did 你 want me anyway? Was it not obvious enough that I was gay? You’ve kept me in misery for years,” I said.
“I wanted you, because 你 were sexy. We would be all the rage, and I wanted that. I knew 你 were gay, but I thought I could turn you…I was wrong,” she 说 her head down.
“Yes, 你 were wrong; because of 你 I have been stressed. All I’ve wanted was Alexander, but no, I couldn’t have him. I was with you, and 你 kept me on such a tight leash Grey,” I said, furious. “I was ready to commit suicide, and it was all your fault.”
“Damien, I’m sorry,” Grey said, but it was not sincere.
“No 你 aren’t,” I walked up the stairs she trailed behind me.
“Damn it Damien, you’re such a bastard! How do 你 know what I feel? Why do 你 do blame me? It’s your own fault! I never 说 that 你 couldn’t leave me,” she said.
“You implied it. The way 你 would talk about me, how 你 treated me. I am your toy! That’s it, and if I would’ve left, my career would be over,” I said. Grey had a look on her face, she knew I was right.
“Leave, now,” she 说 sternly.
“I will,” I took my suitcase out of the closet and walked out of the house. I was furious I had to calm down. I would never go back…Never…
“Why?” asked Grey as if it were not obvious.
“I 爱情 him,” I said.
“I thought 你 loved me,” she said, tears in her eyes. Although I saw tears, I also saw hate and fire.
“You were mistaken,” I said, it was cruel, but true. I loved Alexander 更多 than her.
“Why don’t 你 爱情 me?” she asked.
“You raped me, and I married 你 only because the baby,” I said. “Then I stayed with you, because I thought 你 would get your dad to tell the psychiatric board I wasn’t ready for the job.”
“Wait…What baby?” Grey asked her brow furrowed.
“The baby…You got pregnant the night 你 raped me. 你 had a miscarriage, remember?” she had to remember, right? Maybe she had repressed it, but it wasn’t like her to repress things. That was 更多 my style.
“Oh my God,” Grey laughed, and shook her head. “You really fell for that?”
“Fell for what?”
“I lied to you. I was never pregnant. I told 你 a lie, and I knew 你 would marry me. 你 would never let a child suffer,” 说 Grey. Something inside me broke. It was one thing to lie, but it was another thing to lie about a child.
“How dare you…You’re such a bitch, a selfish, hateful bitch,” I spat. I tried organizing words in my mind. It wasn’t working.
“I didn’t know any other way,” she 说 coolly.
“Why did 你 want me anyway? Was it not obvious enough that I was gay? You’ve kept me in misery for years,” I said.
“I wanted you, because 你 were sexy. We would be all the rage, and I wanted that. I knew 你 were gay, but I thought I could turn you…I was wrong,” she 说 her head down.
“Yes, 你 were wrong; because of 你 I have been stressed. All I’ve wanted was Alexander, but no, I couldn’t have him. I was with you, and 你 kept me on such a tight leash Grey,” I said, furious. “I was ready to commit suicide, and it was all your fault.”
“Damien, I’m sorry,” Grey said, but it was not sincere.
“No 你 aren’t,” I walked up the stairs she trailed behind me.
“Damn it Damien, you’re such a bastard! How do 你 know what I feel? Why do 你 do blame me? It’s your own fault! I never 说 that 你 couldn’t leave me,” she said.
“You implied it. The way 你 would talk about me, how 你 treated me. I am your toy! That’s it, and if I would’ve left, my career would be over,” I said. Grey had a look on her face, she knew I was right.
“Leave, now,” she 说 sternly.
“I will,” I took my suitcase out of the closet and walked out of the house. I was furious I had to calm down. I would never go back…Never…
The 下一个 日 was a horror show.The school was burned down to the ground.All we had left was some desks,chairs,and books.The princepal and the church owner 说 we can us the church.Its to scared us to death because Sally Gunsman was burned with the school.Her brother Brandon Gunsman
was lucky he didnt go to the school with her to get her books,but he was sorry he did every go
because him could hav go her out.We all told him its not your fault ,she went in at the wrong time.
We had to save us and the town but how?
was lucky he didnt go to the school with her to get her books,but he was sorry he did every go
because him could hav go her out.We all told him its not your fault ,she went in at the wrong time.
We had to save us and the town but how?
"Andrew? Andrew? Are 你 okay?" Andrew hear Elizabeth's gentle, velvety voice as his consicness returned to him. "Hey honey, you've been asleep for awhile now." She seemed very concerned, considering she had only known him for a few hours. After the room stopped spinning, Andrew sat up and looked around. He was still in the hotel, but, he didn't recognize the room. When his gaze fell on Elizabeth, the room started spinning again. "So, when 你 said, "When I was alive." did 你 mean that you're a ghost?" Elizabeth's face was grim and solemn. "Yes. I'm a ghost." Suddenly, Andrew smelled cinnamon, honey, and something he didn't recognize. "Andrew I have to go. I'll be back tonight. 由 the way, call me Liz." She flashed him a dazzling smile, and she was gone. "Wow."
I make mistakes
I mess up
but it was nevr enough
I no longer cry for you
no 更多 pain
that means I will no longer stand it
你 took my 心 and ran it strait into the planet
now I'm taking control of this relationship
command it
that means I no longer die for
no longer cry for 你
no 更多 pain
but 你 always win
as th blood trickles down my arm
I wisper 你 name into the dark
Cierra
the pain I went through for you
no longer
is anyone out there
feels like I'm talking o myslelf
feels like I'm going insane
feels crazy
guess I keep talking to myself
why in the world do I feel so alone
nobody but me
I'm on my own
is there anyone out there
that feels just what I feel
guess it's just me.
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just to let 你 know.I'm no sewisidle 或者 crazy.just a kid who's been through alot and has grown up faster
I mess up
but it was nevr enough
I no longer cry for you
no 更多 pain
that means I will no longer stand it
你 took my 心 and ran it strait into the planet
now I'm taking control of this relationship
command it
that means I no longer die for
no longer cry for 你
no 更多 pain
but 你 always win
as th blood trickles down my arm
I wisper 你 name into the dark
Cierra
the pain I went through for you
no longer
is anyone out there
feels like I'm talking o myslelf
feels like I'm going insane
feels crazy
guess I keep talking to myself
why in the world do I feel so alone
nobody but me
I'm on my own
is there anyone out there
that feels just what I feel
guess it's just me.
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just to let 你 know.I'm no sewisidle 或者 crazy.just a kid who's been through alot and has grown up faster