Jake and I haven't been really speaking today. He thinks I messed up big time yesterday 由 telling the truth. I think he messed up big time 由 being rude. Sometimes girls just get moody, and he should know that 由 now.
The problem with being upset is that it brings all the negative things in your life to attention. Jake and I are not doing so well money wise. His repair 商店 is okay but not making enough money to support us. I haven't been to work since the wedding. I thought that once I was married, I wouldn't have to worry about working. Wrong idea.
I kinda feel like I am just useless, and not helping at all. I almost want to go back to work, seeing that we are broke and all. And I am not interested in money from my family. I don't want a hand out.
I walk over to my laptop and go to Hulu. There is nothing for me to do but watch old Saturday Night Live clips. Too bad for me.
I glance down at my phone and think about working again. Yeah I should be on maternity leave, but I could still work anyways.
After thinking about it for a few 秒 I realize that, that is a stupid idea in of it's self.
"Jake."I feel like we need to talk about everything, not just sit around.
He walks into the living room with a 三明治 in his hand. His face looks surprised to even hear my voice.
"What?" He asks as he takes a huge bite.
I feel my self squint at how much he eats, not that he isn't a big guy 或者 what ever but it is still gross.
"How much business is the 商店 getting?" I try to start our conversation off with questions. Just to make sure that he doesn't get mad at my speculation.
"Not too many, why?"
"Can 你 put down the 三明治 for like five minutes? Because I can't take 你 seriously when your eating like that." I request.
"Sorry." He mutters as he places the 三明治 on the table
"Jake let me just get to the point. We are loosing money and if we keep it up we won't be able to provide for little Micah." He sits down as I speak and places his arms around me.
"I know we are, but I am trying to bring business back up." He tries to reassure me, but I don't feel reassured.
"If we have to we can get a loan." He continues, but I hate the idea.
"But we are not taking anything from my family." I feel the need to clarify with him.
He doesn't say anything for a long time, and just holds me.
I don't know what's coming, 或者 what to expect, but i do know that we will always be together.
The problem with being upset is that it brings all the negative things in your life to attention. Jake and I are not doing so well money wise. His repair 商店 is okay but not making enough money to support us. I haven't been to work since the wedding. I thought that once I was married, I wouldn't have to worry about working. Wrong idea.
I kinda feel like I am just useless, and not helping at all. I almost want to go back to work, seeing that we are broke and all. And I am not interested in money from my family. I don't want a hand out.
I walk over to my laptop and go to Hulu. There is nothing for me to do but watch old Saturday Night Live clips. Too bad for me.
I glance down at my phone and think about working again. Yeah I should be on maternity leave, but I could still work anyways.
After thinking about it for a few 秒 I realize that, that is a stupid idea in of it's self.
"Jake."I feel like we need to talk about everything, not just sit around.
He walks into the living room with a 三明治 in his hand. His face looks surprised to even hear my voice.
"What?" He asks as he takes a huge bite.
I feel my self squint at how much he eats, not that he isn't a big guy 或者 what ever but it is still gross.
"How much business is the 商店 getting?" I try to start our conversation off with questions. Just to make sure that he doesn't get mad at my speculation.
"Not too many, why?"
"Can 你 put down the 三明治 for like five minutes? Because I can't take 你 seriously when your eating like that." I request.
"Sorry." He mutters as he places the 三明治 on the table
"Jake let me just get to the point. We are loosing money and if we keep it up we won't be able to provide for little Micah." He sits down as I speak and places his arms around me.
"I know we are, but I am trying to bring business back up." He tries to reassure me, but I don't feel reassured.
"If we have to we can get a loan." He continues, but I hate the idea.
"But we are not taking anything from my family." I feel the need to clarify with him.
He doesn't say anything for a long time, and just holds me.
I don't know what's coming, 或者 what to expect, but i do know that we will always be together.
ALICE AND JASPER:
FOR THE FIRST TIME IN ALMOST A DECADE I FELT HOPE
JASPERS 心 《冰雪奇缘》 IN TIME 由 A SINGLE BITE.
FLYING LIKE A HUMMING BIRDS WINGS (THIS LINE WAS 说 TO BELLA 由 EDWARD -ECLIPSE-)
HOPE, HAPPINESS, KINDNESS, UNDERSTANDING, AND...LOVE
ALL AT ONCE COMING FROM SUCH A SMALL PERSON.
EMOTIONS HE BEARLY RECONIZED.
EMOTIONS HE WOULD NEVER LEAVE.
EMOTIONS THAT WOULD SOON BE HIS WHOLE LIFE.
EMOTINS THAT BELONGED TO ALICE HIS ONE AND ONLY REASON TO LIVE.
爱情 SO STRONG, THEY WOULD KILL. KILL ONCE, TWICE... UNTIL THEY GOT TO THERE OTHER HALF
ALICE ISNT JUST JASPERS LOVE
SHE IS HIS KEY, HIS KEY TO HAPPINESS
THERE SOULS ATACHED FOREVER
THERE SOULS INTERWINED TOGHETHER
THERE SOULS BELONG TO EACH OTHER
SOULMATES FOR THE REST OF INTERNITY
BROUGHT TO HAPPINESS TOGHETHER AND WHEN IT COMES TIME THEY WILL BE TAKEN OUT TOGHETHER
THANX FOR READING
WRITTEN 由 RACHEL KETTLEWELL
TWILIGHT GIRL
FOR THE FIRST TIME IN ALMOST A DECADE I FELT HOPE
JASPERS 心 《冰雪奇缘》 IN TIME 由 A SINGLE BITE.
FLYING LIKE A HUMMING BIRDS WINGS (THIS LINE WAS 说 TO BELLA 由 EDWARD -ECLIPSE-)
HOPE, HAPPINESS, KINDNESS, UNDERSTANDING, AND...LOVE
ALL AT ONCE COMING FROM SUCH A SMALL PERSON.
EMOTIONS HE BEARLY RECONIZED.
EMOTIONS HE WOULD NEVER LEAVE.
EMOTIONS THAT WOULD SOON BE HIS WHOLE LIFE.
EMOTINS THAT BELONGED TO ALICE HIS ONE AND ONLY REASON TO LIVE.
爱情 SO STRONG, THEY WOULD KILL. KILL ONCE, TWICE... UNTIL THEY GOT TO THERE OTHER HALF
ALICE ISNT JUST JASPERS LOVE
SHE IS HIS KEY, HIS KEY TO HAPPINESS
THERE SOULS ATACHED FOREVER
THERE SOULS INTERWINED TOGHETHER
THERE SOULS BELONG TO EACH OTHER
SOULMATES FOR THE REST OF INTERNITY
BROUGHT TO HAPPINESS TOGHETHER AND WHEN IT COMES TIME THEY WILL BE TAKEN OUT TOGHETHER
THANX FOR READING
WRITTEN 由 RACHEL KETTLEWELL
TWILIGHT GIRL
For those of 你 who don't know me, 或者 have never read my fanfictions, I'm renesmeblack. I write a story from Renesmee, Jacob, Mine, and occasionally Emmett's POV. Now, I have a ton of bad ideas, and some of the things 你 read from me are crash tests. Thankfully, many of my readers enjoy my fanfictions. The dummy is saved!
My stories are for girls who can't stop 阅读 the books. It's for girls who'd pester Stephenie Meyer to write a sequel, if they had a chance! I 爱情 Jacob, so that's another reason why girls read my, frankly, ameteur (hope I spelled that right!) writing. 你 wanna know the best part?
Okay, here goes nothing.
IT NEVER ENDS!!!
There. I feel better now. Yup, 你 read correctly. It'll never end until I grow out of the Twilight Stage (like that'll happen.).
For the very few 粉丝 I have, thanks for the support and I'll see 你 in the 阅读 section!
-Thanks!
renesmeblack xoxo
My stories are for girls who can't stop 阅读 the books. It's for girls who'd pester Stephenie Meyer to write a sequel, if they had a chance! I 爱情 Jacob, so that's another reason why girls read my, frankly, ameteur (hope I spelled that right!) writing. 你 wanna know the best part?
Okay, here goes nothing.
IT NEVER ENDS!!!
There. I feel better now. Yup, 你 read correctly. It'll never end until I grow out of the Twilight Stage (like that'll happen.).
For the very few 粉丝 I have, thanks for the support and I'll see 你 in the 阅读 section!
-Thanks!
renesmeblack xoxo
Here's New Moon Confessions. like I 说 before, I don't any of these, I just 发布 them for people's enjoyments.
#1
I can hear Edward in my head too!
#2
If Edward dies, I headed off to Volterra.
#3
Alice 偷了 my Porsche.
#4
Jane has my 最喜爱的 vampire power.
#5
I have Edward's soul. *Evil Laugh*
#6
Bella's Epiphany = Stating the obvious.
#7
Edward didn't go to South America. He was visiting me.
#8
I named all of my 狗 after Jacob and his friends.
#9
I skipped all of the chapters without Edward in them.
#10
I 秒 Emmett's vote.
#11
I cut myself in front of Jasper for fun.
#12
If Bella won't marry Edward, I will.
please 评论 and rate!
#1
I can hear Edward in my head too!
#2
If Edward dies, I headed off to Volterra.
#3
Alice 偷了 my Porsche.
#4
Jane has my 最喜爱的 vampire power.
#5
I have Edward's soul. *Evil Laugh*
#6
Bella's Epiphany = Stating the obvious.
#7
Edward didn't go to South America. He was visiting me.
#8
I named all of my 狗 after Jacob and his friends.
#9
I skipped all of the chapters without Edward in them.
#10
I 秒 Emmett's vote.
#11
I cut myself in front of Jasper for fun.
#12
If Bella won't marry Edward, I will.
please 评论 and rate!
When she walked into the dull room i did not notice at first. But suddenly a gush of wind blew her sweet and beutiful scent tingling down my throat. Never had i felt such pain and anguish yet the thrill of a new adventure. She clumsily walked over to the 座位 opposite me and offered a big smile. This was when i could have killed her, this innocent girl looking at me through the locks of her deep brown hair. Her eyes looked deeply and yet shallowly into mine. This was the moment when i knew i could not ravish her. This was the moment i started to fall in love. The mystery of Love.
Please 评论 and rate!!!! :)
Please 评论 and rate!!!! :)
My 最喜爱的 scene in new moon is the breakup. Now, before 你 say I'm not a TRUE twilight fan, think about it. If Edward didn't leave, Jacob would cease to exist(metaphorically speaking, of course). Then, Bella would be staying human. No Renesmee, no wedding, and no Jacob Black. 你 might be thinking,well, Edward would change her sooner 或者 later, right? Wrong. I hope I'm not spoiling anything, but remember in eclipse when Edward 说 he got over his taste for her blood? Do 你 remember why? If he didn't leave, he would be too afraid to try. New moon is all about the breakup, and Jacob edging his way into Bella's life. Yep, I'm talking to you, Team Jacob. If 你 really like Jacob, 你 see things like me.