Trying to get this STUPID FREAKING DRAWING to be perfect but it isn't working very well at all because I'm just not good enough to get things to be perfect every time now am I?
I'm also busy feeling pointlessly sorry for myself and telling myself how foolish I am for not doing any of my homework because I'm too selfish, foolish, and worthless to even want to do it because I just don't care anymore and I'm tired of caring.
In other words I'm doing my normal, emotional, downward spiral that's become all too common for me anymore. Please excuse me while I break down and slam my head against the 墙 until I freaking bleed 或者 something and crawl into a cave and just hide my stupid self away from the rest of the world forever. Sorry for the mess.
You're going to have a life filled with nothing but a 爱情 for sanitation, perfection, balance, numbers, and the beauty that lies in between and will take this idea to such an extreme that 你 will have hardly any room left in your 心 to 爱情 anything else and those things will become the only things that 你 have to live for and 你 will become severely depressed when 你 can't have any of these things and have them in the exact way that 你 want them. That doesn't sound like much fun to me. (Oh, and please don't reply to this. I'll have it at exactly 8 hidden 评论 and I don't want to ruin that.)
No really, I'm playing TS3 on the family computer while doing everything else on my laptop. I actually forgot about the trackpad on my laptop so I was trying to use the 老鼠, 鼠标 for the main computer and for five 分钟 I was like "COME ON 你 STUPID THING, WORK ALREADY!" "Oh wait..." *Blonde moment*
Answering this question..... And thinking abbot my 评论 on the picture for mean girls up there somewhere and thinking that the people in my band don't do thins like that, but thats a lot of hormones that see each other everyday.......... Something's bound to snap for SOMEONE........
