Rape
© Monique
I remember each 秒 of that night
each time I try to forget the pain and memory of that time it is still there
I remember when 你 got on 最佳, 返回页首 of me and held me down and even though I screamed for help nobody came
now I live with it each 日 of my life
I try to remember it was not my fault but still deep inside I think it was
How could 你 take something from me that was not yours to take
How could 你 sleep at night knowing that I can't
How could 你 of raped me and pretend 你 never did
How can I cope with it when I know I can't??????

On my way to school.I heared my bf Adam saying he was going to breakup with me.I ran 首页 crying.I felt like screaming.My 心 was broken.I cryed my 心 out.I felt like killin meself.I felt like there was no other boy like Adam in the world.I thought Adam was the only guy for me.The 下一个 日 of school i talked to Adam .He 说 sorry Addie we are not bf and gf anymore.I ran back 首页 to talk to my mom.She 说 are 你 nice to him.I 说 yes i am nice to him.She 说 你 may need another boyfriend.Addie 说 maybe i need a new boyfriend he is getting old.Addie showed up with her new friend Chad .When Adam seen Chad he was mad at Addie.Addie 说 she was so sorry.He 说 it was ok but they were not 老友记 anymore.Addie's 心 was still broken.But she was still mad at him she was going to kill him.

As his tears fall
As the light shines
As the blood drips
And how the bird's fly

How it hurts when 你 bleed
How it's sad when 你 die
When she scream's 你 sob
And how the baby cries

The pain is bad
Terrible for you
你 cut yourself
She stabbed the truth

She pray's for truth
你 try it yourself
你 pray for lies
It wouldn't be felt with delt

The moon is white
The sun is unknown
Your blood is red
Soon to be found

The longer it gets
The badder it is
The blacker the red
It will get the rest

你 get on your knees
It doesn't make sense
She should be the one
The defenision of death

To 爱情 is difficult
To hate it possible
To 你 it's everything
To her it's probable

As her tear's fall
As the light shines
As the blood drips
How she would cry

Now the never the better
Now the 爱情 it ends
As she never would do it
And 你 would have never of listened

They laugh and they joke when they push 你 around,
They think It's funny when 你 fall to the ground,
They're stupid... And strong,
But they run this prison called school,
The smart and the weak are just put in a box,
Only taken to suffer the mocking and beating of those around you,
To survive 你 must take it... Let no one see the pain,
This makes nothing better!
To hold your emotions?!
To push them down deep?
This is not a solution!
This is a bomb,
Soon to be set... For when 你 have nowhere to push something down 你 burst out in sorrow and let them all out,
你 drown those around you,
你 显示 them this pain... But they laugh and they joke and it only gets worse,
And all of these problems... All start in the very... First... Line...

When darkness enshrouds and there is nowhere to run... The Devil's laugh taunts me,
As it rings in my ear... It gets louder... Until it sounds like a roar,
I can hear no one speaking... My 老友记 are not there... All I can see are the Demons that have tormented me,
I want to fight back... I want to break free,
But those Demons surround me... They know I am maimed... They know i am wounded... They laugh at my pain... They know that I suffer... That I hurt way down deep,
They think It's amusing,
They think It's a joke,
When they toy with your emotions... They could never know,
How badly it hurts me... How much I have been through,
They just see the outside... They never look in... To see my ambitions... My dreams... <3