Pain That Comes Thereafter!
© Jamie-Lisa Mclean
It feels like my whole world is falling apart
maybe I'm trying to hard
trying to push the feelings away
but it just wants to stay
all I want to do is die
drown in all the tears I cry
I sleep to take the pain away
even though I know it will never heal the emotions that I feel
smiles and laughter cover up the pain that comes thereafter
爱情 and kisses make new wishes
wishes that will never come true all because of you.
Source: My Cousin Raped Me, Rape Poems link
© Jamie-Lisa Mclean
It feels like my whole world is falling apart
maybe I'm trying to hard
trying to push the feelings away
but it just wants to stay
all I want to do is die
drown in all the tears I cry
I sleep to take the pain away
even though I know it will never heal the emotions that I feel
smiles and laughter cover up the pain that comes thereafter
爱情 and kisses make new wishes
wishes that will never come true all because of you.
Source: My Cousin Raped Me, Rape Poems link
![[Emo]](http://images2.fanpop.com/images/photos/8100000/-Emo-emo-8173497-320-500.jpg)
alone, crying, in dismay.
Cannot deny all this pain,
wonder if things will ever be the same.
Blood is streaming down my arm,
first ever time I've done self-harm.
I only did it cos I'm sick of my life,
cannot 熊 to live with this strife.
Too much anger and too much frustration,
tired of all the complication.
My 老友记 are the only ones that understand me,
my brothers are twats and my mam is a freak!
I just want to see that white light,
no 更多 fear, tears and fights.
But I don't want to leave my friends,
should my life go on 或者 should it end?
![[Emo]](http://images2.fanpop.com/images/photos/6800000/-Emo-emo-6880399-375-500.jpg)
