I can feel it, I can feel that never ending deep drag me in. It contrasts me, like night and day. Ice and flame.
Death is strong.
Am I stronger?
It’s a fight, literally, for my life. I’ve fought this battle before. It’s scary, because even the smallest of slip-ups can 显示 me what’ll happen if I were to lose. And it’s tempting. I see Mom, and Dad, and they’re alive. They’re there. Calling, waving. Pleading for me to come home. I can’t, I tell them, Not yet. I can’t.
And every time I do win, Delta and Robin are there, with me, telling me it’s okay. No one else understands why I’m crying. Why every night I wake up screaming. Why I won’t sleep every night. They won’t ever know.
So I fight.
This time, it was Aero who set me off. I had already been angry, and the phoenix in me screamed to be released. And it had.
Now, to Blade, Fang and Mercy, I was unconscious. I was simply passed out from overuse of energy I didn’t normally have. This wasn’t the real reason. No, my body was down, but my, in a word, soul, was up and at war with the bird of flame. And I fought... and fought... and fought again. So far, I hadn’t lost. So far.
Jessica. She did this. She knew it too, that 金牌 attracts phoenixes highly. That it makes them uncontrollable and violent. And of course, she knew that I had a part of a phoenix in me. So when that bullet touched my skin, the 金牌 stunned the phoenix in me so much that it took it’s own shape and mind. It decided that whenever it got the chance it would push me down and use my body for what it needed, sort of like a host. I wouldn’t dare let it. Yet the 更多 it brings itself out, the 更多 training it receives in the real world, and the harder it is to contain.
Could the 日 the phoenix takes over be today?
I hope not.
Because I’m starting to consider the offer Phoebe gave me on talking with Jean Grey.
Finally, I’ve won. Maybe for the last time. But it as it may take a while to wake up, I can still hear and feel what’s going on around me.
They managed to get me into the infirmary, thank god. 蝙蝠侠 is sitting with me. Just him. He’s telling me there was a mission, and the team went, as much as they wanted to stay. I’m surprised. It’s never everyone. What happened that I took so much attention?
He 答案 my 问题 unknowingly.
I’m suddenly even 更多 shocked.
I’d died.
Twice.
My physical body had died two times in one fight. But I still don’t understand why everyone cares. I probably never will.
Waking up three days later was hard. I had Robin and Delta there. Nathan kissed my cheek when he saw my hand tighten on the edge of the cot. There were hugs. Lots of hugs. I’d have to say, after Robin and Delta, Aisling and Blade nearly strangled me. I was happy. Elated, really. I was home.
How is it that we’re the most happy when death has made itself known, and yet passes us by?
How long can happiness truly last?
Death is strong.
Am I stronger?
It’s a fight, literally, for my life. I’ve fought this battle before. It’s scary, because even the smallest of slip-ups can 显示 me what’ll happen if I were to lose. And it’s tempting. I see Mom, and Dad, and they’re alive. They’re there. Calling, waving. Pleading for me to come home. I can’t, I tell them, Not yet. I can’t.
And every time I do win, Delta and Robin are there, with me, telling me it’s okay. No one else understands why I’m crying. Why every night I wake up screaming. Why I won’t sleep every night. They won’t ever know.
So I fight.
This time, it was Aero who set me off. I had already been angry, and the phoenix in me screamed to be released. And it had.
Now, to Blade, Fang and Mercy, I was unconscious. I was simply passed out from overuse of energy I didn’t normally have. This wasn’t the real reason. No, my body was down, but my, in a word, soul, was up and at war with the bird of flame. And I fought... and fought... and fought again. So far, I hadn’t lost. So far.
Jessica. She did this. She knew it too, that 金牌 attracts phoenixes highly. That it makes them uncontrollable and violent. And of course, she knew that I had a part of a phoenix in me. So when that bullet touched my skin, the 金牌 stunned the phoenix in me so much that it took it’s own shape and mind. It decided that whenever it got the chance it would push me down and use my body for what it needed, sort of like a host. I wouldn’t dare let it. Yet the 更多 it brings itself out, the 更多 training it receives in the real world, and the harder it is to contain.
Could the 日 the phoenix takes over be today?
I hope not.
Because I’m starting to consider the offer Phoebe gave me on talking with Jean Grey.
Finally, I’ve won. Maybe for the last time. But it as it may take a while to wake up, I can still hear and feel what’s going on around me.
They managed to get me into the infirmary, thank god. 蝙蝠侠 is sitting with me. Just him. He’s telling me there was a mission, and the team went, as much as they wanted to stay. I’m surprised. It’s never everyone. What happened that I took so much attention?
He 答案 my 问题 unknowingly.
I’m suddenly even 更多 shocked.
I’d died.
Twice.
My physical body had died two times in one fight. But I still don’t understand why everyone cares. I probably never will.
Waking up three days later was hard. I had Robin and Delta there. Nathan kissed my cheek when he saw my hand tighten on the edge of the cot. There were hugs. Lots of hugs. I’d have to say, after Robin and Delta, Aisling and Blade nearly strangled me. I was happy. Elated, really. I was home.
How is it that we’re the most happy when death has made itself known, and yet passes us by?
How long can happiness truly last?
SOoo Young Justice.
I JUST SAW THIS AD FOR A ROBIN COSTUME
link
it's a Robin costume and mask. an-I'd make out with that mask..
jk.......................maybe
I have no idea what tonight's episode is gunna be about. Like NO IDEA! I'm pumped for this episode. And in my lovely time zone it's almost 5 so for me only an 小时 and and half til YOUNG JUSTICE!!!!! Cept...I might not be hear cuz they asked me to come help with hair for the Jr.High Musical tonight...yeahh but that's okay cuz im recording it later so i can watch it and not have to yell at Robin to fix to the TV when it goes to a commerical
WHAT'S TONIGHT EPISODE GONNA BE ABOUT???
Any guesses 或者 actual info...comment. 或者 don't and if 你 don't Robin is gonna get YOUUUUUUUUU
I JUST SAW THIS AD FOR A ROBIN COSTUME
link
it's a Robin costume and mask. an-I'd make out with that mask..
jk.......................maybe
I have no idea what tonight's episode is gunna be about. Like NO IDEA! I'm pumped for this episode. And in my lovely time zone it's almost 5 so for me only an 小时 and and half til YOUNG JUSTICE!!!!! Cept...I might not be hear cuz they asked me to come help with hair for the Jr.High Musical tonight...yeahh but that's okay cuz im recording it later so i can watch it and not have to yell at Robin to fix to the TV when it goes to a commerical
WHAT'S TONIGHT EPISODE GONNA BE ABOUT???
Any guesses 或者 actual info...comment. 或者 don't and if 你 don't Robin is gonna get YOUUUUUUUUU