Why am I like this?
Such a burden to everyone that I know and love.
Why do I act this way?
Why do I think this way?
Am I normal?
I cry and cry,
Can't stop this feeling.
Why am I like this?
Why can't I be... Normal?
I look at others and see them smile,
knowing I haven't done that in a while.
I close my eyes and I want it to go,
But it won't.
I 爱情 him,
I 爱情 her.
They tear at my 心 and make me bleed.
My inner war is driving me mad.
Screams are heard inside my head.
From a man who wants me dead.
He tells me things I don't want to hear.
But I still hold him close and very dear.
I`m afraid of rumors,
Religious...
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