Preface:
It gets harder and harder to see Dominic each day. Every 日 brings new pain, new longing, and new tears. I 爱情 my boyfriend but Dominic has a certain affect on me that I can’t control. I am a terrible person….
When I’m not with him, I feel a relief from deception. But also, an opening into a deep pit that swallows me until I’m with him again. When I’m with Jason, I am partially taken from this hole. But there is still a 云, 云计算 looming over me, and the pit below me, threatening to 吞, 燕子 me at any minute. I try not to give in to the temptation if telling my 爱情 how I feel and crushing the only man that has truly loved me. I struggle to make it through the darkness betrayal to the light that is 爱情 and happiness. Sometimes I succeed, but then I’m pulled back into the omen of depression that swallowed my life in that first time I laid eyes on Dominic and turned it into the confusing black hole I now know. I need a sanctuary. But I don’t know where to find it. Even in my dreams, Dominic and Jason burrow their way unto my subconscious. Once I awake, sweaty and confused, I am slapped 由 reality and realize that I am in the same place I just was. Thinking if this, I cry myself back to sleep.
Back at school, a friend talks nonstop of Dominic. Her words haunt me. For every time I hear his name, my 心 jumps and it thumps in my chest. I think Jason notices and I try to calm myself down, unsuccessfully. And she continues on as I try to tune out the 爱情 that makes me want to rip out my 心 and punish myself for being so wretched.
When I talk to Dominic, the world is right. As I look into his eyes that stare straight into the soul, my stomach jumps into my throat and I try to cope. He says something funny and I laugh flirtatiously. He smiles and laughs too and I try to hide that I stopped breathing.
We have so much in common, we can talk about anything. Through my dance classes with him a try not to look at him. I fail and we look into each other’s eyes for a brief moment. I look away and blush, I’m pretty sure he notices my cheeks turning pink…
Chapter 1
“Oh! And Dominic told me the funniest joke yesterday!” Gema blabs on and on about Dom. Just like any other day. At that point I had learned to deal with it. Being an actress certainly helped me fake that I was not irritated. My brother, a professional actor and mask maker, taught me mostly all I know. One of the many things he showed me is how to behave the exact opposite of how 你 are really feeling. So on the outside, I was my normal theatrical self. I was just Genoviv Ricci. Sophomore, book lover, actor, singer, dancer, 足球 player. My dark brown eyes glowed with the light of adventure, 或者 so I was told. And my bouncy blonde curls shined with their normal energy. My crazy clothes drew attention as usual. I didn’t care. That was one of the few things I didn’t have to fake.
But on the inside, I was being ripped apart. I dreamt about a future with Dominic instead of my boyfriend Jason. I was torn between two men. Luckily for me, Dom was off limits. Gema was totally in 爱情 with him. He was her first crush; I could have never done that to my dear friend. Also, Dom was a senior. Sophomores had no hope of dating a senior as amazing as Dominic. He was gorgeous, a singer, a dancer, an actor, and one the funniest people I have ever met in my life.
“Eve, are 你 listening?”
I snapped back to reality.
“Oh, yes. Sorry. Just thinking.”
I heard a gasp from my right and I looked at Gema, her mouth was open.
“What?”
“You were thinking?”
I chuckled. One thing I could never deny was my laughter. I loved to laugh.
“Shut up. So 你 were saying?”
“Oh yeah. Well, Dominic-“
The end of lunch 钟, 贝尔 interrupted Gema. Oh thank goodness, I thought to myself.
“See 你 after school for the Drama Club meeting Gema!” I turned and ran off towards my Trigonometry class before she could say one 更多 word. The fake smile I had on my face to please Gema fell the 秒 she was out of range. I shrunk against the wall, knowing Dominic would pass me very soon.
“Hey Eve.”
I looked up quick enough to see Dom’s breathtaking smile and gorgeous eyes looking down on me. My cheeks flooded with arterial red. I never understood how anyone could be so gorgeous. Jason was cute but Dominic was…I don’t even know how to describe it, almost angelic.
The walk to Trigonometry was brief. It was nice not to have to be pushed around for very long. I was definitely not in the mood. 给 I had been shoved the wrong way, I might have punched someone in the mouth.
“Eve-uh-la!”
My musing about punching someone was interrupted 由 my best guy friend, Zane. He was like a brother to me and I loved him deeply. He was one of the few people that could make me feel better at this point in my life.
A smile grew on my face. But this time it was a real one. The 秒 I looked into Zane’s ocean blue eyes all my problems seemed to go away. I tossed my backpack under my 台, 办公桌 and threw my arms around Zane’s neck and hugged him close.
“Ello there Zane.”
“Hello my dear. How are 你 this afternoon?”
“Great now that you’re here.” I replied as I sat down in my desk.
Zane chuckled.
“How are things with 你 and Tessa luvvie?” I asked Zane as he sat on my desk. He raised his eyebrows and the choppy brown hair that hung partially in his face moved with it. I laughed without thinking. He lowered his eyebrows and laughed too, 展示 his braces.
“Great. Tessa is so great. Feels right ya know?”
“I’m glad bro. Now aren’t 你 happy I talked 你 into asking her out?”
Zane’s legs dangled happily off my desk.
“Very. Thank 你 Genoviv.”
“A thousand times you’re welcome.”
The school 钟, 贝尔 chimed in my ears.
“I can hear the bells!” I sang. “Well don’t ya hear em chime? I can hear your heartbeat, keeping perfect time!”
Zane laughed as I modified the lyrics of I Can Hear The Bells from Hairspray.
“Come now, get off my desk.”
As I instructed, he leapt lithely off my 台, 办公桌 and over a whole two feet to his. Just in time it seemed as our teacher Mr. Anderson walked in. Mr. Anderson was a nice enough man, even for a teacher. I would guess he was about 35 或者 so, very light spirited. His jet-black hair and friendly eyes also sparkled with mischief. But apparently I could never have guessed who he really was. The man that sat in the large 台, 办公桌 before me at that moment was not the man hiding inside.
“Okay everyone, open up your 图书 and we will discuss last night’s homework,” Mr. Anderson instructed us.
I looked over at Zane and found him looking back. He pantomimed hanging himself and I laughed. A little too loud. My hand flew to my mouth and my eyes swerved back to Mr. Anderson.
“Is there something 你 would like to share Miss Ricci?”
I could feel my whole class staring at me. I shook my head slowly and lowered my hand. Our teacher went back to work 写作 on the board and I turned my gaze back to Zane and punched his arm. He winced and rubbed his arm. We shared smiles then decided to pay attention.
It gets harder and harder to see Dominic each day. Every 日 brings new pain, new longing, and new tears. I 爱情 my boyfriend but Dominic has a certain affect on me that I can’t control. I am a terrible person….
When I’m not with him, I feel a relief from deception. But also, an opening into a deep pit that swallows me until I’m with him again. When I’m with Jason, I am partially taken from this hole. But there is still a 云, 云计算 looming over me, and the pit below me, threatening to 吞, 燕子 me at any minute. I try not to give in to the temptation if telling my 爱情 how I feel and crushing the only man that has truly loved me. I struggle to make it through the darkness betrayal to the light that is 爱情 and happiness. Sometimes I succeed, but then I’m pulled back into the omen of depression that swallowed my life in that first time I laid eyes on Dominic and turned it into the confusing black hole I now know. I need a sanctuary. But I don’t know where to find it. Even in my dreams, Dominic and Jason burrow their way unto my subconscious. Once I awake, sweaty and confused, I am slapped 由 reality and realize that I am in the same place I just was. Thinking if this, I cry myself back to sleep.
Back at school, a friend talks nonstop of Dominic. Her words haunt me. For every time I hear his name, my 心 jumps and it thumps in my chest. I think Jason notices and I try to calm myself down, unsuccessfully. And she continues on as I try to tune out the 爱情 that makes me want to rip out my 心 and punish myself for being so wretched.
When I talk to Dominic, the world is right. As I look into his eyes that stare straight into the soul, my stomach jumps into my throat and I try to cope. He says something funny and I laugh flirtatiously. He smiles and laughs too and I try to hide that I stopped breathing.
We have so much in common, we can talk about anything. Through my dance classes with him a try not to look at him. I fail and we look into each other’s eyes for a brief moment. I look away and blush, I’m pretty sure he notices my cheeks turning pink…
Chapter 1
“Oh! And Dominic told me the funniest joke yesterday!” Gema blabs on and on about Dom. Just like any other day. At that point I had learned to deal with it. Being an actress certainly helped me fake that I was not irritated. My brother, a professional actor and mask maker, taught me mostly all I know. One of the many things he showed me is how to behave the exact opposite of how 你 are really feeling. So on the outside, I was my normal theatrical self. I was just Genoviv Ricci. Sophomore, book lover, actor, singer, dancer, 足球 player. My dark brown eyes glowed with the light of adventure, 或者 so I was told. And my bouncy blonde curls shined with their normal energy. My crazy clothes drew attention as usual. I didn’t care. That was one of the few things I didn’t have to fake.
But on the inside, I was being ripped apart. I dreamt about a future with Dominic instead of my boyfriend Jason. I was torn between two men. Luckily for me, Dom was off limits. Gema was totally in 爱情 with him. He was her first crush; I could have never done that to my dear friend. Also, Dom was a senior. Sophomores had no hope of dating a senior as amazing as Dominic. He was gorgeous, a singer, a dancer, an actor, and one the funniest people I have ever met in my life.
“Eve, are 你 listening?”
I snapped back to reality.
“Oh, yes. Sorry. Just thinking.”
I heard a gasp from my right and I looked at Gema, her mouth was open.
“What?”
“You were thinking?”
I chuckled. One thing I could never deny was my laughter. I loved to laugh.
“Shut up. So 你 were saying?”
“Oh yeah. Well, Dominic-“
The end of lunch 钟, 贝尔 interrupted Gema. Oh thank goodness, I thought to myself.
“See 你 after school for the Drama Club meeting Gema!” I turned and ran off towards my Trigonometry class before she could say one 更多 word. The fake smile I had on my face to please Gema fell the 秒 she was out of range. I shrunk against the wall, knowing Dominic would pass me very soon.
“Hey Eve.”
I looked up quick enough to see Dom’s breathtaking smile and gorgeous eyes looking down on me. My cheeks flooded with arterial red. I never understood how anyone could be so gorgeous. Jason was cute but Dominic was…I don’t even know how to describe it, almost angelic.
The walk to Trigonometry was brief. It was nice not to have to be pushed around for very long. I was definitely not in the mood. 给 I had been shoved the wrong way, I might have punched someone in the mouth.
“Eve-uh-la!”
My musing about punching someone was interrupted 由 my best guy friend, Zane. He was like a brother to me and I loved him deeply. He was one of the few people that could make me feel better at this point in my life.
A smile grew on my face. But this time it was a real one. The 秒 I looked into Zane’s ocean blue eyes all my problems seemed to go away. I tossed my backpack under my 台, 办公桌 and threw my arms around Zane’s neck and hugged him close.
“Ello there Zane.”
“Hello my dear. How are 你 this afternoon?”
“Great now that you’re here.” I replied as I sat down in my desk.
Zane chuckled.
“How are things with 你 and Tessa luvvie?” I asked Zane as he sat on my desk. He raised his eyebrows and the choppy brown hair that hung partially in his face moved with it. I laughed without thinking. He lowered his eyebrows and laughed too, 展示 his braces.
“Great. Tessa is so great. Feels right ya know?”
“I’m glad bro. Now aren’t 你 happy I talked 你 into asking her out?”
Zane’s legs dangled happily off my desk.
“Very. Thank 你 Genoviv.”
“A thousand times you’re welcome.”
The school 钟, 贝尔 chimed in my ears.
“I can hear the bells!” I sang. “Well don’t ya hear em chime? I can hear your heartbeat, keeping perfect time!”
Zane laughed as I modified the lyrics of I Can Hear The Bells from Hairspray.
“Come now, get off my desk.”
As I instructed, he leapt lithely off my 台, 办公桌 and over a whole two feet to his. Just in time it seemed as our teacher Mr. Anderson walked in. Mr. Anderson was a nice enough man, even for a teacher. I would guess he was about 35 或者 so, very light spirited. His jet-black hair and friendly eyes also sparkled with mischief. But apparently I could never have guessed who he really was. The man that sat in the large 台, 办公桌 before me at that moment was not the man hiding inside.
“Okay everyone, open up your 图书 and we will discuss last night’s homework,” Mr. Anderson instructed us.
I looked over at Zane and found him looking back. He pantomimed hanging himself and I laughed. A little too loud. My hand flew to my mouth and my eyes swerved back to Mr. Anderson.
“Is there something 你 would like to share Miss Ricci?”
I could feel my whole class staring at me. I shook my head slowly and lowered my hand. Our teacher went back to work 写作 on the board and I turned my gaze back to Zane and punched his arm. He winced and rubbed his arm. We shared smiles then decided to pay attention.
Hi today i will tell 你 haw to become a mermaid
Side effects:
-itchy legs
-drinking lots of water
-singing allot
Method:
Get into the 淋浴 take your shower.
near the end say this spell:
Mermaid magic come to me
I would like a tale not two feet beuaty be upon me 鱼 of all kinds let me see when im finished in the sea when im dry let my feet return to me SO MOTE IT BE
When 你 say it make sure your wet
Then dry up
下一个 time 你 touch water close your eyes imagine 你 being a mermaid and count to ten out loud then 你 should fall over and open your eyes
FIND THE MAGIC TALE
WARNING
THIS MAY NOT WORK FOR 你
I DID NOT MAKE IT UP MY SELF
I GOT IT FROM youtobe
BUT IF IT WORKS TELL ME ILL TYPE IN 更多 SPELLS
THIS IS MY FIRST ONE
STAY TUNED
Side effects:
-itchy legs
-drinking lots of water
-singing allot
Method:
Get into the 淋浴 take your shower.
near the end say this spell:
Mermaid magic come to me
I would like a tale not two feet beuaty be upon me 鱼 of all kinds let me see when im finished in the sea when im dry let my feet return to me SO MOTE IT BE
When 你 say it make sure your wet
Then dry up
下一个 time 你 touch water close your eyes imagine 你 being a mermaid and count to ten out loud then 你 should fall over and open your eyes
FIND THE MAGIC TALE
WARNING
THIS MAY NOT WORK FOR 你
I DID NOT MAKE IT UP MY SELF
I GOT IT FROM youtobe
BUT IF IT WORKS TELL ME ILL TYPE IN 更多 SPELLS
THIS IS MY FIRST ONE
STAY TUNED
Another 日 in paradise, NOT!
Just another summer 日 of hanging out with 老友记 and such.
Omg. He. Is. Hot. My friend and I were riding our bikes and I saw the cutest guy IN THE UNIVERSE. Well, maybe I am exaggerating but STILL! He is hot!
I must have been staring because the 下一个 分钟 I was on a tree. OMG. He was looking at ME!!!!!!! ''Hi I'm Brady."
"I......I........." OMG! Sooooo stupid! My best friend was gone now and he leaned down. OMG. He kissed me! Then...... gone. I was in my bed. Was it a dream? Well, I think i'll check just to be sure.
Just another summer 日 of hanging out with 老友记 and such.
Omg. He. Is. Hot. My friend and I were riding our bikes and I saw the cutest guy IN THE UNIVERSE. Well, maybe I am exaggerating but STILL! He is hot!
I must have been staring because the 下一个 分钟 I was on a tree. OMG. He was looking at ME!!!!!!! ''Hi I'm Brady."
"I......I........." OMG! Sooooo stupid! My best friend was gone now and he leaned down. OMG. He kissed me! Then...... gone. I was in my bed. Was it a dream? Well, I think i'll check just to be sure.
When hate is in your heart
Don’t be afraid to tear yourself apart
Through your demonic fear
Until 你 hear
The 天使 sing
Thy blessing
When 你 hear heaven’s
Yell 你 wonder if the seven
Of sins were committed
It was 你 who committed them
And 你 wil burn for sin
你 are consumed 由 wretched flames
And through everyones aims
你 are never hit
Nor bit
由 the 火, 消防 consuming you
Screams from hell
Sound like ringing from a bell
Things of silence
Are really screams
People of benevolence
Have bright beams
Of hope and light
你 are consumed 由 wretched flames
And through everyones aims
你 are never hit
Nor bit
由 the 火, 消防 consuming you
We are listening
We aren’t missing
We know what lies within
So raise your chin
Look at the world with your pessimistic gleam
And seem
All so picture perfect
Don’t be afraid to tear yourself apart
Through your demonic fear
Until 你 hear
The 天使 sing
Thy blessing
When 你 hear heaven’s
Yell 你 wonder if the seven
Of sins were committed
It was 你 who committed them
And 你 wil burn for sin
你 are consumed 由 wretched flames
And through everyones aims
你 are never hit
Nor bit
由 the 火, 消防 consuming you
Screams from hell
Sound like ringing from a bell
Things of silence
Are really screams
People of benevolence
Have bright beams
Of hope and light
你 are consumed 由 wretched flames
And through everyones aims
你 are never hit
Nor bit
由 the 火, 消防 consuming you
We are listening
We aren’t missing
We know what lies within
So raise your chin
Look at the world with your pessimistic gleam
And seem
All so picture perfect
How are the winners determined from the losers? Easy. Whoever gave in first.
And if no one gives in?
Giving in is often easier. But not the desirable choice.
Taylor tapped the glass coated floor. The tiny black droplet that bloomed on her forefinger fell with a soft plink on a 三角形, 三角 of glass below.
Taylor cautiously lifted the shard to the light. There it was. A small stain, barely the size of a pinhead, darkening the glass.
That's all I am. Just a flaw on an otherwise clear surface.
Just a flaw. A mistake that was never meant to be.
"I'm leaving," Taylor muttered to herself, getting back to her feet. She strode towards the corner, vanishing just as soon as the shadow fell over to embrace her slight form.
She closed her eyes and felt the end of her plait, fumbling with it until wove free.
She knew where she was going, if only this once.
But when she got there? She hadn't thought that far.
And if no one gives in?
Giving in is often easier. But not the desirable choice.
Taylor tapped the glass coated floor. The tiny black droplet that bloomed on her forefinger fell with a soft plink on a 三角形, 三角 of glass below.
Taylor cautiously lifted the shard to the light. There it was. A small stain, barely the size of a pinhead, darkening the glass.
That's all I am. Just a flaw on an otherwise clear surface.
Just a flaw. A mistake that was never meant to be.
"I'm leaving," Taylor muttered to herself, getting back to her feet. She strode towards the corner, vanishing just as soon as the shadow fell over to embrace her slight form.
She closed her eyes and felt the end of her plait, fumbling with it until wove free.
She knew where she was going, if only this once.
But when she got there? She hadn't thought that far.