This was my first fanfic, I've been posting this story on my spot, but I want to see what some different 粉丝 think of it.I only have 3 或者 4 who actually read it so I'm not sure....please please comment.I need your opinion and If I'm bad just tell me, kay?
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Painful Memories
Chapter One
I was sitting at my vanity. I started brushing my long golden waves. I was preparing myself. I knew Edward would be 首页 soon. Charlie had Edward leave every night at a certain time. Of course Edward would just go back once Charlie was asleep. He chose to go to Bella’s house every night. When he came 首页 it was always Bella this and Bella that. It got to the point that every sentence he ever 说 anymore had something to do with her.
What is so great about her? She’s nothing but a fragile little human. Anyway I knew I only had a short time for my talk I needed to have with Edward. My reason for not wanting Bella to become a vampire. She could be so stupid sometimes. She has everything I want and can never have. She is willing to throw all that away for my idiot of a brother. My story is my most painful memory of my human life. It is hard for me to tell but if it’s what I must do then I’ll do it.
Just as I turned around to go downstairs, I saw no other than ……. Edward. He was standing there with a goofy 爱情 sick look on his face. Shut up Rose he can read your thoughts! Remember? Every time he came 首页 from Bella’s he always had that look. Come in Edward. Sit please. I thought to him. He strolled in and plopped down on my bed. As soon as he saw my expression he wiped that goofy smile of his face. I’m sure my expression was a very sad serious one. I’ve been blocking my thoughts since I told him to come in and sit, so he has no idea what has got me so sad.
“Rosalie just tell me what it is. And stop blocking your thoughts 你 know how I hate that.” He told me.
I took an unnessacary deep breathe. “I have to tell 你 my story. My Story of my human life.” I told him “It has to be told now. Bella needs to realize before it’s too late. That this life is not one that should be chosen. She shouldn’t throw away her life for an idiot like you.” I grinned at the last part.
“Where do I begin? I suppose the beginning is
good.” He nodded.
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We all know what the story is. It would be a very very long chapter if I included all of it.
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As I told the story, I kept my eyes on the moon. So peaceful. Much better than seeing his horrified expression. I imagined it would be something like Carsiles. Carsile was the first and only person who I had told. When I finished I glanced over at Edwards face. He was was not horrified but apologetic?
“Rosalie I’m truly very sorry for the way I have acted to you.” He was apologizing? For 表演 like that towards me? Edward 你 did nothing but write me of as a self absorbed, shallow girl. Which just proves 你 are good at figuring people out.
“Mind 阅读 helps. Whenever someone wakes up from feeling the 火, 消防 of a transformation , and wants to know where to find a mirror rather than wonder if they are ok. 你 tend to write them of a shallow.” He explained.
That was right. I remember now. The moment I woke up from my transformation I wanted to find the closest mirror. I wanted to make sure that whatever happened, I was still beautiful. As long as I was beautiful whatever happened was okay.
“Thanks for sharing that story Rosalie. I know it must have been painful to tell.” He thanked me.
“It’s ok Eddie. Didn’t find it as painful as I thought I would.” I 说 to him. I really meant it. It had gotten much easier to tell.
We got up from the 床, 床上 and went downstairs. When I got to the living room, I saw the whole family sitting around. Jasper and Alice were on the loveseat. Carsile was 由 one of the bookcases. He had a book in his hands. I would have looked to see what the name of the book was but I could really care less. I continued searching for Emmett.My Emmett. Esme was somewhere in the kitchen. I could hear her scrambling with pots and pans. She loves to bake. Now that we have 食物 in our house for bella, Esme had been learning to cook. I turned my attention back to the room.
“Hey Babe” Emmett called to get my attention. I spun around to see him on the big couch. Of course he was watching a game. I rolled my eyes. He always was watching some sort of game. He saw my eye roll and quickly shut off his game. He came over to me and picked me up into one of his big 熊 hugs. As soon as he put me down I pulled him close.
He bent down and touched his lips to mine. I pulled myself closer to him. I kissed him with all my passion. We had been 接吻 for five 分钟 straight, when some cleared their throat .Jasper . He is so annoying. He was 更多 annoying than Alice sometimes!
I heard Edward cough to cover his laugh. I still heard it. Apparently so did Alice.
“Something funny?” She asked in her annoying squeaky voice. She glared over at Edward.
That did it. Edward and I both started to laugh out loud. “Really guys what is so funny?” she asked once again.
“Nothing” we both murmured together as soon as we calmed down.
I grabbed Emmett’s hand and pulled him upstairs towards out room. I needed to tell Emmett the story too. He always asked about it and he really does deserve to know. He is my husband after all.
“Babe what’s wrong?” He asked. He probably saw my expression.
“Well….” I didn’t know how I should begin. This would be harder to tell Emmett than Edward. I could no longer hold back my dry sobs. If I were human I would be crying my eyes out. He held me in his arms until I calmed down.
“I want to tell 你 about my human life Emmett.” I told him. “It’s not pleasant to hear. It’s also not pleasant to tell. I don’t know if I’m strong enough to tell it twice in one day.”
I stared past him. At my reflection in the glass of the window. Could I do this? Am I strong enough?
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Painful Memories
Chapter One
I was sitting at my vanity. I started brushing my long golden waves. I was preparing myself. I knew Edward would be 首页 soon. Charlie had Edward leave every night at a certain time. Of course Edward would just go back once Charlie was asleep. He chose to go to Bella’s house every night. When he came 首页 it was always Bella this and Bella that. It got to the point that every sentence he ever 说 anymore had something to do with her.
What is so great about her? She’s nothing but a fragile little human. Anyway I knew I only had a short time for my talk I needed to have with Edward. My reason for not wanting Bella to become a vampire. She could be so stupid sometimes. She has everything I want and can never have. She is willing to throw all that away for my idiot of a brother. My story is my most painful memory of my human life. It is hard for me to tell but if it’s what I must do then I’ll do it.
Just as I turned around to go downstairs, I saw no other than ……. Edward. He was standing there with a goofy 爱情 sick look on his face. Shut up Rose he can read your thoughts! Remember? Every time he came 首页 from Bella’s he always had that look. Come in Edward. Sit please. I thought to him. He strolled in and plopped down on my bed. As soon as he saw my expression he wiped that goofy smile of his face. I’m sure my expression was a very sad serious one. I’ve been blocking my thoughts since I told him to come in and sit, so he has no idea what has got me so sad.
“Rosalie just tell me what it is. And stop blocking your thoughts 你 know how I hate that.” He told me.
I took an unnessacary deep breathe. “I have to tell 你 my story. My Story of my human life.” I told him “It has to be told now. Bella needs to realize before it’s too late. That this life is not one that should be chosen. She shouldn’t throw away her life for an idiot like you.” I grinned at the last part.
“Where do I begin? I suppose the beginning is
good.” He nodded.
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We all know what the story is. It would be a very very long chapter if I included all of it.
**~~**~~**~~**~~**~~**~~**~~**~~**~~**~~**~~**~~**
As I told the story, I kept my eyes on the moon. So peaceful. Much better than seeing his horrified expression. I imagined it would be something like Carsiles. Carsile was the first and only person who I had told. When I finished I glanced over at Edwards face. He was was not horrified but apologetic?
“Rosalie I’m truly very sorry for the way I have acted to you.” He was apologizing? For 表演 like that towards me? Edward 你 did nothing but write me of as a self absorbed, shallow girl. Which just proves 你 are good at figuring people out.
“Mind 阅读 helps. Whenever someone wakes up from feeling the 火, 消防 of a transformation , and wants to know where to find a mirror rather than wonder if they are ok. 你 tend to write them of a shallow.” He explained.
That was right. I remember now. The moment I woke up from my transformation I wanted to find the closest mirror. I wanted to make sure that whatever happened, I was still beautiful. As long as I was beautiful whatever happened was okay.
“Thanks for sharing that story Rosalie. I know it must have been painful to tell.” He thanked me.
“It’s ok Eddie. Didn’t find it as painful as I thought I would.” I 说 to him. I really meant it. It had gotten much easier to tell.
We got up from the 床, 床上 and went downstairs. When I got to the living room, I saw the whole family sitting around. Jasper and Alice were on the loveseat. Carsile was 由 one of the bookcases. He had a book in his hands. I would have looked to see what the name of the book was but I could really care less. I continued searching for Emmett.My Emmett. Esme was somewhere in the kitchen. I could hear her scrambling with pots and pans. She loves to bake. Now that we have 食物 in our house for bella, Esme had been learning to cook. I turned my attention back to the room.
“Hey Babe” Emmett called to get my attention. I spun around to see him on the big couch. Of course he was watching a game. I rolled my eyes. He always was watching some sort of game. He saw my eye roll and quickly shut off his game. He came over to me and picked me up into one of his big 熊 hugs. As soon as he put me down I pulled him close.
He bent down and touched his lips to mine. I pulled myself closer to him. I kissed him with all my passion. We had been 接吻 for five 分钟 straight, when some cleared their throat .Jasper . He is so annoying. He was 更多 annoying than Alice sometimes!
I heard Edward cough to cover his laugh. I still heard it. Apparently so did Alice.
“Something funny?” She asked in her annoying squeaky voice. She glared over at Edward.
That did it. Edward and I both started to laugh out loud. “Really guys what is so funny?” she asked once again.
“Nothing” we both murmured together as soon as we calmed down.
I grabbed Emmett’s hand and pulled him upstairs towards out room. I needed to tell Emmett the story too. He always asked about it and he really does deserve to know. He is my husband after all.
“Babe what’s wrong?” He asked. He probably saw my expression.
“Well….” I didn’t know how I should begin. This would be harder to tell Emmett than Edward. I could no longer hold back my dry sobs. If I were human I would be crying my eyes out. He held me in his arms until I calmed down.
“I want to tell 你 about my human life Emmett.” I told him. “It’s not pleasant to hear. It’s also not pleasant to tell. I don’t know if I’m strong enough to tell it twice in one day.”
I stared past him. At my reflection in the glass of the window. Could I do this? Am I strong enough?
Just a poem. I hope it isn't much of a bother to rate.
I dream of all things
Uncertain of dark deeds and pasts
Within these thoughts as dark as sea
When once those wings of black
Hung over all
Shadowing but of the wretched white
That blinds me of all beauty.
I dream of all things
From happiness to highs
Let down these pills
或者 I’m gone, retreat inside my mind
Where none but the darkest thoughts
Swallowing twilight
I dream of all things
From the stories told 由 hidden scars
Unable to 显示 themselves
Under this intense scrutiny
That makes up this world’s attire
To the times that I could be happy
Without a drug to create
The much-needed illusion...
I dream of all things
No matter of their contents
Because, well,
Nightmares are still dreams.
I dream of all things
Uncertain of dark deeds and pasts
Within these thoughts as dark as sea
When once those wings of black
Hung over all
Shadowing but of the wretched white
That blinds me of all beauty.
I dream of all things
From happiness to highs
Let down these pills
或者 I’m gone, retreat inside my mind
Where none but the darkest thoughts
Swallowing twilight
I dream of all things
From the stories told 由 hidden scars
Unable to 显示 themselves
Under this intense scrutiny
That makes up this world’s attire
To the times that I could be happy
Without a drug to create
The much-needed illusion...
I dream of all things
No matter of their contents
Because, well,
Nightmares are still dreams.
The Writer Behind the Words
Ms. Farogonda asked for the winx to come down to her office. when the winx reached ms. farogonda's office she told them that diana wants to speak wth one of you. she didnt tell me who but she told me to pick two extras. ms. farogonda can i go, bloom asked her. flora will be going along with musa and aisha ms farogonda told them. hmph bloom pouted, can we at least go with them bloom 说 quikly. fine all of 你 girls can go and im bringing the specialist. ok stella 说 in a sing song voice. lets go 说 the winx. they met the RF boys outside and went in the owl. winx: WINX BELIEVIX
AT THE 亚马逊
flora: let's get going
aisha: see ya winx
bloom: meet back here in an 小时 k
ok bloom musa said
( diana appears in front of them)
GUARDS take them away
what??!
(to be continued)
AT THE 亚马逊
flora: let's get going
aisha: see ya winx
bloom: meet back here in an 小时 k
ok bloom musa said
( diana appears in front of them)
GUARDS take them away
what??!
(to be continued)
Tears,
a combination of helplessness and anger,
a combination of joy and gratitude.
what different meanings it holds!
sometimes of love,
sometimes of hate.
with what different feelings we cry!
but those tears are the same.
they dwell inside the eye,
ready to attack,
the peace of our heart.
to flood the face,
with undoubted 爱情 and care,
with undoubted anger and hate,
with undoubted pain and despair.
pain? yes, and despair too!
the breakdown of our heart,
the dawn of the truth,
leading to flood the face,
with our sentiments undoubted.
