写作 Article: The Darkness (A Poem)

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posted by sapherequeen

*Sigh* Okay, this is the first piece of 写作 I will ever share with anyone. Rarely does the idea of a poem ever enter my dark mind. But tonight, just two 分钟 ago, this one came to me, and I had to...write...it...down...

I’m aching here
I’m bleeding there

Pain strikes within
My every move

And there’s
Nothing
I Can
Do
To Make It
Stop

The tears roll down my face
And freeze there quickly
And stay until the time comes
Where they are no longer frozen
And begin to stream down again

My hurt was bottled up
But someone broke the bottle
And now it’s
Everywhere
And there’s nothing
I Can
Do
To Heal Myself

I’m stuck in a world
A world too unbearable
To live
To breathe
To smile

A world where everyone
Is like a manikin

They’re perfectly still
They smile all the time
They sit there all the time
They just look at 你 endlessly
And of course
They never feel

I don’t belong in that world
I have to leave that world
I have to breathe
I want to breathe
All
I Want
Is To Be Free
From the Hurting Zone
From the Dark Zone
The Twilight Zone where I
Am Trapped
Trapped
And Broken

God, please help me
Listen to me

Am I
The Only One
Who Can Feel
Who Can See
Who Will Know the Pain Inside of Me

Please God,
What Is My Purpose?

Immediately want to say this is not about me in general. :)

What do 你 think?

medouri, Nice-Guy and 10 others like this

June4 this is nice and i love it, i'll save it!!!

sapherequeen Awww, thank you :D

rkrahu real think you give that is all of us have but no one think of that thanks for remembering this

KusjSann Beautiful poem! I relate to some of the parts: a lot of my friends were like manikins, and i just wanted to break free from that fake world! So: Loved it!

lilacool it's pretty ur like realy talented! but make it rhyme the next time!

anime_lover It's nice :)

stephlutz Awesome!!!!!

djsheshe i like it. :)

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posted by para-scence

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posted by Insight357

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posted by Insight357

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posted by HouseMindFreak

Chapter 17

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posted by para-scence

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Unforgivable Ch. 5

posted by para-scence

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Unforgivable Ch. 2

posted by para-scence

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posted by Insight357

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The Texts part 3

posted by wolfkirby

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The Chronicles of Time - prologue

posted by nomblahnom

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posted by sawfan13

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posted by I_DONT-KNOW

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posted by gamer495

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爱情 kills Chapter 29

posted by hannah_vampire

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posted by MissMuffin38

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