Serena
I'd slept for most of the flight.
Rion was there to meet me, like he promised.
He'd hugged me, told me it would be fine, that I'd be fine.
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I took on the job of his personal assisstant, and I made a point to remember everything, from the way he liked his coffee to the way his 台, 办公桌 needed re-organizing every few days.
I was a VERY dedicated assisstant.
He helped me with everything; he stood behind me silently as I endured my first morning sickness, and when I went into labour, which was five hours 以前 he dropped everything to be there for me.
I am now struggling with the most painful thing I have ever endured.
I'd gone into labour two weeks premature. I'd been rendered unable to move, gripping the marble countertop of Rion's spotless modern kitchen. I'd sunk to the ground, biting back screams. No one would hear me, and the phone was too far to reach. I'd endured this agony for five hours, so 由 the time Rion came home, I was too far into it for anyone to be able to help me with any form of painkiller.
It was going "all natural, and it can't be helped", so the doctors had said. Sounds way 更多 attractive than it really is.
I only screamed once.
I'd slept for most of the flight.
Rion was there to meet me, like he promised.
He'd hugged me, told me it would be fine, that I'd be fine.
**************************************************
I took on the job of his personal assisstant, and I made a point to remember everything, from the way he liked his coffee to the way his 台, 办公桌 needed re-organizing every few days.
I was a VERY dedicated assisstant.
He helped me with everything; he stood behind me silently as I endured my first morning sickness, and when I went into labour, which was five hours 以前 he dropped everything to be there for me.
I am now struggling with the most painful thing I have ever endured.
I'd gone into labour two weeks premature. I'd been rendered unable to move, gripping the marble countertop of Rion's spotless modern kitchen. I'd sunk to the ground, biting back screams. No one would hear me, and the phone was too far to reach. I'd endured this agony for five hours, so 由 the time Rion came home, I was too far into it for anyone to be able to help me with any form of painkiller.
It was going "all natural, and it can't be helped", so the doctors had said. Sounds way 更多 attractive than it really is.
I only screamed once.
Okay, so I'm 写作 a book on www.FanFiction.net, and it's about the Sookie Stackhouse Novels 由 Charlaine Harris, its a 粉丝 fiction, so I dont want to make publicity out of it, I just want ppl to read it, and tell me what they think!
So, if 你 have time on your hands, and 你 wanna read what I wrote (which has 吸血鬼 and werewolves, and shapeshifters, witches, etc. (like in the actual series)) then follow this link, and tell me what 你 think in 评论 if 你 have a 粉丝 fiction account, if not tell me what 你 think down below this! Please do so, I really wanna know if its good 或者 not...thanks for 阅读 this and hopefully u follow the link!
LINK:
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So, if 你 have time on your hands, and 你 wanna read what I wrote (which has 吸血鬼 and werewolves, and shapeshifters, witches, etc. (like in the actual series)) then follow this link, and tell me what 你 think in 评论 if 你 have a 粉丝 fiction account, if not tell me what 你 think down below this! Please do so, I really wanna know if its good 或者 not...thanks for 阅读 this and hopefully u follow the link!
LINK:
www.fanfiction.net/s/5685042/1/A_Offer_A_Sookie_Stackh...vel
I am a broken-winged eagle
Who cannot fly
Because I have set no goal for myself.
Other people laugh and scoff at me,
And I know that I must quickly find something
To hope for.
Everyday I think,
"What's the use? Nothing is my talent. Give up."
People think I am nothing but stupid,
But I can see that light within myself.
I have not yet soared.
I have not yet found my dream.
One day, I find something unique to dream for.
Writing.
Something that can take me to faraway places
Anywhere, beyond this universe.
And now I can soar.
Far, far, faraway
Where no one can catch me.
Where no one can disturb me.
Where I can be free.
Where I will no longer be
A broken-winged eagle.
Who cannot fly
Because I have set no goal for myself.
Other people laugh and scoff at me,
And I know that I must quickly find something
To hope for.
Everyday I think,
"What's the use? Nothing is my talent. Give up."
People think I am nothing but stupid,
But I can see that light within myself.
I have not yet soared.
I have not yet found my dream.
One day, I find something unique to dream for.
Writing.
Something that can take me to faraway places
Anywhere, beyond this universe.
And now I can soar.
Far, far, faraway
Where no one can catch me.
Where no one can disturb me.
Where I can be free.
Where I will no longer be
A broken-winged eagle.
how can 你 look
straight into my eyes,
and see none of the pain
reflect from my glossy stare?
how can 你 spit lies
right to my face,
and feel none of the regret
from the shame?
how can 你 吻乐队(Kiss) me
so harsh and coldly,
and not understand
that your hurting us both?
i dont know what your doing,
或者 even why,anymore.
i dont see how 你 can break
such an innocent heart,
and keep smiling
that beautifully irritating smile.
i dont see how 你 could do this
to anyone who let 你 in so much,
and just shove them from your mind.
when i get close,
你 移动 further away.
when i smile,
yours fades.
when i laugh,
你 become silent.
and when im gone,
youre at your happiest.
i dont see why i keep trying.
nothing i do is ever good enough.
and honestly,
你 really just dont care.
thats how 你 can do
all the horrible things 你 do.
all because
你 just dont give a shit.
straight into my eyes,
and see none of the pain
reflect from my glossy stare?
how can 你 spit lies
right to my face,
and feel none of the regret
from the shame?
how can 你 吻乐队(Kiss) me
so harsh and coldly,
and not understand
that your hurting us both?
i dont know what your doing,
或者 even why,anymore.
i dont see how 你 can break
such an innocent heart,
and keep smiling
that beautifully irritating smile.
i dont see how 你 could do this
to anyone who let 你 in so much,
and just shove them from your mind.
when i get close,
你 移动 further away.
when i smile,
yours fades.
when i laugh,
你 become silent.
and when im gone,
youre at your happiest.
i dont see why i keep trying.
nothing i do is ever good enough.
and honestly,
你 really just dont care.
thats how 你 can do
all the horrible things 你 do.
all because
你 just dont give a shit.