A place I once trusted
A place I once believed in
A place I once loved
A place I once missed
Is coved under a 伪装
Of misery and pain
The blue in the sky is now a shade
I feel like all this time was a game
A game of sham
A game of backstabbing
A game of war
A game of fate
I feel trapped in a box
Crammed in and lonely
With nothing but locks
With no key so that it can hold me
A box of lies
A box of fear
A box of loneliness
A box of weakness
I always have a word on mind
Just a few words long
To me it seems so thoughtful and kind
To me free it isn't a dance 或者 song
Free as the wind
Free as a bird
Free as an 天使
Free as a shooting 星, 星级
The feeling will come to me
But not right now
I hope my soul can soon be free
So then I can take my final bow
A place I once believed in
A place I once loved
A place I once missed
Is coved under a 伪装
Of misery and pain
The blue in the sky is now a shade
I feel like all this time was a game
A game of sham
A game of backstabbing
A game of war
A game of fate
I feel trapped in a box
Crammed in and lonely
With nothing but locks
With no key so that it can hold me
A box of lies
A box of fear
A box of loneliness
A box of weakness
I always have a word on mind
Just a few words long
To me it seems so thoughtful and kind
To me free it isn't a dance 或者 song
Free as the wind
Free as a bird
Free as an 天使
Free as a shooting 星, 星级
The feeling will come to me
But not right now
I hope my soul can soon be free
So then I can take my final bow
Life's like a rollercoaster,
Don't waste the ride.
Live it up all the way,
because today's your last day
What would 你 do?
Would 你 cry a little, scream a little, think it's all pretend.
或者 go into silence until the very end...
Would 你 爱情 the ones 你 hate the most 或者 be the person 你 hide?
Would 你 pretend that you're ok but really scream inside?
Would 你 try and keep the sun from setting as your last 日 ends?
Knowing you'll never see it rise...
Tomorrow I'll be somewhere else 你 say as 你 close your eyes.
what can I do?
I'm self-centered, self-induldged, self-absorbed, hateful, short-tepered, implusive, in a complete state of denial, confused and lonely, yet I don't try to think.
a creature of the night
a princess of darkness
I long for light
colors
but all is midnight
and my only companions are the moon and the darkness
thought it comforts me when no one can
I wish to be out of darkness for once
to be clear, understood, unquestioned, and loved.
but who am I to ask for this?
who am I to want this?
is that what makes me human?
why?
all I want to know is why?
Step, creak, step, creak! the floor boards speak to me as I slowly tremble on its hard, splintery wood. Each step feels so daring. I feel danger crawling up my dangling spine. Thump, thump, my 心 tries to refuse to my wishes of moving forward. Nothing has happened so far.
I carefully make my way towards the forbidden wooden chair. Creeeeeeek! goes the 座位 as I lower my self to its level and sit on it. SHHHHHHHH!
“What was that?” I whisper to my self with my eyes wide open. I slowly start to climb the fence to view the streets of emptiness and quietness. My 心 starts to beat even louder. Thump, thump. I slowly turn my anxious head to look. But it was only a car passing 由 my house.
I carefully make my way towards the forbidden wooden chair. Creeeeeeek! goes the 座位 as I lower my self to its level and sit on it. SHHHHHHHH!
“What was that?” I whisper to my self with my eyes wide open. I slowly start to climb the fence to view the streets of emptiness and quietness. My 心 starts to beat even louder. Thump, thump. I slowly turn my anxious head to look. But it was only a car passing 由 my house.