All this pain just inside...I cannot let it go.... It hurts so bad...Seeing the one 你 爱情 in the arms of another.... Each night I cry myself to sleep,just hopeing the 下一个 日 will be even beter...But these words always run through my mind..."You're going to die alone".. It repetes and repetes...Pain ... Oh how it hurts so... But what makes it worse...That someone that's with the one my 爱情 ...is my rival....Time has stopped to 你 as your tears run down slowly on my cheek.... I've 迷失 almost everyone in my life... It's even scary just trying to be myself....They say if 你 keep your feelings jared up...you'll snap... That's haven't happened to me yet... And hope it will never will. Don't keep your feelings jared up... 或者 one 日 you'll snap

I loved to write songs. These beautiful poems of love, heartbreak, life and misery. I still do. Shame they'll never reach the world as I hoped.
But, life is life and death is well, death. I wish I could still play with Eyes Of The Wolf, my old band. I remember the lullaby I wrote for Jannet when she had nightmares.


'Prr, Prr
Of the Cat on the mat so peaceful
Cheep, Cheep
Of the Bird in the garden so alive
Neigh, Neigh
Of the Horse on the racecourse so 迅速, 斯威夫特
Woof, Woof
Of the Pup in the tulips so playful
But now please my dear Jannet rest
So tomorrow 你 take life's 下一个 test'



I still sing it to her every night. But she can't hear me now. Maybe i'm just not 唱歌 loud enough. Sometimes she hears me sing a few lines. I know because sometimes when I sing she'll start crying. I don't know why. Maybe she misses me. 或者 maybe I scare her. I don't know. The world is a very strange place

This is a song inspired 由 Anastasia's Once Upon a December. Also, it's the main song for my novel-in-progress, Imaginary. It's a song in which one of the main characters sings to cheer her up when she's scared. And once I finally get the story 发布 here, you'll actually see the depth and power and horror of the song.
Written 由 a friend of mine from school.

Midnight settles, darkness falls
Close your eyes and remember
Fallen 天使 always sing
Once upon a December

Blood is flowing and it's warm,
Life's nightmares are like a storm
Demons dancing gracefully
across my memory

Broken 蝴蝶 with torn wings
The pain they will always remember
Fallen angels, I hear them sing
Once upon a December.

Scraping at the boughs,
Unknowns becomeths known,
Where shards break across my skin as my mind is shredded into nothing.
How did I get here?
How did I become this?
How do I get out?
Trapped inside a thousand mirrors,
Seeing so many façades,
Which one is me?
Carved up and bleeding,
Happy unconscious,
Pepped up to go?
Nails scratch into my brain,
As I pick apart memories,
For a clue.
An inkling.
An idea.
Lost!
I’m so lost!
Where do I fit in anymore?
Who am I?
And how did I wind up here?

I need to find a name for my character. She is a twelve 年 old girl with short, kinda boyish blonde hair. She has a curious and Mischievous personality and a tomboyish attitude. She loves Music, she plays 钢琴 and 吉他 and can play the Saxaphone really well. She is also very good in school. She has green eyes and likes to draw and write. Her main flaw is when she makes mistakes she has trouble realising that she is only human, and humans make mistakes. I am trying to find a good name but I am having a lot of trouble. Please help!

Introduction


Everybody has a friend. Someone to talk to, to share your secrets with. Someone in this cold cruel world that 你 could trust. A friend doesn't exactly have to be a person. It could be a pet, a journal-sometimes a banana-or even a rock. A friend doesn't have to be real, either. A character from a story 或者 movie, perhaps? But that's still something everyone can look at, hear, 或者 feel. Well, some of those make-believe friends, not actors, are things only you can look at, hear, and feel. Now those are called imaginary friends, as 你 probably know. Imaginary 老友记 can be anything 你 want them to be. An animal, a creature 你 made up, a monster, 或者 just another human being. There are rare cases when special people have imaginary 老友记 that...are not exactly in the afterlife. But, no matter what, whatever kind of friend it is, that one true friend will always be there for you.
Always.
Always.
Always...

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