Whatever Jacob had 说 about Imprinting,, made no sense to me. Was it a new hip word that i haddnt tuned into .
Was it a word the boys use as something else. I now flash back to recall if he has 说 this to me. But nothing came possitive.
"Just go 首页 bella, before Leah gets here." He tone both hard adn soft.
Leah? Like Leah clearwater?
"Why? is she your new Girlfriend 或者 something? Jacob please, what happened. This isnt 你 getting back at me from the baby is it?"
He stopped, finally. But i knew the my words stopped him. His face went from anger to identical to mine. Confused.
"What are 你 talking about bella? actaully i dont care, 你 properly just lied"
"Why would lie about something like that!, Ok, im sorry. "
"WHAT ARE 你 TALKING ABOUT !" He roared as he grapped my shoulders and tosed me all-over.
This left me in complete absolute awwe. I've never seen Jacob like this to me , 或者 to anyone in general.
His word cut me like a knife.
"I'm sorry jacob, I 迷失 it" My words almost a whispered, husky and deep as i though, i feel the blood draining from my face, and my stomach dropped.
My 心 from loudly that i swear jacob could hear it , 或者 even feel it.
He loosened his gripp on me. Then instantly brought me in to his chest, in a embrace. His skin was warm, and his smell was aroming.
He was vick on your chest when your sick. The amazing feeling.
I wanted him back then ever now. He is my first love. The father of my 迷失 child. I 爱情 him, i can't loose him. I've seen what loss does to people, my father of them, and my cousin, of whom had 爱情 迷失 and then 迷失 her life.
I wanted to 冲床 and 吻乐队（Kiss） and yell and caress him in one time!
But this moment diddnt last long.
His soleman eyes met mine.
"I'm sorry bella, that was my fault,it would've lived if.. just go 首页 bella, i can't see 你 anymore. Leah is going to be 首页 soon, and she's not very,,"
"But i, Jacob, please don't do this, what happened? 你 used to adore me, what changed! And why diddnt 你 tell me!!!"
i was angry at him, flinging my lings at him, which he grapped before that hit him, not that it would've hurt him.
"Bella!JUST GO HOME! go back to charlie. I'll call him to pick 你 up, and i'll your truck back tomorrow, ok just go home!"
"no, i need you."
"OMG BELLA! 你 ACT AS THOUGHT I DONT 爱情 YOU!i do! oh god i do. but things have been made, and i cant change them, and my future has been set, and it's with Leah. I 爱情 you. But i 爱情 her too. "
" 你 爱情 her 更多 then me?" i soundt like a frog, my voice croacky from the flem and tears flaming up.
"Just go 首页 bella, I'll call Charlie ok."
"No, I'll get Edward to pick me up"
"NO! no i wont let him, he is not coming down here."
"Why? Jealous now?"
He sighed one heavy sigh, he was defeated. But something was occuring at the back of his mind.
"He's just dangerous ok"
"Says the man who broke my heart"
"bella."
My phone vibrated in my pocket. I broke my glance with jacob.
It was edward calling. I answered.
"BELLA! where are you? " His voice was frantic.he was always worried about me. I was surpirsed that he was tired from it all the time. as it is a 24/7 job.
"Im fine, I'm with jacob, can 你 please pick me up?"
"He's is not going to touch 你 bella" Jacob 说 as he snatched my phone from my cold weak hands.
He turned his back to me quickly.
he whispered something inot the ear piece before i interupt.
He turned back at me and handed me back my phone. He had hung up .
"jacob. oh my god. Fine"
i dont know why i couldn't just drve myself home.
driving 首页 was a challenge, i diddnt know whiether it was my tears of the fog that was effecting my vision.
But i made it 首页 in piece, depends what 你 classify one piece.
Edwards volvo parked in the driveway, i saw him paceing outside the front door.
"Bella,"
Was it a word the boys use as something else. I now flash back to recall if he has 说 this to me. But nothing came possitive.
"Just go 首页 bella, before Leah gets here." He tone both hard adn soft.
Leah? Like Leah clearwater?
"Why? is she your new Girlfriend 或者 something? Jacob please, what happened. This isnt 你 getting back at me from the baby is it?"
He stopped, finally. But i knew the my words stopped him. His face went from anger to identical to mine. Confused.
"What are 你 talking about bella? actaully i dont care, 你 properly just lied"
"Why would lie about something like that!, Ok, im sorry. "
"WHAT ARE 你 TALKING ABOUT !" He roared as he grapped my shoulders and tosed me all-over.
This left me in complete absolute awwe. I've never seen Jacob like this to me , 或者 to anyone in general.
His word cut me like a knife.
"I'm sorry jacob, I 迷失 it" My words almost a whispered, husky and deep as i though, i feel the blood draining from my face, and my stomach dropped.
My 心 from loudly that i swear jacob could hear it , 或者 even feel it.
He loosened his gripp on me. Then instantly brought me in to his chest, in a embrace. His skin was warm, and his smell was aroming.
He was vick on your chest when your sick. The amazing feeling.
I wanted him back then ever now. He is my first love. The father of my 迷失 child. I 爱情 him, i can't loose him. I've seen what loss does to people, my father of them, and my cousin, of whom had 爱情 迷失 and then 迷失 her life.
I wanted to 冲床 and 吻乐队（Kiss） and yell and caress him in one time!
But this moment diddnt last long.
His soleman eyes met mine.
"I'm sorry bella, that was my fault,it would've lived if.. just go 首页 bella, i can't see 你 anymore. Leah is going to be 首页 soon, and she's not very,,"
"But i, Jacob, please don't do this, what happened? 你 used to adore me, what changed! And why diddnt 你 tell me!!!"
i was angry at him, flinging my lings at him, which he grapped before that hit him, not that it would've hurt him.
"Bella!JUST GO HOME! go back to charlie. I'll call him to pick 你 up, and i'll your truck back tomorrow, ok just go home!"
"no, i need you."
"OMG BELLA! 你 ACT AS THOUGHT I DONT 爱情 YOU!i do! oh god i do. but things have been made, and i cant change them, and my future has been set, and it's with Leah. I 爱情 you. But i 爱情 her too. "
" 你 爱情 her 更多 then me?" i soundt like a frog, my voice croacky from the flem and tears flaming up.
"Just go 首页 bella, I'll call Charlie ok."
"No, I'll get Edward to pick me up"
"NO! no i wont let him, he is not coming down here."
"Why? Jealous now?"
He sighed one heavy sigh, he was defeated. But something was occuring at the back of his mind.
"He's just dangerous ok"
"Says the man who broke my heart"
"bella."
My phone vibrated in my pocket. I broke my glance with jacob.
It was edward calling. I answered.
"BELLA! where are you? " His voice was frantic.he was always worried about me. I was surpirsed that he was tired from it all the time. as it is a 24/7 job.
"Im fine, I'm with jacob, can 你 please pick me up?"
"He's is not going to touch 你 bella" Jacob 说 as he snatched my phone from my cold weak hands.
He turned his back to me quickly.
he whispered something inot the ear piece before i interupt.
He turned back at me and handed me back my phone. He had hung up .
"jacob. oh my god. Fine"
i dont know why i couldn't just drve myself home.
driving 首页 was a challenge, i diddnt know whiether it was my tears of the fog that was effecting my vision.
But i made it 首页 in piece, depends what 你 classify one piece.
Edwards volvo parked in the driveway, i saw him paceing outside the front door.
"Bella,"
Nessie in the rain
Bells crest
i couldn't let myself even think for a 秒 that i could ease Rosalies Pain.
i never thought that anyone could, not even Emmett at his full best, and here i sit with everything she ever wanted, and i dont even want it. how could i be so selfish to tie the knot and give up the chance that i might regret for a long time adn might risk a wonderful friendship.
What about Alice, and esme? They may not have asked but i know they would pass up the oppurtunitie.
And what about myself. I've already had a baby, ive got a daughter, but i will regret this later too.
I have the most precious gift for a vampire in my grasp and idont want it, if only i could give it away.
What would Happen to me, if i did use this. would i die, really truely die,
and jacob, his pack wouldnt not agree. i cant please anyone.
"Bella" i tunefull voice whispered outside.
i never thought that anyone could, not even Emmett at his full best, and here i sit with everything she ever wanted, and i dont even want it. how could i be so selfish to tie the knot and give up the chance that i might regret for a long time adn might risk a wonderful friendship.
What about Alice, and esme? They may not have asked but i know they would pass up the oppurtunitie.
And what about myself. I've already had a baby, ive got a daughter, but i will regret this later too.
I have the most precious gift for a vampire in my grasp and idont want it, if only i could give it away.
What would Happen to me, if i did use this. would i die, really truely die,
and jacob, his pack wouldnt not agree. i cant please anyone.
"Bella" i tunefull voice whispered outside.
Rose
