3 months, 2 days, 11 hours, 49 minutes, 17 seconds. That is how long I have been away from my ... Not mine anymore, Bella. She looked so sad when I left her in the forest.
Edward, I mentally screamed, stop thinking about her. She is better without you!
It's about 10 pm. I wish I was human so I could sleep away the pain. Up in the sky a shooting star, I used to think those were Earth's little miracles, that was until Blla came into my life. She was my miracle, I knew it was stupid but I closed my eyes and whispered, "I wish I could do the right thing with Bella."
That was stupid, I scolded myself, things like that don't happen.
Might as well just take my misery right here, right now. Suddenly, Bella's lullaby filled the room, my ringtone for a call. Alice, it read. I relectently opened it. "Hello" I 说 sheepishly. "Edward finally 你 answer your phone. I had a vision," I imediatly froze. "you need to go hunting, 或者 something bad will happen," she warned. "Thanks Alice, is Bella okay?" I asked curosily. "I thought I wasn't supposed to be looking for her," she snapped at me, then she hung up with a hugh. Suddenly, I felt a sudder go through me, that was weird, 吸血鬼 don't usually have that to happen. I passes it as thinking of Bella, but then again I always thought about Bella. I decided that I should go hunting before 'something bad happens'. I quickly shot into the forest and snapped three deers necks and drank, I didn't really taste it anymore. When I was about half way satisfied, and couldn't stand being out here anymore. I ran back to my 'hiding' place and sat in my corner. After being there for who knows how long. When, suddenly I felt like half of me was missing. It was a different feeling than when I left Bella, but then again it was the same. I didn't know what to do so I called alice and told her how I felt, she called my crazy. I knew I shouldn't have done that. I knew that if I ever went back home, Alice wouldn't let me forget that.
Sorry about making 你 wait so long. I have a almost 4 月 old baby and didn't really have time. Sorry again.
Edward, I mentally screamed, stop thinking about her. She is better without you!
It's about 10 pm. I wish I was human so I could sleep away the pain. Up in the sky a shooting star, I used to think those were Earth's little miracles, that was until Blla came into my life. She was my miracle, I knew it was stupid but I closed my eyes and whispered, "I wish I could do the right thing with Bella."
That was stupid, I scolded myself, things like that don't happen.
Might as well just take my misery right here, right now. Suddenly, Bella's lullaby filled the room, my ringtone for a call. Alice, it read. I relectently opened it. "Hello" I 说 sheepishly. "Edward finally 你 answer your phone. I had a vision," I imediatly froze. "you need to go hunting, 或者 something bad will happen," she warned. "Thanks Alice, is Bella okay?" I asked curosily. "I thought I wasn't supposed to be looking for her," she snapped at me, then she hung up with a hugh. Suddenly, I felt a sudder go through me, that was weird, 吸血鬼 don't usually have that to happen. I passes it as thinking of Bella, but then again I always thought about Bella. I decided that I should go hunting before 'something bad happens'. I quickly shot into the forest and snapped three deers necks and drank, I didn't really taste it anymore. When I was about half way satisfied, and couldn't stand being out here anymore. I ran back to my 'hiding' place and sat in my corner. After being there for who knows how long. When, suddenly I felt like half of me was missing. It was a different feeling than when I left Bella, but then again it was the same. I didn't know what to do so I called alice and told her how I felt, she called my crazy. I knew I shouldn't have done that. I knew that if I ever went back home, Alice wouldn't let me forget that.
Sorry about making 你 wait so long. I have a almost 4 月 old baby and didn't really have time. Sorry again.
