Ok people this is my first story ever! Dont laugh please! This is new moon from bellas POV after edward leaves her.I Changed it alot.
Its been 6 months since he left me in the woods after saying the most horrible goodbye in my existence. I want to talk to somebody but i dont know if i can 或者 if i should eventhink about it.
Its Friday morning,im laying in my 床, 床上 thinking if i should even get out of 床, 床上 to go to school today. I have to cause i have a test in History ive been studying for. When i was done with my 淋浴 and got my keys i started my truck and drove to school trying not to see the empty space. I got to class in a hurry running past the empty spot.
I got in the door and foung angela sitting 下一个 to me. She was a very good friend.
"hay bella!" angela 说 with enthusiasm
"hi angela,whats going on with you?"i asked with as much tone as possible
"nothing much. Ive been watching 你 the past couple of months and i was wondering if 你 would like to help me go shopping in port 天使 tommarow?"
"yeah,sure,i guess we could go shopping"i didnt like going. reminded me too much of what i missed .I needed a girls 日 out.
"ill see 你 tommarow.Ill pick 你 up at your house at 10:00am. Is that a good time for you?"
"absolutly" the 钟, 贝尔 eventually rang and school was finnaly over. I drove out of the parking lot and started driving north on the high way. I was headed for the gorcery store when i decided to go for a hike in a place that brough back memories,a place that was my 最喜爱的 but only brough 更多 pain. I got to were i need to go.I got out of the truck and started walking. I only made it about 1 mile when i realized i couldnt do this. it was to much emotion inside of me.
"i can't do this"i wispered to myself I half ran back to my truck and started drving to the grocery store only to realize that i had to pull over. I was on the side of the rode when my chest started to throb and that gapping hole in my chest grew bigger with betrail.
I made it back to the house within 4 hours and found charlie sprawled along the 长椅, 沙发 with a 比萨, 比萨饼 box in front of him.
"Sorry bells i was hungary and i didnt know when 你 were coming back. where were you?" he asked kind of confused
"i took a short walk then headed to the grocery store to get ingredience for your 晚餐, 晚饭 but its too late. im going to bed, goodnight."
"Bella, why are 你 like this? He hasnt done anything for 你 in half a year!" He yelled
"Dad! I do NOT want to talk about this now. Goodnight" I ran to my room and got into my old sweats and purple tank 最佳, 返回页首 for bed. I walked over to my computer to check my 电子邮箱 from my mom.she wrot alot tonite. I turned it off and went to bed. The hole got alot worse that night as i fell asleep into the cold night.
That night i dream i was in the woods with Edward when all of a sudden i saw Victoris come up in front of us and takle edward and kill him.I woke up screaming into my pillow. Charlie runs into the room.
"Bella 你 ok?" he asked
"yeah dad i had a bad dream, again" i 说 almost out of breath.
"ok bella,goodnight" he left me in my room alone. i glanced at the clock and it 说 4:30am. I laid back in my 床, 床上 and rapped up into a little ball and fell asleep.
I woke shivering.It was 8:50 and i could not go back to sleep anymore. I got up and got a nice hot shower. When i was done i put on a marroon turttle neck and blue jeans. Walked down stairs, found a granola bar and grabed my 夹克 and waited for angela to 显示 up.
Its been 6 months since he left me in the woods after saying the most horrible goodbye in my existence. I want to talk to somebody but i dont know if i can 或者 if i should eventhink about it.
Its Friday morning,im laying in my 床, 床上 thinking if i should even get out of 床, 床上 to go to school today. I have to cause i have a test in History ive been studying for. When i was done with my 淋浴 and got my keys i started my truck and drove to school trying not to see the empty space. I got to class in a hurry running past the empty spot.
I got in the door and foung angela sitting 下一个 to me. She was a very good friend.
"hay bella!" angela 说 with enthusiasm
"hi angela,whats going on with you?"i asked with as much tone as possible
"nothing much. Ive been watching 你 the past couple of months and i was wondering if 你 would like to help me go shopping in port 天使 tommarow?"
"yeah,sure,i guess we could go shopping"i didnt like going. reminded me too much of what i missed .I needed a girls 日 out.
"ill see 你 tommarow.Ill pick 你 up at your house at 10:00am. Is that a good time for you?"
"absolutly" the 钟, 贝尔 eventually rang and school was finnaly over. I drove out of the parking lot and started driving north on the high way. I was headed for the gorcery store when i decided to go for a hike in a place that brough back memories,a place that was my 最喜爱的 but only brough 更多 pain. I got to were i need to go.I got out of the truck and started walking. I only made it about 1 mile when i realized i couldnt do this. it was to much emotion inside of me.
"i can't do this"i wispered to myself I half ran back to my truck and started drving to the grocery store only to realize that i had to pull over. I was on the side of the rode when my chest started to throb and that gapping hole in my chest grew bigger with betrail.
I made it back to the house within 4 hours and found charlie sprawled along the 长椅, 沙发 with a 比萨, 比萨饼 box in front of him.
"Sorry bells i was hungary and i didnt know when 你 were coming back. where were you?" he asked kind of confused
"i took a short walk then headed to the grocery store to get ingredience for your 晚餐, 晚饭 but its too late. im going to bed, goodnight."
"Bella, why are 你 like this? He hasnt done anything for 你 in half a year!" He yelled
"Dad! I do NOT want to talk about this now. Goodnight" I ran to my room and got into my old sweats and purple tank 最佳, 返回页首 for bed. I walked over to my computer to check my 电子邮箱 from my mom.she wrot alot tonite. I turned it off and went to bed. The hole got alot worse that night as i fell asleep into the cold night.
That night i dream i was in the woods with Edward when all of a sudden i saw Victoris come up in front of us and takle edward and kill him.I woke up screaming into my pillow. Charlie runs into the room.
"Bella 你 ok?" he asked
"yeah dad i had a bad dream, again" i 说 almost out of breath.
"ok bella,goodnight" he left me in my room alone. i glanced at the clock and it 说 4:30am. I laid back in my 床, 床上 and rapped up into a little ball and fell asleep.
I woke shivering.It was 8:50 and i could not go back to sleep anymore. I got up and got a nice hot shower. When i was done i put on a marroon turttle neck and blue jeans. Walked down stairs, found a granola bar and grabed my 夹克 and waited for angela to 显示 up.
