I got up the stairs and just started crying quietly. I knew everyone could hear me but I didnt feel like talking about it 或者 thinking about it 或者 anything. I put on some sweat pants and I found one of Cody's long sleeved t-shirt in my closet I put it on just smelling his scent on it. I just layed in my 床, 床上 and cried, soon I feel asleep. When I woke up my face was sticky feeling from dried tears. I couldnt believe what had happened yesterday afternoon. i really thouhgt he was going to be my firend but I guess not. I walked 或者 hobbled down the stairs and into the kitchen. Alice and Esme were in there talking, Alice asked how i was and i 说 i was fine. I ate some scrambled eggs, they were so good. after that i went to the living room and sat on the 长椅, 沙发 and emmet was in there watching tv as usual.emmet looked over at me and 说 wow 你 look like crap. Thanks i said. i just turned my antention to the tv. Can 你 turn up the volume, I cant hear it? I ask. sure no porb. he said. I watched a little tv but then went up stairs and listened to my ipod. I fell asleep listening to Jimmy Buffett, one of my parents 最喜爱的 artist! When I woke up that morning I ask Esme if it was okay to drive myself over to Max's house and she 说 she would ask Carlisle right quick for me. I 说 thanks.I was in the 淋浴 when Esme 说 I could drive to Max's house. I told her thanks. I put on another pair of sweat pants and a coast guard sweat 衬衫 that I had gotten when i joined after I got out of the shower. I dried my hair so i wouldnt get sick. I grab my keys,cell phoneand license off my dresser and went downs. I told everyone bye and that they could reach me on my cell.

When I got to Max's house he was there, I was glad. I hadnt been to his house since I fell off of his back porch. i walked in his house and 说 hey. 嘿 he said. I just started to cry. He rushed over to me and ask what was wrong? Cody 你 know the guy from school, "yeah i know who your talking about max said" well he 说 some mean things. I continued the story. See he wasnt in school all week so I went overr to his house to see what was up with him, well he ended up saying that he never wanted to hang out with me and he never wanted to see my f-ing ugly face again. i strted crying harder. After that conversation he had with me I called him a jacka** cause i was mad and now I feel so bad but he deserved it he pushed me in the mud. Jacob was there i think if he wasnt there..i dont know he was 表演 weird and stuff and he was really buff and tall since the last time I'd seen him i told max. Its okay Addi you'll get through this don't worry. He held me in his arms. I told him thanks and sorry I got his 衬衫 all wet. Awe, its fine Addi Max said. We watched tv for awhile until Emmet called me and 说 to get 首页 that it was starting to snow and the roads were getting icey. I told max bye that I would see him later, and thanks for letting me spill all my problems with him. No problem Addi, be careful going 首页 Max said. Bye and we hugged each other.