Chapter 1 – New Beginnings (Bella)
It had been so long since anything bothered me. All I could do was look around at my happy family and sigh most of the time. We’d done everything in our power to keep things simple. Some how, it worked out just as we planned. I was always shocked 由 this but what can I say, even after seven whole years as a vampire, things were still new to me and I wasn’t so used to fitting in 或者 feeling so right in my own skin. Who knew granite would fit me so well?
    

New Hampshire had been beautiful. Inviting, the people there were considerate and, surprisingly, no one there took 更多 than one glance at our pale skin, 或者 thought we looked out of place. It was kind of nice to have a 首页 that hadn’t belonged to anyone else first, like Forks belonged to Charlie and Phoenix belonged to Renee. People had to come visit us. Write to us. It was hard nonetheless. It could have been ours if everything we really wanted had been here with us. But, as much as letters and phone calls can excite a person, that doesn’t take away the need for seeing all the people 你 爱情 on a daily basis.

Once I started at Dartmouth it was hard to say why I had been so against the idea of college. Edward was right, I liked it. I studied psychology; the human psyche was quite a thing to look at. The things people like and dislike, why they turn their noses up at the sound of certain foods. I had been there and it was time I knew why it all worked the way it did. It was actually fascinating. With how complex the human brain was, it was simple for me to figure out. With my new mind, all of the concepts I was taught were like taking in air, easy and right. I was finally able to understand why Edward had so much knowledge and was fluent in so many languages.
In my free time, I was even studying Latin and French. The French was 更多 for traveling purposes, while the Latin was something a bit 更多 personal. Renesmee had taken an interest in it and found the idea of speaking in such an old language exciting. So, she and I set out on the little side quest together.

Jacob flew in whenever possible to spend time with Renesmee, something that was draining any money he had been hoping to save, though I had a sneaking suspicion Alice had been contributing to his airfare. Something about how nonchalant he was about denying my offers to pay for his tickets home.

We were going back to Forks for only weeks at a time during the winter break. The last time we had seen our family had been at Sue and Charlie’s wedding. Being my father’s only daughter I was, of course, obligated to be a bride’s maid as was “His Nessie,” as he called her.

It had been a quaint but gorgeous affair. Light satins and lace, white and yellow 玫瑰 strewn throughout the small building that would double as the reception hall.
I wish I had been able to cry. The look of such great happiness on my father’s face was something no daughter should have been able to stay dry for. Heaven knows there wasn’t a dry eye in the audience. Other than my new family that is, but we were 吸血鬼 at a human wedding, so any lack of crying was probably the least of anyone’s concerns, as they looked us all, especially me, up and down wondering why I didn’t look any older than I had at my own wedding.
It was strange to think that I would have siblings on my human side. They may have only been of the ‘step’ variety but I was still finding the notion very pleasing. I knew Seth couldn’t have been happier. He was so comfortable with my new life it made him feel tied to it 更多 solidly.


Nessie and I had entered Sue’s dressing room. She replaced a curl that was sticking up from my bun then quickly brushed her fingers across my cheek. I felt the warning tone as she showed my soon-to-be step sister’s face: Be nice. She had 给 me a wary look then walked over to compliment on the 花 arrangements. The look on Leah’s face when I turned at the sound of her approaching footsteps had been something I wasn’t expecting.

She was playing idly with the ribbon holding together her bouquet, her head bowed. “Hi Bella,” She 说 quietly, not looking up.

“Hello Leah. Big day, huh?” I asked not thinking. I was slightly distracted 由 the beauty of Sue’s dress. Long, shimmering, off-white satin. It was odd that Leah had started a conversation like this. Last time I had seen her she was regaling in my leaving town.

“Yeah, big day.” She replied sheepishly, finally looking up at me. I was glad my eyes were 金牌 now. Nothing worried me 更多 than the way my eyes looked to people. I wondered constantly if it scared them. “Look, I just wanted 你 to know. I’m sorry. I have been so rude. I had a long talk with Charlie last night, and I wanted 你 to know—I’m glad we’re going to be family,” She 说 bowing her head again, “Charlie too of course,” She added for substance, I suspected. “So—erm—no hard feelings?” She looked up from the bundle in her hand, a soft, apologetic smile stretched thinly on her lips. I was taken aback. I had never thought Leah cared. As far as I knew, she hated me and my new family without end.

“Of course, no hard feelings Leah. I’m happy to welcome 你 to the family too. All of it,” I offered her a grateful smile. I was glad we could be 老友记 now. Her own smile widened as she grabbed my hand. She twitched once at my cold skin, but kept the hold on me as we approached Sue to help with her veil.

We had only been able to stay for a short while after the occasion. I had enrolled in summer programs so to meet the requirements for early graduation since I’d started school and Edward didn’t think it’d be proper for me to miss too much. To my dismay, Charlie agreed. So we 说 our good byes and got on our plane without another word.

Renesmee had laid her head in my lap and slept during the flight, tears sliding down her cheeks at 随意 intervals. I ran my fingers through her soft curls. I knew just how she felt. Edward didn’t say anything, but I could see the angst in his features as he too watched our daughter lie there, crying, in her sleep. I could only imagine what he was seeing in her dreams. Glimpses of all the people and places and things she missed. Everything I missed.
    

Renesmee’s sixth birthday rolled around sooner than I expected. Well, technically she was six, physically though she was about fifteen 或者 sixteen. Edward made her a lavish cake with rose embellishments and we sang to her. She received her usual sprawl of gifts through the mail from our family back home. A new 照片 album from Alice, Rosalie, and Esme, a book of 诗歌 由 various authors from Carlisle, a book about car mechanics from Emmett, a ring with her birthstone, facet cut, set into 金牌 from Charlie, and a few CDs 由 artists I’d never heard of from Jacob.

These normal, yearly, events weren’t what had me remembering that evening like it was yesterday.

She was sitting in the study, curled up in a large 扶手椅 looking through the 照片 album, what I knew was her 最喜爱的 of all the gifts she’d received. I had knelt in front of her and watched as she ran her fingers significantly over each face in the photographs. She didn’t like being away anymore. This place was no longer home, it was a prison. The silent sadness in her eyes was 更多 than any mother could bear. I ran the back of my hand down her face as, I heard, Edward 移动 into the doorway and lean against the frame.

She looked into my eyes and rested her palm on my cheek. The 图片 that appeared were strong and sad, Charlie and Sue, Carlisle and Esme, Alice and Jasper, Rosalie and Emmett and the distraught face of Jacob when we left our last visit. The 图片 flipped wildly 查看 of our cottage in the woods, the large window 墙 overlooking the river, Charlie’s house, and the scent of her catch when he took her out on her first fishing trip. The message was clear: Can we go 首页 now?

We both looked to Edward, our faces grave. He was smiling gently, what exactly was it about this display that could possibly be smile-worthy?

Then he spoke, his voice consoling, “I’ve already made the arrangements. We leave in just four hours so you’d better start packing.” She was in his arms in a second. I rested on my feet, my hands folded together in my lap. He kissed her cheek, “Happy birthday my angel, 你 are very welcome.” He looked up at me over her shoulder.
I pushed the shield from my mind simply. I’d been practicing almost daily for the last five and a half years. Thank you.

He winked.


We were back in Forks. One year, and one week. I 爱情 this place. I don’t understand how I was ever able to drag myself away.

Edward pulled me closer as I tried to rise from my position beside him on the bed. “I have to get up. It’s unavoidable,” I 说 with a soft giggle as he brushed his satin lips across my neck. I was constantly thankful we would never lose this, the undying need to be close.

“No it’s not, just a while longer.” He replied, his lips now 接吻 every angle of my face, avoiding my lips entirely. I was glad; this 移动 is torture as it is.

“We promised her.” I pulled away slowly and planted a 吻乐队（Kiss） on his forehead. “She wants to do something new. 你 wanted me to have a full life, so why shouldn’t she?” I asked tugging open the double doors to our closet. It had been restocked with clothing to my liking, which was completely to Alice’s dislike. Every now and then I’d catch the scent of satin 或者 silk among my denim, cotton, and polyester attire. She was getting sneakier all the time.

“Renesmee is already 更多 knowledgeable than any one person in that institution.” He replied, meeting me inside the closet and grabbing his own clothing.

“This is what she wants Edward. Nessie is half human she has a right to try this experience on for size. I had to.” I smirked and moved gracefully around him toward the door.
    

Now that Renesmee would cease to age, we had thought it was right to allow her some proper access to the human world. We spent many nights pondering what she could possibly want to do. She wasn’t interested in leaving 首页 though she did have a driver’s license—a forged one but it passed all inspections—and she did use it fully. She had no problem with taking one of the many cars and heading out to La Push 或者 down to Charlie’s. She had been to all the surrounding cities already so that didn’t entertain her attention. We considered sending her to stay with Renee for a week (they’d finally met about two summers back when Renee came to visit us in New Hampshire. Needless to say she was 更多 than taken with her granddaughter, who as far as she knew was adopted. It was odd how she had refused to argue the subject of Nessie being adopted and was 更多 than willing to believe the lie) so that the two of them could get 更多 fully acquainted, but once again she was happy at home. Finally, after nights of deliberation, she made her request. One 年 of high school. Not the flashiest of things but it seemed right, especially for her inquisitive mind.    
    

I entered the bedroom down the hall. It had changed quite a bit since we’d returned. There was now a collage of photographs of our family and 老友记 on the 墙 above a large mahogany 台, 办公桌 that was littered with papers and books. A book shelf had been built into the 墙 about a week before our homecoming to Esme’s delight. It had been a while since she had renovated anything. The large mahogany 床, 床上 set in the corner was draped in deep purple and blue curtains.

I pulled back the draperies to find Renesmee curled up in a ball, sleeping soundly within her silk sheets.    

“Nessie.” I lightly nudged her side. She woke easily, rubbing her soft brown eyes.

“Seven? “ She asked excitedly, sitting upright in an instant.

“Yep.” I nodded moving the curtain all the way down the wooden rod. Renesmee moved from the 床, 床上 just as swiftly as I had moved the curtain. She went to the closet, also a new addition as Alice was determined to dress at least one person in this house. She pulled the outfit she had hanging together at one side. She’d obviously planned this 日 out to a tee. I left her too dress and went to the living room.

Edward was looking through the paper work we’d had made up for her entrance for the third time. She was enrolling as our adopted daughter, seeing as we could never pull off saying she was biologically ours with how short a time it’d been since we’d married.

“Everything is in order here.”

“Of course,” I 说 positively wrapping my arms around his waist from behind and 接吻 his shoulder. I couldn’t thank J enough for all the hard work he’d put into the documents for us.

It was sad when we found out he’d been hospitalized shortly after their delivery. A mild hear attack. Needless to say I sent him 花 hoping for his good health to return, though I was sure this was all wishful thinking.

I had thought later that I should have probably studied law—since I had a mind that could handle such a complexity now. Then I could have gotten some insight into the not-so-legal world of document forging from J and we’d still have access to what we needed, and he could have his overdue and tremendously necessary retirement. It was either that 或者 make him a vampire. I was opposed to that idea of course and stuck with my 前一个 thought.

Renesmee skipped gently into the room carrying her 最喜爱的 jacket. It was gorgeous black leather. Jacob had 给 it to her for her birthday this year. She smiled happily, running her hands over the gift.

“Ready?” I asked, pulling the door open fluidly. She rushed out. Edward and I exchanged grins as we followed. We moved quickly through the forest. I could smell the heat of the fresh 食物 wafting toward us on the light breeze as we walked. I smiled lightly, giving Edward’s hand a gentle squeeze.


Alice had the door open before we’d made it across the lawn, “Took 你 long enough. Come on! I have a surprise!” She took Renesmee’s hand and dragged her inside.

Esme had prepared Renesmee a full breakfast including eggs, bacon, and toast. Not really to vampire standards, but she thought it would be nice for Renesmee to have a real human send off, complete with all her new 最喜爱的 human foods.

“Awe. Nana Esme it’s beautiful!” I hadn’t seen Nessie smile this wide since the 日 we came 首页 as she wrapped her arms around Esme’s shoulders.

“It’s not everyday your little one’s off to their first 日 of school.” Alice and Edward exchanged glances. “Well, not officially,” She corrected as she released Renesmee who inhaled deeply and sat down at the dining room table. I took a 座位 at the desk, checking my 电子邮箱 for messages from Renee.

Renesmee had come to like human 食物 much 更多 as she aged. Jacob was almost desperate to turn her interest in it. He started taking her to restaurants whenever he was out for a visit and she found that sitting down to a meal could actually be 更多 than satisfying. Blood would always be her 最喜爱的 though. I took a 座位 across from her while Edward sat in an 扶手椅 watching the 电视 blindly.

“What’s the surprise?” Nessie asked before swallowing.

“You eat now. You’ll see soon enough.” I glanced at Alice who frowned lightly. She ate quicker now, downing the 食物 without chewing it seemed.

“Jacob’s here.” Edward 说 not looking away from the television.

“He was here all 日 yesterday. The smell is sticking to everything,” Rosalie muttered. Though she didn’t have as much distaste for Jacob as she’d had in the beginning she still wasn’t completely fond of my shape shifting best friend. Alice was out the door as fast as Edward had spoken.

“No, no! 你 stay outside!” I heard her palms land hard on his skin and jumped up to see what she was doing to him, I saw Rosalie grin. Alice had turned Jacob in the direction of the 车库 as she smiled at his abashed expression, “I needed an excuse to get Nessie outside. Thank 你 for coming,” She finished in the quietest of whispers. I scoffed lightly as Edward wrapped his arms around my waist.

“She will do whatever it takes won’t she?” I asked with a smile.

“Has she ever not?”


Nessie rushed through the room, “Excuse me, Daddy.” She lightly brushed past Edward’s side on her way out the door. She stared out at the empty lawn, frowning at Jacob’s disappearance.

“They’re in the garage.” Edward glanced to Rosalie and Emmet who had risen from their spots on the 长椅, 沙发 and were standing directly behind us in the doorway. She took off at a trot, walking through the open door the six of us, Esme had joined us as well as Jasper who’d heard Alice’s loud display to Jacob from their bedroom, following closely behind.

“Jake?” She asked almost sheepishly, stopping dead at the sight of a fully restored 1979 Volkswagen Beetle. Its new black paint glistened in the sun filtering through the door. She gasped lightly walking around the vehicle, running her hands over the metal. “Really?” She asked, looking up to Alice.

“From Jasper and I to you.” She gave a quick nod. Her huge smile was infectious.

“Thank you!” Nessie exclaimed, wrapping her arms around her tiny aunt. Just as quickly she moved to Jasper who patted her back gently. She stepped back looking over her new car once more. “It’s magnificent! I don’t know what to say. Thank 你 so much!”

“It was nothing. Emmett and Rosalie did all the reconstruction and put in a new engine. They even reinforced the body.”

I’d had a few conditions I’d needed them to meet as far as what car they got her. Not to be overprotective but, this car would keep her 安全 in a wreck. That’s all I needed to know. Not that her naturally acute reflexes wouldn’t keep her from that already.

“And it’s not too flashy to drive around town, out of production, rare, but still inconspicuous.” Emmett added. I could feel his eyes fall onto the back of my head. This was my other stipulation. I didn’t need my daughter pulling up to her first 日 of school in a vehicle that looked like it could only exist on the cover of a foreign car magazine.

“Guess 你 won’t need a ride.” Jacob 说 finally, his face full from his awe of the vehicle before him. “How long did this take 你 guys? Can I take a look under the hood?”

“Later,” Rose retorted quickly, handing the keys to her ever eager niece who wrapped her arms around her as the metal touched her palm.

“Thanks Aunt Rose.”

“Anything for 你 honey.”

Renesmee released her and wrapped her arms around Emmett next, “Girl’s got a grip.” She stepped back from her squeeze, a light blush covering her cheeks.

“Thanks.” She 说 quickly. Emmett nodded.

“No problem.” Emmett’s jokes and only half thought out 评论 had a tendency to embarrass her, just as they had me in my human years knowing him. It was easier for me now that I couldn’t blush, I was also quicker now to retort and threaten him with a fight when he got on my nerves. I may not have the strength of a newborn anymore, but I still have some speed on his buff frame giving me an advantage. A fact that annoyed him to no end.

Renesmee walked to Jacob’s tall form and looked up into his dark eyes, smiling widely, “Will I see 你 after school?” She took his hand.

“You have to ask? Do 你 want me to follow you?” He asked with a smile. It sounded as though it was meant to be sarcastic but really wasn’t.

“No, that’s all right. I think I want to do this on my own. I’ll stop 由 La Push after I visit Grandpa. I promised him I’d stop by.”

“I’ll see 你 then. Have a good 日 at school. Tell me everything.” He rolled his eyes. “Honestly, I don’t know why you’d degrade yourself this way.”

“Here, here.” Edward added. The 评论 was meant for me alone, but she heard and shot him a glare.

“I’m curious. Who knows? I may like it.”

“Good luck.” He gave her a peck on the cheek and walked toward Edward and I. “Don’t go getting all high school on me. There’s enough drama around here.” He shot a glance at Rose who turned and walked out with a scoff, Emmett on her heels. Jasper smiled and directed a light nod to Alice as he and Esme followed them to the house and Jacob took his place 由 my side.

“Good bye Jacob.” She added, rolling her own eyes. I could not get over how like Edward she looked when she did that.

She climbed into the driver’s side door of the bug and turned the key in the ignition. It came to life and purred gently as it idled.

“Just beautiful.” Jacob 说 shaking his head.

“It really is.” Edward replied.

As prepared as I was for this time in Renesmee’s life to come, I would never be prepared enough. Having Jacob as a son-in-law wasn’t all that horrible a thought, but it was still daunting. I was glad he had been talking about the car and not her. Though I was certain he was thinking about her in some other incoherent part of his mind.

I watched Alice lean around the door as Edward wrapped his arm around my waist and led me toward the house, Jacob in tow.


We had just made it to the porch when Alice skipped past us, humming lightly.

“She really likes giving presents doesn’t she?” Jacob asked, watching her slide gracefully into the house.

“You have no idea. What was she thinking?” I looked up to Edward quickly. I was skeptical whenever she and Nessie had a moment to themselves.

“She’s 唱歌 The Goo Goo Dolls, Dizzy. She’s even playing out the 低音 and 吉他 riffs. The drum beats--” His thoughtful expression changed to apprehension as he looked quickly up to the car that was backing into position on the driveway, “Nessie!” She finished positioning herself and rolled down the window. She could hear just fine with it up, she had lowered it out of respect.

“Yes?” She asked quickly, spreading an innocent smile on her face as we reached the vehicle.

I saw Edward grimace, “Be careful.”

“Of course. What do 你 think I am? Crazy? I don’t know about you, but my father can read minds.” She 说 with finality, shaking her head. Alice skipped out and handed over her bag.

“Have fun!” She 说 happily.

“I will. Thanks Aunt Alice!” With that she rolled up the window while Alice headed back for the house.

“What was she thinking?” I asked as we watched our daughter pull away.

“The very same.”

“Guitar riffs?”

“Loud and clear.”

“Alice!” I called. Alice had stopped 下一个 to Jacob, expecting my outburst.

“I didn’t say anything to her I shouldn’t have,” She 说 automatically.

“Then why are 你 still singing?” Edward asked, cocking his head to the side and crossing his arms. “Changing the song is not going to help.” He retorted quickly.

“It’s a beautiful 日 Edward. I’m excited. Now, if you’ll excuse me, I have some work to do.” She danced to the door, guided 由 the 音乐 playing in her head.

Jacob smiled, “She’s a weird one. I kind of like it though. Keeps me entertained,”

“You have to admire her gumption. She didn’t miss one note, and the song shift was perfect. Very elegant.”

I crossed my arms, I couldn’t help but be curious, “What’d she switch to?”

“Pleasent Valley Sunday.” He shook his head, "She's really losing her touch with music."

There was a tap on the window behind us. We turned, Alice stuck her tongue out at Edward.

"Yes, terrifying." Edward returned sarcastically to her through the window. Jacob snorted and we laughed.