I laid back on my bed, shoving my palms into my eyes, to try and stop the tears. Despite my efforts, tears seaped through and soaked my hair and pillow.
Just a week ago, Elena was laying beside me, bringing light into my old battered room. She was running her fingers though my hair, telling me how everything would work out. She was 接吻 me with her soft lips telling me how I was the only one she loved.
I believed her, but somewhere deep inside me, I knew it was all a lie. Nothing worked out, I wasn't the one she really and truely loved.
I locked my fingers on my fourhead and stared up at the ceiling.
God knows where she was right now with my brother. They could be anywhere. Italy, Austrila, Mexico.
I turned my head to where her note still lay on the floor. The note she left for me telling me how she had been wrong. About everything.
I threw the covers off my legs and walked over to pick up the note, 阅读 it again.
Stefan,
This isn't how I wanted things to work out between us, but this is how it is supposed to be.
I 爱情 你 Stefan and I always will, but I was wrong. About everything.
I should tell 你 what exactly happened in the hotel room a few months ago. Damon and I kissed. We kissed and, and I forgot about 你 for that moment. I hated myself, and told myself I would never do it again, but it still didn't ease the want for him to do it again.
It still doesn't till this day. Don't hate your brother Stefan. He gave me a choice. He said, "Before 你 marry him, just know that I 爱情 you, Elena. Nothing is going to change that. Not even marrying my brother. And I know, that 你 爱情 me too. And 你 aren't scared to 爱情 me, but to leave Stefan."
He was right, Stefan. I loved him. And I was scared to hurt you. But I can't deny my feelings and go against my heart. My head 说 stay but my 心 说 to go and 你 always told me to follow my heart.
I wish I could tell 你 personally. But I don;t think I would be able to stand to see the pain in your eyes and I would keep me here and that isn't what I need. I need to get away from Fell's Church. Away from everything wrong I have done.
Don't blame Damon, blame me. Don't hate your brother, hate me. I hope that when we meet again, 你 will be able to at least say "Hello" to me before walking away.
I'm sorry,
Elena.
I crubmled the note in my hand and threw it across the room, tugging the hair at the back of my head.
I need to see her one 更多 time. Just one, more, time.
As if prayers were answered, I heard a car door outside my window. I looked out to see her and Damon walking into the house.
That was it. I had got to see her one 更多 time. The sun was shining and rising with every second. I pulled up a chair and wrote my own note.
Elena,
I don't blame 你 或者 my brother. Feelings, are feelings and 你 shouldn't hide from them. I'm glad 你 followed your 心 and not your head as 你 always did.
I'm going to make this note short and sweet.
There is nothing left for me here. 你 were the one that kept me here, on this ground. I can't stay here, and live with this pain. This pain that makes my 心 contract and sqeeze with an unbarable pain.
I have decided that if I can not live with you, I will live with the memories 你 have left for me. I don't know where I am going 或者 how long I will be gone, but I hope too, that 下一个 time I see you, I will be able to say hello and walk away before anything else happens.
Goodbye Little Lovely Love,
Stefan...
I folded the paper and placed it on my now made bed. I opened the widow and inhaled her sweet scent one 更多 time before jumping out the window and leaving with my broken heart
Just a week ago, Elena was laying beside me, bringing light into my old battered room. She was running her fingers though my hair, telling me how everything would work out. She was 接吻 me with her soft lips telling me how I was the only one she loved.
I believed her, but somewhere deep inside me, I knew it was all a lie. Nothing worked out, I wasn't the one she really and truely loved.
I locked my fingers on my fourhead and stared up at the ceiling.
God knows where she was right now with my brother. They could be anywhere. Italy, Austrila, Mexico.
I turned my head to where her note still lay on the floor. The note she left for me telling me how she had been wrong. About everything.
I threw the covers off my legs and walked over to pick up the note, 阅读 it again.
Stefan,
This isn't how I wanted things to work out between us, but this is how it is supposed to be.
I 爱情 你 Stefan and I always will, but I was wrong. About everything.
I should tell 你 what exactly happened in the hotel room a few months ago. Damon and I kissed. We kissed and, and I forgot about 你 for that moment. I hated myself, and told myself I would never do it again, but it still didn't ease the want for him to do it again.
It still doesn't till this day. Don't hate your brother Stefan. He gave me a choice. He said, "Before 你 marry him, just know that I 爱情 you, Elena. Nothing is going to change that. Not even marrying my brother. And I know, that 你 爱情 me too. And 你 aren't scared to 爱情 me, but to leave Stefan."
He was right, Stefan. I loved him. And I was scared to hurt you. But I can't deny my feelings and go against my heart. My head 说 stay but my 心 说 to go and 你 always told me to follow my heart.
I wish I could tell 你 personally. But I don;t think I would be able to stand to see the pain in your eyes and I would keep me here and that isn't what I need. I need to get away from Fell's Church. Away from everything wrong I have done.
Don't blame Damon, blame me. Don't hate your brother, hate me. I hope that when we meet again, 你 will be able to at least say "Hello" to me before walking away.
I'm sorry,
Elena.
I crubmled the note in my hand and threw it across the room, tugging the hair at the back of my head.
I need to see her one 更多 time. Just one, more, time.
As if prayers were answered, I heard a car door outside my window. I looked out to see her and Damon walking into the house.
That was it. I had got to see her one 更多 time. The sun was shining and rising with every second. I pulled up a chair and wrote my own note.
Elena,
I don't blame 你 或者 my brother. Feelings, are feelings and 你 shouldn't hide from them. I'm glad 你 followed your 心 and not your head as 你 always did.
I'm going to make this note short and sweet.
There is nothing left for me here. 你 were the one that kept me here, on this ground. I can't stay here, and live with this pain. This pain that makes my 心 contract and sqeeze with an unbarable pain.
I have decided that if I can not live with you, I will live with the memories 你 have left for me. I don't know where I am going 或者 how long I will be gone, but I hope too, that 下一个 time I see you, I will be able to say hello and walk away before anything else happens.
Goodbye Little Lovely Love,
Stefan...
I folded the paper and placed it on my now made bed. I opened the widow and inhaled her sweet scent one 更多 time before jumping out the window and leaving with my broken heart
They heard the door close and wondered who came barging in, until a familiar, female and British voice solved the mystery.
“Anyone home?” Rebekah called from downstairs.
“Ugh” Damon sighed. “I’ll go” He stood up and walked to the door, but when he wanted to open it, the door was slammed in his face and Rebekah barged in. She held a guy in her right hand and a blood bag in her left hand.
“What are 你 doing here?” Elena asked tired.
“I came to apologize” Rebekah explained flighty, while she tossed the bag to Damon. “I was wrong to bite you. It’s just that I busted Stefan smooching with that vamp strumpet and 你 look like her, so I got carried away. I don’t understand what it is that draws Stefan to women with your appearances. You’re not even that pretty”
“I appreciate your honesty” Elena 评论 sarcastically.
“Hey, I’m as open as your legs were last night” Rebekah replied blunt and Elena’s cheeks turned red.
“Anyone home?” Rebekah called from downstairs.
“Ugh” Damon sighed. “I’ll go” He stood up and walked to the door, but when he wanted to open it, the door was slammed in his face and Rebekah barged in. She held a guy in her right hand and a blood bag in her left hand.
“What are 你 doing here?” Elena asked tired.
“I came to apologize” Rebekah explained flighty, while she tossed the bag to Damon. “I was wrong to bite you. It’s just that I busted Stefan smooching with that vamp strumpet and 你 look like her, so I got carried away. I don’t understand what it is that draws Stefan to women with your appearances. You’re not even that pretty”
“I appreciate your honesty” Elena 评论 sarcastically.
“Hey, I’m as open as your legs were last night” Rebekah replied blunt and Elena’s cheeks turned red.
Rachel stroke her fingers through her hair. “Oh my God. What have I done?” she mumbled agitated. “Think, Rachel, think” She looked around. Then she grabbed Gabe’s feet and dragged him to the farthest corner.
She ran to the stairs and went to the 厨房 where she searched the drawers for matches. In her panic she forgot she had been living here for about twenty years and the matches lay in the 秒 drawer 下一个 to the cupboard underneath the sink ever since. She pulled it open and grabbed the matches. Then she opened the fridge and took out a bottle of Malt Whisky. She ran back downstairs to the body. She opened the bottle of Malt and poured its content over the body. Then she stroke a match and let it fall down and watch how Gabe went up into flames.
As she watched him burn a sudden agony fulfilled her body and she dropped the bottle. She fell down on her knees and felt her body contracting and convulsing while she screamed.
She ran to the stairs and went to the 厨房 where she searched the drawers for matches. In her panic she forgot she had been living here for about twenty years and the matches lay in the 秒 drawer 下一个 to the cupboard underneath the sink ever since. She pulled it open and grabbed the matches. Then she opened the fridge and took out a bottle of Malt Whisky. She ran back downstairs to the body. She opened the bottle of Malt and poured its content over the body. Then she stroke a match and let it fall down and watch how Gabe went up into flames.
As she watched him burn a sudden agony fulfilled her body and she dropped the bottle. She fell down on her knees and felt her body contracting and convulsing while she screamed.
Elena took a deep breath and started running down the hill. However, the 草 on the 爬坡道, 小山 started growing really fast and pushed Elena back. Elena angry pushed the 草 away and came halfway the hill.
Then the earth started shaking and Elena rolled down.
The road that led to the open field cracked open and Elena’s feet got stuck in one of the cracks.
“Ha, damn it!” she cursed and she pulled her leg, but she couldn’t 移动 it. The crack grew bigger and soon she fell in a whole. A deep one.
She looked up and saw how the crack slowly closed again.
“Elena”
Elena grabbed the 墙 which was raw and cut her hands open, but she didn’t care. With a fierce determination she climbed up and out of the crack. She crawled away from the crack, dodged the other cracks and reached the open field.
Then the earth started shaking and Elena rolled down.
The road that led to the open field cracked open and Elena’s feet got stuck in one of the cracks.
“Ha, damn it!” she cursed and she pulled her leg, but she couldn’t 移动 it. The crack grew bigger and soon she fell in a whole. A deep one.
She looked up and saw how the crack slowly closed again.
“Elena”
Elena grabbed the 墙 which was raw and cut her hands open, but she didn’t care. With a fierce determination she climbed up and out of the crack. She crawled away from the crack, dodged the other cracks and reached the open field.