Severus

PotionsMistress Hear, hear! :) That's precisely what comes into my mind when I have depressing thoughts about being obsessed with somebody who's not real :)

SnapesRose I just get down when people can't accept that what is not real to them is real to me. But, that doesn't last to long, because the way I feel, for so long, 10 yrs, says something. My fav thing to point out too is.. God shouldn't be real then neither. People wrote about him, got inspired, people felt him, heard him but never 'saw' him, other then visions... as with other faiths, so why is it so hard to accept mine is real!? To me, Severus IS very much real! :D Plus, if you look up his name, in the past, there were quite a few Emporers and Saints, so his name isn't even made up!

SnapeSoulmate rose... you are the exact same as me and I envy you ^ wot you say just there my goodness.... god that is just so true <3 this pic gives me a lot of courage.... Im so happy that Im not the only one thinking that hes very much real... I thought I was just messed up in the head at first. but damn it for some reason I feel hes there somewhere. may he be alive in our minds and hearts, or somewhere maybe in a parallel universe- hes true and real to us all...

SnapesRose I am glad to hear that, SnapeSoulmate! What is real or not is irrelevant, only to us it matters. Nope, your not, your not the only one. I've experienced, seen, felt and heard Severus many of times, many, and still do. I do believe, think the possibility IS very much there. So many have felt so fiercely strong, would that many be wrong? I think not. And JKR, she knew good and well how Severus' fandom, his popularity had grown, and she hadn't liked it at all. She made it very obvious in early interviews that she never like Severus, cause he was a truly awful person. She was actually shocked to have found out that there were girls/women out there totally in love with him, and wondered if they'd all suffered from the bad boy syndrome, or because of Alan Rickman. Well for me it wasn't the 'bad boy syndrome' nor Alan Rickman, I saw who Severus was from book 2 on and fell plump in love with him. Ever since I've been able to hear him. And when people tell me I've gone loony, fine, have been since I was a little girl, so no news there! Hugs and Kisses dear, he IS very much real!! :)

SnapeSoulmate really...? awwww rose me too... my goodness!! I never knew that o__o thats wicked awesome... oh my god Im not the only one Im so happy...<3 I wish I knew you IRL T_T 'cause the same things go on here; its exactly as I always say to everyone else. but they still find it creepy and just downright horribly wrong. but to hell with them. yeah!! I heard about that.... she was like "who on earth would love him?" I actually got REALLY pissed. I hate the author sometimes, just for what shes saying, but maybe thats me being hard headed. but I just cant take it when she tells of "oh, how god awful he is." because really hes a hero. she wrote about him- shouldnt she know!? or is it all life's test? testing us to see if we're true followers- so far we are, because we havent given up. not after so much discouragement from the fellows. and it'll stay that way, always. same here rosey- fell in love with the character way before the actor. I love rickman because he portrays the one I love. you too? ^-^ hugs and kisses back love! =D he'll be real forever and always!!

SnapesRose And that's the thing with reality... everyone has their own world, in essence, and with interaction they mesh. Some well, some not so. And with some certain realities they can't accept and refuse to see it as real because it goes against their understanding, their prestine reality. Yeah, when I read that interview it flew ALL over me, a lot of others too. That was unkind, inconsiderate among other things. She 'created' him, so she should know that he is also a wonderful loving being. However, her short sightedness doesn't allow for it. In her reality, James& Marauders are the Heroes.. PAH!!!! That alone tells ya the kind of twisted mind she has. I mean, who'd make out of bullies Heroes!??! Come on!! And then we are wondering about Bullying in school and everywhere. I don't know if it's a test or not, life is a test a journey all around. You stick with somethings longer then other things and some burns into your heart and soul, those are with you eternally. What you take from them, learn and apply, that's up to the person. I admire Alan Rickman, I don't love him, not the way I do Severus, to be, they are 2 separate people. Alan is a super Actor and I enjoy watching his craft. Real Life.. well.. we're talking now, here. :) I know what you mean :)

SnapeSoulmate YEAH!! hear, hear!!! =D precisely! most people would just base it as schizophrenia or some other stupid cause. or maybe just say we're mad in the head. ones who have the perfect sense of reality, is being able to have common belief for what appears as "unrealistic", in the same terms... I do believe anything is possible seriously. she's just being hypocritical to her own concept- further adieu from the fact that james is harrys father- so apparently, hes also a hero, including the people he calls his close comrades. her mind insists that the act is a mere family tree or bloodline of "hero's". tch. well, it seems like it. and that being said- bullying. severus as a little boy is a perfect example of a victim to the harassment. and your telling me that the bastards that inflicted that pain turn out to be the HEROES? bat shit. couldn't have placed that any better. hearing that, comes a lot of sayings about life- that would probably never come close to uncovering the truth.... same here- people always confuse that with me. fellow immature kids in my class'll say "but dude hes like 80 years old." then I have to say "your thinking about the actor. Im in love with the CHARACTER- who, mind you, is much younger. I like the actor too, and hes in his 60's." its annoying, really yeah =) see, now? severus has the power to turn our conversations about HIM, into life conversations.... he truly is brilliant

SnapesRose Yeah, exactly!!! You've got it right on. :) I think those that can see outside the box are richer in life, experience and understanding then those inside. Those that don't understand, oh well, we can't all understand, that's the beauty of life again too. If we'd all understand the same, it be boring. That's what I thought about the bullying when I thought it through, it hit me like a boulder. What I don't get is there are those out there who love Severus and Sirius in the same breath, yet Sirius was one of the main bully agitator, wonder how they feel about that!?!?! So you love someone who's that old, and!?!? Its not like your going to shag him crazy! Shhesshh. Yes, I've known for several yrs now that Severus holds all kinds of powers.. all kinds. :) :D And yes, he IS Brilliant!

SnapeSoulmate hell yeah!! and we're so so lucky if we meet people who think sort of alike- but they are so rare.... as nearly the complete population of the world is blinded by ignorance true true... all the more excitement eh?? <3333 we wouldnt be as strong as we are about protecting severus. I know... severus would never sink so low! (I hate pairings, period. but hell, if anyone, it'd be lupin, because he really didnt do jack shit to severus.) well tecnically I dont LOVE alan /like that/- I do love him but just not like.... romantically. if there wasnt severus to love(if I never even HEARD of him), then maybe. MAYBE. but of course I still idolize- hes the reason why Im working on being an actor =D yeah...<3333 he holds on dearly <3

SnapesRose Well, not all are ignorant, thank goodness, one just has to look and probe around :) I liked Lupin, and I think had it been not for the Marauders, who knows. Severus only fixated on him so much cause the others. I was just washing dishes and was thinking of all this, JKs favorite being the Potters, basically when one looks at it in another way.. she glorified bullying! Had James not pushed Severus as hard, or at all, had they left him alone, Severus and Lily, I am thinking may have prospered. It was due to his bullying, and pushing and Sirius' egging on, that he said what he did. And then she is totally perplexed that we love and are rooting for the under dog. SNORT... what a B****!!!! LOL I didn't figure you would. Idolizing, nothing wrong with that, nothing at all. Idolize away. Who knows, maybe, hopefully, it'll give you that extra Umphh to see your dreams come true!! That be awesome!!! :) Hugs and love!!