So here I am. My first time on 潮流粉丝俱乐部 in months. I came back to see what was happening and I find that Best has been spamming my wall, the Slytherin common room has been broken into, and a poster of me "missing" has bene created.
Flattered though I am, I feel guilty because there are quite a few things I never told any of you, though I can name a couple of 你 that have suspected it.
First and foremost, are the explanations of the people 你 know of as Trix and Sara. They are the online characters of my two closest 老友记 whos' names I will not disclose. I have always considered myself an actress, and I have always enjoyed keeping many personalities available for myself to use. I could rage at people as Trix, and keep your respect as myself.
For those who haven't caught on yet, Trix and Sara never existed. I owned both accounts and nothing that ever came from them was from anyone but me. Like I said, I am an actress. Did I act well enough to fool you?
Don't be concerned though. The Lexa that 你 knew on THIS account, as Ninja-Kitten, is most certainly who I am. The people who inspired Trix and Sara are my friends, and we do karate together. We are sisters, just as I led 你 to believe from our faked conversations.
So in reality, 你 have gotten to know 2 people very well, although perhaps Trix's life was just an interpretation.
So that is the confession that I have been waiting to give to 你 ever since I started this charade. I hope 你 understand. I hope 你 forgive me for leading 你 on in such a way. But know that whatever 你 told Trix about Lexa, and whatever 你 told Lexa about Trix, it was all about who I was playing, and I am never offended 由 proffesional criticism. I know I am not the best Bellatrix roleplayer ;)
And my 秒 confession. This is one that runs a bit deeper, and will no doubt concern many of 你 who genuinely care about me.
Since I quit 潮流粉丝俱乐部 a few months ago, I had been battling with my teachers and my parents over my school grades. In my humble opinion, I am quite brilliant, and dislike being talked down to in the style of the "old-school" teachers. And so my grades suffered, as did my family life.
Light scratches here and there, easily covered 由 long sleeves and incapable of leaving lasting damage. The scars are barely visibile now, only a few months after I made them. Only last night did I add a few more. Only 10 cuts, but these are a bit deeper. They'll heal too though with time. Don't worry about me, friends, I have Trix (or at least, the person 你 know as Trix) and I have Sara (likewise) and I have a 圈, 圈子 of people who cling to each other for help and guidance, and we know we'll be alright.
I write this knowing that I will probably only return to 潮流粉丝俱乐部 to answer 评论 on this article, and I hope that the majority of 你 understand what I'm saying here.
I never 说 goodbye when I left. This is goodbye. If 你 wish to contact me further, 你 may 评论 on my blog and I will give 你 my contact information.
~Lexa
PS, the 密码 for the Chamber of Secrets is the spell that conjures a snake. Capitalised of course, I am, after all, the Linguistic Dictator that 你 all know and hopefully love.
Flattered though I am, I feel guilty because there are quite a few things I never told any of you, though I can name a couple of 你 that have suspected it.
First and foremost, are the explanations of the people 你 know of as Trix and Sara. They are the online characters of my two closest 老友记 whos' names I will not disclose. I have always considered myself an actress, and I have always enjoyed keeping many personalities available for myself to use. I could rage at people as Trix, and keep your respect as myself.
For those who haven't caught on yet, Trix and Sara never existed. I owned both accounts and nothing that ever came from them was from anyone but me. Like I said, I am an actress. Did I act well enough to fool you?
Don't be concerned though. The Lexa that 你 knew on THIS account, as Ninja-Kitten, is most certainly who I am. The people who inspired Trix and Sara are my friends, and we do karate together. We are sisters, just as I led 你 to believe from our faked conversations.
So in reality, 你 have gotten to know 2 people very well, although perhaps Trix's life was just an interpretation.
So that is the confession that I have been waiting to give to 你 ever since I started this charade. I hope 你 understand. I hope 你 forgive me for leading 你 on in such a way. But know that whatever 你 told Trix about Lexa, and whatever 你 told Lexa about Trix, it was all about who I was playing, and I am never offended 由 proffesional criticism. I know I am not the best Bellatrix roleplayer ;)
And my 秒 confession. This is one that runs a bit deeper, and will no doubt concern many of 你 who genuinely care about me.
Since I quit 潮流粉丝俱乐部 a few months ago, I had been battling with my teachers and my parents over my school grades. In my humble opinion, I am quite brilliant, and dislike being talked down to in the style of the "old-school" teachers. And so my grades suffered, as did my family life.
Light scratches here and there, easily covered 由 long sleeves and incapable of leaving lasting damage. The scars are barely visibile now, only a few months after I made them. Only last night did I add a few more. Only 10 cuts, but these are a bit deeper. They'll heal too though with time. Don't worry about me, friends, I have Trix (or at least, the person 你 know as Trix) and I have Sara (likewise) and I have a 圈, 圈子 of people who cling to each other for help and guidance, and we know we'll be alright.
I write this knowing that I will probably only return to 潮流粉丝俱乐部 to answer 评论 on this article, and I hope that the majority of 你 understand what I'm saying here.
I never 说 goodbye when I left. This is goodbye. If 你 wish to contact me further, 你 may 评论 on my blog and I will give 你 my contact information.
~Lexa
PS, the 密码 for the Chamber of Secrets is the spell that conjures a snake. Capitalised of course, I am, after all, the Linguistic Dictator that 你 all know and hopefully love.
