Even though 你 try, it’s obvious that 你 don’t suceed. The tears run down your already tear-stained cheeks as 你 clutch the covers even tighter to your body. 你 inwardly yelled at yourself - ashamed that you’re still crying. 你 don’t want to be, but 你 just can’t help it. Sniffling, 你 bury your face into the 枕头 and this movement causes Justin’s familiar cologne to fill your nosestrils. 你 look over at his side of the 床, 床上 and although 你 know what’s waiting - your 心 still sinks when 你 notice it’s empty.

你 and Justin had a huge fight and when 你 look back now, 你 realize that it is just another stupid reason for the argument. 你 can barely remember what started the argument and that bothers you. If there isn’t even a good reason for having such a big fight, then is it really worth losing your relationship over? No. And 你 just can’t lose Justin. 你 爱情 him. 你 need him. Realizing this and just how important it is, 你 peel the covers off your body and shakily stand up from the bed.

“Justin?” 你 call out silently as 你 reach the bottom step of the stairs. Looking around the corner, 你 notice Justin sitting on the the 长椅, 沙发 with his head in his hands. If you’re honest; this is unusual for you. Normally, Justin was the one to apologize. No matter who started it, he would be the first one to say sorry. This time though; 你 want to be the first one. 你 want to say sorry because 你 need to fix everything. 你 need to be with Justin; 你 can’t lose him.

“Justin?” The sound of your voice brings him out of his state and he slowly looks up. “C-can we talk?” 你 croak out and silently pray that he’ll say yes. He nods and 你 let out a sigh of your relief while walking towards him. Sitting down, 你 begin to twiddle your thumbs. Tons of feelings rush through your body and 你 sniffle again, wiping away a tear. This makes Justin look up and his face softens when he sees you. He opens his mouth so say something, but 你 cut him off 由 raising your hand slightly.

“Justin… I want to apologize for once.” 你 begin and clear your throat. “I’m sorry. I’m sorry for bitching about everything and for everything I 说 during the heat of the moment. I didn’t mean it. I just… Your lifestyle is hard for me sometimes, but I wouldn’t change it for the world. I 爱情 你 and I’m so proud of you. It’s just hard sometimes. With all the rumors and the distance and everything. And… I’m just sorry.”

Before 你 can continue 或者 do anything else, he wraps 你 up into his arms. Rocking back and forth in his embrace, he strokes your hair softly. 你 rest your head in the crook of his neck and concentrate on evening out your breathing. “Do 你 know how weird it is to hear 你 apologize first?” Justin croaks out a laugh, shaking his head. 你 feel his tousled hair tickle your neck and 你 smile to yourself at his attempt to lighten the mood.

“I wanted to be the first for once. I want 你 to know that our relationship means just as much to me as to you.” 你 smile gently, knotting your fingers in his hair.

He moans quietly at this and places a chaste 吻乐队（Kiss） on your collarbone. “I know that, [Y/N]. I’m sorry, too. For everything. It just frustrates me how you’re not happy with me because I’m selfish and I just can’t let 你 go so 你 can be happy with someone else. I can’t 熊 the thought of 你 with another guy.”

“But I am happy with you, Justin! That’s the thing; I don’t want to be with anyone else. I 爱情 you. I’m happy with you, I really am.” You’re quick to argue, wanting to get your point across.

“I 爱情 you, too, [Y/N].”