lies...
the only fucking words that come out of 你 big mouth. 你 think 你 could play her like that? 你 think she's a fucking gamebored 你 can keep playing? hell no! she has a brain and a heart. they both are fragial, not like play-dough that 你 can keep twisting and playing with. she's a part of my life and she comes 首页 to cry and not do any thing.
abuse...
when i came to her room today, i find blood and pills all over the floor. i hope she is not dead. i fall on the floor and roll to a pudal of blood. the window opends and it's my sister. she looks at me soberly runs to me and hugs me. "it's ok." i say.
"he broke my heart." she says.
"there there little one."
my mother comes in and looks at the mess. i think she thinks it was i who did this. she grabs her belt.
SLAP!
i pushed my sister to the corner. she stands like a statue and crys. "stop mom!" she crys. mother contiues to beat me. "WHY WOULD 你 DO THIS?! AND IN FRONT OF YOUR SISTER!"
my mom yells. "it was me!" she yelles.
my mother stops hitting. she runs to my sister and hugs her.
"WHAT THE FUCK! 你 HUG HER BUT HIT ME! 你 STUPID BITCH!" i yell. my mother looks at me and my sister runs. i bend down to get the 刀 as my mother aproches me with the blet. she runs to me.
PLOP!
i stare at her. on the floor.
dead.
then fall on my knees and pray.
"dear lord,
please forgive my sins and what i did."
my sister runs in and looks at me. she smiles and runs to me.
"we are free gwen." i say to my little sister.
"really aly?" she asked.
"yes." we are free...
finally...
i put her on my 床, 床上 and begin to hum her a lull-a-bye.
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she falls asleep as i reapeated the word
finally...