Yes countless times.I have even tried to make it happen.But i rethink it over and decide not to because i know it's selfish. :/

Yeah, but first, I´m kinda scared and second., there are bright sides of life, and all my friends, (online) I can´t imagine leaving them behind.

Yep.Always and I still do.

I've been thinking about it a lot recently. But my moods generally change rapidly (I don't think my main problem is depression, I think it's another disorder- but I come here anyway), so one minute I think I need to die, and the next I'm strangely optimistic.

I don't really want to die. I just don't know what else to do, and half of the time I'm convinced it's my only solution besides attempting to run away from it (which I can't- since it's an individual problem, not an environmental problem.) My teacher (which ironically brought up the topic of suicide from an article he read), said that suicide is usually the "permanent solution to a temporary problem."

Everyday...