When it comes to falling for somebody 你 know 你 can never be with because
a) it's forbidden
b) potentially destructive 或者 even fatal
c) completely hopeless,
there are only three things 你 can do. Deny, deny and then deny some more. 你 avoid contact with him as much as possible, which isn't easy in a small town. 你 refrain from uttering his name out-loud to anyone, not even in passing. Not even to yourself. 你 keep any feelings 你 have for him locked up tight, and 你 throw away the key. In the daytime, 你 can hide. Don't think, don't think, don't think about him. 你 can lie, deny, ignore,...
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