Creative Outlet Club
加入
Fanpop
New Post
Explore Fanpop
posted by mitchie19
5.S l E E P O V E R M O D E

The doorbell rang. “Mariah! The pizza’s here,” Nikki shouted from downstairs.
Nikki Lim is my friend. She’d helped me pass my Chemistry test 由 teaching me how to solve the frikin’ formulas our adviser gave us and that was a relief. I went downstairs. “Here the money,” I handed it to him. “Thank you!” Nikki waved before I locked the door. Why’d we order pizza? It was my idea to have 比萨, 比萨饼 with Nikki while Aeyla and Norah went to town to celebrate some event down in Houston Street. This is a sleepover. I want to do something fun before I go to...
continue reading...
posted by mitchie19
4. A NIGHT TO REMEMBER

“Hey,” Riley greeted. I waved at him. I sighed. My eyes got locked on his outfit.
He was wearing a black, with a hint of white stripes and a long sleeved polo and jeans.
My 心 pounded. I was sweating bullets. “So,” I shoved my hands in my back pockets. “What do 你 want to do?” I asked him. He was still composing himself.
Then he smiled at me. “How about I’ll ask 你 that question?” he didn’t sound serious. I did either, I don’t know what I had planned to do and it’s not happening right now. “What? Wait, I’m supposed to treat you, right?”...
continue reading...
posted by mitchie19
3. P H O N E C A l L

The phone rang about 9am I was the one who answered. Norah went to the store to buy groceries and my sister is upstairs still asleep. I picked up the phone, “Hello?” I spoke the word softly. “Mariah? This is your aunt Lourdes How are you?” She 说 happily. I didn’t expect her to call at this moment but I was surprised. “Hi Aunt Lourdes um, I’m fine. Why’d 你 call?” is the
why’d-you-call-thing the right thing to say to someone ten times older than me?
She didn’t mind me saying that.
“I told your mom that 你 are welcome to stay here for the summer....
continue reading...
Life should be about the moment right?
Well I think that most of us agree that life mostly bites.

I mean 你 have your ups and downs,
and then the 下一个 分钟 你 cant turn that smile upside down.

'Everyones created equal' 说 our four fathers,
but if 你 look around, no one else thinks so why try, why bother?

I'm not saying life sucks 或者 that 你 should commit suicide,
it just feels that sometimes 你 wish 你 could just die.

People deal with there problems with smoking, drinking and of course drugs,
but mostly they go around 表演 like a damn thug.

You feel so alone, thinking its not fair,
that...
continue reading...
posted by animelove30
I sit in the darkness as I stare up at the moon above me. I hear your voice and know I will be okay. Even if 你 are dead and gone 你 are always with me. When I cry 你 are with me. When I laugh 你 are with me. When I dream 你 are with me. When I can't find 你 I get scared. But moments later 你 there to hold my hand. Only I can see you. Your body may not be here but your spirit is with me. It feels as if 你 have never gone. Now I feel much better because I know now 你 can never be taken away from me again. I may die someday but don't worry because 你 are with me.

R.I.P - Grandma Rose


"I 爱情 you"
posted by starwarsfangirl
Your words may stay trapped
inside your own mind
but I can feel them
although they're confined.

I can read your face
as if it were a book
your mind is unpleasant,
as 你 simmer and cook.

你 give into hatred
your temper boils over
and it's all done
in less than a blur.

Your words do sting
but it does not matter
for in the end
I will not shatter.

In the end
你 will be the victim
of yourself
in the verbatim.

你 are trapped,
你 are your own
enemy; your own life
你 have already blown.

It is sad, truly;
closing yourself off
with violence;
for now 你 may scoff.

In the end,
karma is our keeper
she is the ultimatum
of the Grim Reaper.
posted by starwarsfangirl
Phasing in
and phasing out
forgetting what
I originally sought.

颜色 blur
and meld together
I dance so close
beside the heather.

I'm on the edge
of oblivion
I can't trust
What I've been seeing.

The world whirs around
I can't see straight
can 你 tell me
how I won this fate?

My thoughts
do vary from time to time
but they're always the same:
of my internal rhyme.

My life beats
to it's own accord
always repeating
it's crazy chord.

And so, to you
I'll depart my advice
perhaps to your life
it's good to add some spice.

-Starwarsfangirl
6/23/1
你 smile when in pain,
your smile's bright even in the pouring rain!
Your smile shows your happiness
your smile shows your forgetfullness~
Your smile helps me up and stand,
your smile tells me I will never understand~

You always stay 由 my side,
when 你 say 你 can understand me I swell with pride.
When 你 talk to me,
you talk to me willingly.
When 你 look at me,
your eyes say I can act how I want and be free!

When 你 joke along side me happily,
I try not to ruin it when things get sappy...!
When we just take a breather while taking a walk,
we have one of those 'heart-to-heart' talks~
You don't focus...
continue reading...
posted by mitchie19
2. B I G D A Y

One, two, three, go! I breathed. My right leg went first up the stairs and then my left leg.
This is it, this is really it. I squealed nervously. “Marhion Angeles Pearson, daughter of Mr. and Mrs. Pearson” the school directress announced. I went up the stage. The audience clapped.
I felt like a 星, 星级 on a rise.
I saw Riley on the crowd, my eyes glued to him. Ah! I tripped. The audience gasp some stood up to see if I’m okay some of them laughed and snickered. 鸭, 德雷克 Cell, the school news anchor video taped my clumsiness, he smiled. I quickly stood up. My cheeks were red, I...
continue reading...
posted by mitchie19
1. l E T T E R
Dear Mariah,
I and your father are expecting to leave for the upcoming season.
Your father got accepted as a manager of a company in United States and I have to be there to guide him. If you’re wondering whose going to take care of 你 Norah will be there. She’ll be with 你 for a while. Don’t worry me and your father will call 你 to check on 你 and Norah okay? And expect us that we won’t be there in your graduation and we will always be there to support you. I left your emergency money 由 the fridge and your money for expenses. Please save your money, we’ll use FedEx...
continue reading...
Do 你 feel that warmth when 你 see them smile?
Do 你 feel sick when they kiss, do 你 feel vile?
Do 你 hold your emotions in,
do 你 pretend if 你 confess your feelings its like a sin?

Do 你 hate how they're too good for you?
Do 你 hate how someone else could always fill your shoes?
Do 你 hate how fate can be so cruel?
How 你 seem to always be the fool?
Do 你 hate it when 你 see them sad?
Do 你 feel so much rage it could drive 你 mad??
Do 你 feel sick when 你 see them hurt?
Do 你 hate how 你 can't do anything and feel like dirt?

When they get angry at 你 what do 你 do?
Do 你 feel like...
continue reading...
posted by ilovekud
Every four years the two-headed monster rises from its pit, and we have a choice between this head 或者 that. Their party line separation is a phantasm haunting reason. It's a choice between this diseased hand 或者 that diseased hand. We are criminals who defy law. They are criminals who defy freedom. Endless heads of a bureaucratic hydra, and so the smiling wounds we draw across each neck. While they lounge in the decadence of their capitols and dream up new rules of social conduct, we shall sink a 刀 in every Caesar, we shall aim our rifles and 火, 消防 at every president, every senator, every statesman. Wake up. There won't be any change. In the sewer of capitalism, only the scum will rise.
In this dark world that gets darker 由 the minute, we can only rely on your self,

And no one else. 你 start to fade in and out, 你 can barely hear your self call for help!

Your vision blurring, your words slurring, your 心 thumping, your last 分钟 here are coming.

You see no one, hear no one, and now your done. Your done with the lies, with the good byes. Your done with the hurtful words, done with hearing those mournful words.

You go limp and cold, your time is ending when your not that old. 你 know your leaving, but your still having a hard time believing.

The darkness closing in, all...
continue reading...
posted by inexplicable
I would never have thought that I would ever be here again.
But it still had come to that anyway. I was in the first floor of my old school which I have attended four years 以前 again. It was still the same. Only the doors were painted newly the corridor, the walls. I heard noises from the gymnasium. I circulated to the third floor to look whether the theater group listed there today. I passed 由 the keep fit room, where I still had had lessons four years 以前 once and I had got back the feeling for a short moment to be I myself. How it still have been me four years 以前 and HE was the only one...
continue reading...
Chapter 2:
“Gagh, I can't stop thinking about him. He consumes my thoughts morning, noon, and night, all because he hasn’t showed up for class in two damned weeks. I hope he’s okay; I don’t know what the sappy dream was for, but I sure as hell hope he’s not hurt...”



I bolted right up in my bed, cold sweat dripping down my neck, and gasping for air.
Once my breathing was normal, I rested my head in my hands and exhaled deeply. That’s the third time this week, I thought, shaking my head of the strange 图片 of me and Forrest as a couple.
I attempted to climb from my 床, 床上 but forgot...
continue reading...
posted by HaleyDewit
I don’t know what’s playing in your mind
I can only base your story on what 你 write
If this is really 你 and this is not some kind of mask
Than I have a 问题 for you, if it’s not too much to ask

How does it feel
To be left all alone
To have no one to lean on
To be unwanted
Bet 你 don’t wanna see
The damage 你 have caused
The 老友记 你 have lost
‘Cause 你 took them for granted
Now your dreams are haunted
‘Cause you’re so unwanted


You don’t know what has been going on
You don’t realize all the things 你 说 were wrong
If this is who 你 are and you’re not hiding your inner truth...
continue reading...
posted by HaleyDewit
I didn’t see 你 leaving
And I haven’t quite missed 你 yet
But the moment 你 came back on our spot
Your nagging was already spinning in my head

You sure do have a problem
It’s so obvious to see
But 你 better cut your stupid crap
Or you’ll find out what a 婊子, 子 I can be

I have a little message, so 你 better clean your ears
‘Cause I want 你 to hear it loud and clear

You better go now
Before we kick 你 out
You better leave now
And don’t say goodbye
You better walk away
We won’t shed a tear
‘Cause for a pathetic little 婊子, 子
there’s no place in here


So now you’re back with your depressing...
continue reading...
posted by LucyDougan
My 心 has been punctured
It has never been broken
I’ve been filled with heartache
But that was unspoken
I’m always lonely
But I’m never alone
I live in a house
But my mind is my home
I’m not dead
But I’m not always alive
You’ve never been me
So 你 think I’ll survive
I’m always so happy
Yet I’m always so sad
I’m always so calm
Yet I always feel mad
Maybe I’m normal
And maybe I’m sane
But I’m not feeling right
I don’t feel the same... <3 <3 <3
posted by 天使
this is a poem i wrote. i hope everyone likes it. this is the first time i have 发布 any of my writings. Enjoy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Moonlight comes through the window and softly hits on your face
and it takes my breath away As I look at the wonder the wonder of my life
posted by ilovekud
I draw a pretty picture A picture on my wrist The picture keeps getting bigger Every time my feelings are dismissed 你 think the words don’t hurt me That the actions don’t cause me pain 你 think that if I smile I must be happy again I’m not going to blame it on 你 Because I know that its my choice But it only ever happens when 你 raise your voice I hear the screams and shouts And I reach out for the blade I do it without thinking Then I look at the mess I’ve made It looks ugly and it stings But it takes away the pain And the hurt Of all the other things I know you’ll tell me its wrong If 你 ever find out That’s why I keep my arms covered I don’t want 你 to scream and shout I keep my arms covered so no one else can see The scratches ive made on my arms There something that’s private to me