i didnt write this is. but i decided 2 put it on here.




I am suffocating
And I just need to breath
I'm somertherd under all this pressure
I must be realived.

Nothing I do is right
Nothing they say is fair
I cry and scream and throw a fit
But no one seems to care.

Nobody will listen
To what I have to say.
My life is not important,
Yet i'm liveing everyday.

I can't do what I want
I cannot stay out late
Here I sit and write this poem
To release my pain and hate.

I'm confused and I'm alone
I'm 迷失 in my mind.
No one will 搜索 beyond my looks
To see what they might find inside.

So many thoughts confuse me,
Feelings I can't perceive,
In this time of adolescence
And I just need to leave.

None of this makes sence
None of this seems real.
And noone understands
The emotions that i feel.

I'm still suffocating
And I stil need to breath.
I'm smotherd under my feelings
Let me be relived.

Running past my friends
Running down these halls
Running past my fam-il-y
Has worked upon them all
I wish 你 could see me now
(chorus)
Trying to be as good as I can
Trying to be what I am
Trying to be everything 你 told me 'bout
Trying to be a person in this 随意 world we live in
Its hard its hard
I'm trying
Walking back from school
Walking back from class
Walking back from the su-per-mar-ket
Is better than I planned
I want 你 to see me now
(chorus)
Even though 你 never call
Even though 你 never email
I hope 你 can see me now
I hope 你 can see me now
你 CAN SEE ME NOW!!!
(chorus)
Trying
I'm trying
Trying
I'm trying
Trying

Save the Happy memories
A sadness washes over me,
overtaking the things that once made me happy,
Save them from this consuming sorrow,
save them from the consequences that are yet to follow,
save them from me,
save them from what i soon shall be,
Save them from these unholy measures,
Save them from satins pleasures,
Hear their pleas for help,
hear them, they cannot help themselves.
A Hazardous pain washes through my body,
Leaving my insides all bloody,
i am falling apart,
The memories are bleeding away fast,
save them from this torture,
for their is a happier future,
in due time it will come,
and then, the rain of sadness will be overwhelmed with the happiness that has overcome

i wrote this after i found out that my sleeping problems where getting worse.. and yuh.. its kinda horrid...

How did I get here?
where do I go from here,
How did I get here?
I thought I was in control, I though I knew where to go.
How did I get here
were did I go wrong?

I was in control before all this happend.
I was stupied to take those actions
i wish i could go back
but I can't change the past
how did I get here?

what path do I take, which is the right way.
i thought I knew where to go
but I ws wrong, where do I go now?
where do I go?

i was all alone with nowere to go.
It seemed like no one cared
I was in a dark place
but then I saw the light.

How did I get here?
what have I done to myself?
why did I do this
where do I go now

Who do I trust.
My parents 或者 my freinds?
should I speek up,
或者 stay quite.
should I get help
或者 destroy my life.
How did I get here?


由 Edward_lover101

deadly Stares
we watch as days fall apart,
we watch as the innocent soul of a broken 心 continues on its path,
we watch as two 爱人 part,
we watch as the memories they shared together are torn up,
we watch as their hearts freeze at that very moment their eyes turn to the dead of the night,

we see the days turning to nights,
we see the innocence in a heart-broken souls fights,
we see the sorrows in a couple turning to burnt out lights,
we see the loved memories disappear into the consuming darkness of the night,
we see the misery in a lonely souls life,

our eyes focus on the dead of the day,
our eyes focus on the souls left to the undiscovered innocence of their time astray,
out eyes focus on the penetrating sorrows of the one 你 爱情 pushing 你 away,
our eyes focus on the precious memories that are left for delay,
our eyes focus on the grief in the unloved's misguiding pathway;
why cant we look away?
is there such thing as enjoying their pain?

I set alone in this room.
hopeing that someone will find me.
I set alone in this room,
thinking about all the people that I have hurt.
I set alone in this room,
thinking about what I have done.
What will I do next?
Will they ever let me out!


I've been sitting here for years,
waiting on the people who still 爱情 me.
I'm waiting for one special person,
the person that I love.
But dose he still loved me?
Will he ever forgive me?

If I had a chace,
to meke things right.
I would go back in time,
and say I'm sorry for what I've done.
Can 你 ever forgive me,
I know that 你 trusted me.
I took advange of you.
I just wanted to say I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.

They've always 说 爱情 is out there,
But I haven't found it.
I've let my 心 searxh,
And be broken into millions of peices.
Its finally begun to heal.
To let someone in again.
Its the hardest thing to do.
As to my beloved, there is no clue.
Where is he, invisible to me.
I ask for a soul mate.
My true half.
that will truly 爱情 me.
Till the 日 I die.
It is possible,
That its a hoax.
I cannot find him.
Put the spotlight out there.
显示 me the way.
To the guy that can unlock my heart.
Without crushing it.
I know your there.
Always in the shadows.
Waiting for mr to find you.
I will never stop looking.
My dearly beloved one......

Amy, Tom, And The Storm



Amy and Tom were running to their house trying to fight the storm when they got to the 海滩 they saw jellyfish as far as their eyes could see
”We have to help those 果冻 fish”
说 Tom
“But we have to get home”
说 Amy as the storm grew louder Tom jumped over the rocks and landed on the wet gooey sand he started throwing jellyfish back into the ocean (aware of the fact that he could be stung) Amy joined him then a voice came it was their mother
“stop playing with 果冻 鱼 and get inside before 你 get sick”
“ no we are helping the jellyfish “ 说 Amy
“you can’t make a difference there are hundreds if not thousands of 果冻 鱼 here”
“yes but I can make a difference to this one and this one” 说 Tom throwing the 鱼 harder and faster than before.