My dress fluttered backwards, anchoring me back as I ran for my life, through the thick green Forrest trees. But that wasn't stopping me. my hair, usually dead straight, my fringe usually braided to the side now blue everywhere in a 魔发奇缘 mess.
"Emily!" my hunters called in anxious voices, bringing me to a stop, I didn't realy know why I was running, mas it because my boyfriend had been standing infront of me, and then with a blink of an eye, he was across the room. That's something khyrin should have brought up on a first date, I'm 17, I'm not in to chick flicks, I'm a frigan teleporter... 或者 maybe it was because mi bestfriend, khyrins sisters had just decided to 加入 in, in freaking me out, Samarah, 说 he didn't want a rainy day, and all of a sudden out came the sun, 或者 Katelyn I thought she new me better than any one... Stupid mind reader, 或者 maybe, maybe it was that steph and kakira, ( the twins) went and controlled 火, 消防 and ice. 或者 it even could e tht the only family I have left in the world, my 2 well 3 brothers ( but roran was out of town) thought they'd 加入 in on the party...
Well zennyk, felt the need to run 19 laps around the room within 2.57 秒 或者 maybe it was because Tyler disapeared. 或者 it could have something to do with mi adoptive father, thinking I needed to calm down, placed a nice warm hand on mi neck and I didn't feel the need to scream anymore, I'd just quietly stood there shakeing in my skin, but as soon as I'd had the chance, I ran for it,
Frayer ( my father) was too far behind me too slow me down now.
"Em" someone called bringing me out of my flash back and back to reality. I took off.
Fray had no control over my emotions so fear and surprise drove me faster
"Em " a familiar voice called, bringing me back to a stand still, "em, don't be scared it's okay, just hear us out" she calmed me,
" em" another joined in.
" Millie," khyrins voice called, they were closer than I would have thought.
I started hyperventallating, what should I do, what could I do, do I turn back, do I keep going, do I hide from my own family.
"Millie," khyrins voice came from behind me, I slowly turned to spot him and Samarah, a few trees away
"em it's okay" Samarah 说 raising her arms in reasurance. I took another step back, watching my hunters, a restraining hand caught my shoulder and a warm finger was placed on mi bait neck, shocked I jolted backwards to see fray,
" dad" Samarah 说 with worry, as fray placed his hand back onto my neck, as I tried to shrug him off.
He nodded obviousley understanding something I didn't, "khyrin, catch her"
I tried to step back again, but fray held tight. Khy stepped forward, his long shaggy spiked out hair, blowing around with the breeze.
I tried to shrug him off one last time, but fray held tight as khy stepped 前锋, 期待 and placed a strong grip, on my waist, a shudder ran down mi spine, the moment he touched me.
"it's ok babee" he 说 , feeling mi unease
" ready" fray asked,
" yep, I got her"
I flinched away and he smiled an apologetic smile, his green eyes sparkling, tht wasn't fare how could he still dazzle me like that.
" Samarah go tell the others," I heard fray murmered before he placed his whole hand in the back of my neck and a wave of lethargy, washed over me, I felt my eyelids droup shut without mi permission
I forced them up, and tried to push myself away from frayers hand but khyrin held me firm and frays hens never left it's spot, I tried again with an even weaker push, but yet again I stayed still.
" don't fight it Em" a voice echod from the Forrest edge and I pushed mi head up with all my might to catch a glimpse of mi brother zennyk standing completely still,
" hes rite millie, lett itt take ovaa" the words started to slur together as I fell into unconciousnes
So tell me wat u think???
"Emily!" my hunters called in anxious voices, bringing me to a stop, I didn't realy know why I was running, mas it because my boyfriend had been standing infront of me, and then with a blink of an eye, he was across the room. That's something khyrin should have brought up on a first date, I'm 17, I'm not in to chick flicks, I'm a frigan teleporter... 或者 maybe it was because mi bestfriend, khyrins sisters had just decided to 加入 in, in freaking me out, Samarah, 说 he didn't want a rainy day, and all of a sudden out came the sun, 或者 Katelyn I thought she new me better than any one... Stupid mind reader, 或者 maybe, maybe it was that steph and kakira, ( the twins) went and controlled 火, 消防 and ice. 或者 it even could e tht the only family I have left in the world, my 2 well 3 brothers ( but roran was out of town) thought they'd 加入 in on the party...
Well zennyk, felt the need to run 19 laps around the room within 2.57 秒 或者 maybe it was because Tyler disapeared. 或者 it could have something to do with mi adoptive father, thinking I needed to calm down, placed a nice warm hand on mi neck and I didn't feel the need to scream anymore, I'd just quietly stood there shakeing in my skin, but as soon as I'd had the chance, I ran for it,
Frayer ( my father) was too far behind me too slow me down now.
"Em" someone called bringing me out of my flash back and back to reality. I took off.
Fray had no control over my emotions so fear and surprise drove me faster
"Em " a familiar voice called, bringing me back to a stand still, "em, don't be scared it's okay, just hear us out" she calmed me,
" em" another joined in.
" Millie," khyrins voice called, they were closer than I would have thought.
I started hyperventallating, what should I do, what could I do, do I turn back, do I keep going, do I hide from my own family.
"Millie," khyrins voice came from behind me, I slowly turned to spot him and Samarah, a few trees away
"em it's okay" Samarah 说 raising her arms in reasurance. I took another step back, watching my hunters, a restraining hand caught my shoulder and a warm finger was placed on mi bait neck, shocked I jolted backwards to see fray,
" dad" Samarah 说 with worry, as fray placed his hand back onto my neck, as I tried to shrug him off.
He nodded obviousley understanding something I didn't, "khyrin, catch her"
I tried to step back again, but fray held tight. Khy stepped forward, his long shaggy spiked out hair, blowing around with the breeze.
I tried to shrug him off one last time, but fray held tight as khy stepped 前锋, 期待 and placed a strong grip, on my waist, a shudder ran down mi spine, the moment he touched me.
"it's ok babee" he 说 , feeling mi unease
" ready" fray asked,
" yep, I got her"
I flinched away and he smiled an apologetic smile, his green eyes sparkling, tht wasn't fare how could he still dazzle me like that.
" Samarah go tell the others," I heard fray murmered before he placed his whole hand in the back of my neck and a wave of lethargy, washed over me, I felt my eyelids droup shut without mi permission
I forced them up, and tried to push myself away from frayers hand but khyrin held me firm and frays hens never left it's spot, I tried again with an even weaker push, but yet again I stayed still.
" don't fight it Em" a voice echod from the Forrest edge and I pushed mi head up with all my might to catch a glimpse of mi brother zennyk standing completely still,
" hes rite millie, lett itt take ovaa" the words started to slur together as I fell into unconciousnes
So tell me wat u think???
Tears of goodbye
Tears of fear
holding onto 你
it consumes your heart
it rushes to your head
你 shake and cringe
你 stare and 你 wave
你 grab your chest
as if it is now hollow
你 whisper a note
你 whisper a love
你 turn to walk
but find 你 can't move
你 take some breathes
and count to 10
你 hold on to chest
once again
你 start to calm down
你 start to see
你 find a mirror
and see what he now see's
你 whisper soft
but yet still clear
你 take one 更多 breath
and start to quiver
你 shake away the fear
and begin to trust
'how come i could 爱情 你 and still it was never enough?'
what happens 下一个 is very suprising
your sure its just a dream
because a girl with a broken heart
just stopped crying her fears
and its then that 你 realised
你 were 更多 than enough
and 你 always had been
it wasn't 你
it wasn't 你 and him
it was him that 你 didn't see
who played 你 along
and then who broke apart such a beautiful song.
Tears of fear
holding onto 你
it consumes your heart
it rushes to your head
你 shake and cringe
你 stare and 你 wave
你 grab your chest
as if it is now hollow
你 whisper a note
你 whisper a love
你 turn to walk
but find 你 can't move
你 take some breathes
and count to 10
你 hold on to chest
once again
你 start to calm down
你 start to see
你 find a mirror
and see what he now see's
你 whisper soft
but yet still clear
你 take one 更多 breath
and start to quiver
你 shake away the fear
and begin to trust
'how come i could 爱情 你 and still it was never enough?'
what happens 下一个 is very suprising
your sure its just a dream
because a girl with a broken heart
just stopped crying her fears
and its then that 你 realised
你 were 更多 than enough
and 你 always had been
it wasn't 你
it wasn't 你 and him
it was him that 你 didn't see
who played 你 along
and then who broke apart such a beautiful song.
As 你 know, I live in New Zealand, a place abundant with clouds, mountains, and 羊 (I know, right!!!). This means that whenever we go on a school trip we're seeing lakes, 或者 mountains, or, and this is my personal favourite, 衬套, 布什 ('cause that never gets old). This time it was Mount Holdsworth.
After the trip we were asked to write some 诗歌 that the 衬套, 布什 had inspired. There was all that "If beauty could speak" cr*p, and some "Listen to the whisper of the trees", 你 know, all that. This is what it inspired for me...
ATTEMPT #1
The water running over the rocks,
makes me want to pee,
I think of Niagra falls,
The pee trickles down my knee.
ATTEMPT #2
The wind whistles in my hair,
makes me want to itch,
I scratch my hair a little bit,
Whoops, there goes a flying nit.
ATTEMPT #3
The bird chirping in the trees,
Makes my ears real sore,
Dad pulls a gun from his bag,
BOOM! Birdy chirps no more.
After the trip we were asked to write some 诗歌 that the 衬套, 布什 had inspired. There was all that "If beauty could speak" cr*p, and some "Listen to the whisper of the trees", 你 know, all that. This is what it inspired for me...
ATTEMPT #1
The water running over the rocks,
makes me want to pee,
I think of Niagra falls,
The pee trickles down my knee.
ATTEMPT #2
The wind whistles in my hair,
makes me want to itch,
I scratch my hair a little bit,
Whoops, there goes a flying nit.
ATTEMPT #3
The bird chirping in the trees,
Makes my ears real sore,
Dad pulls a gun from his bag,
BOOM! Birdy chirps no more.
This is a play I wrote.
There are three acts.
I'll add the 下一个 two later.
(scene 1)
(enter Gabby and Conner, who appear to be arguing)
Gabby: For real, Conner, I really don't trust Anna. (shakes her head)
Conner: Really, Gabby, her parents founded the church. How can 你 not trust her?
Gabby: Steve and 雪莉酒, 雪利酒 helped too.
(enter Anna)
Gabby: (death glares at Anna, but goes unnoticed)
Anna: So, Conner, are 你 talking to yourself 或者 something?
Gabby: (clenches her fists, runs silently out of the room)
There are three acts.
I'll add the 下一个 two later.
(scene 1)
(enter Gabby and Conner, who appear to be arguing)
Gabby: For real, Conner, I really don't trust Anna. (shakes her head)
Conner: Really, Gabby, her parents founded the church. How can 你 not trust her?
Gabby: Steve and 雪莉酒, 雪利酒 helped too.
(enter Anna)
Gabby: (death glares at Anna, but goes unnoticed)
Anna: So, Conner, are 你 talking to yourself 或者 something?
Gabby: (clenches her fists, runs silently out of the room)
Drift apart, this world is an art.
How so many people can come together as one,
and they learn to have fun.
It's amazing how, in times of need,
we all can overcome, and be one indeed.
No one wants to remember the bad times,
but those things can rule our lives.
Happiness is all that matters
until the happiness is shattered.
All we really need is each other
to grow and 爱情 another.
I think too much time is spent being sad,
when all we really should be is glad.
We have light, color, beauty, sound!
So why are people sad when no one is around?
It's the thought that counts, that's what people say,
so we'll be fine as long as we keep them in our hearts everyday.
How so many people can come together as one,
and they learn to have fun.
It's amazing how, in times of need,
we all can overcome, and be one indeed.
No one wants to remember the bad times,
but those things can rule our lives.
Happiness is all that matters
until the happiness is shattered.
All we really need is each other
to grow and 爱情 another.
I think too much time is spent being sad,
when all we really should be is glad.
We have light, color, beauty, sound!
So why are people sad when no one is around?
It's the thought that counts, that's what people say,
so we'll be fine as long as we keep them in our hearts everyday.
P1 - I swear i stil do
Is this the way we are going to end?
I still remember those days when we held each others hands.
And let out our feelings.
Those days when we never had a fight,
Those great nights we spent just looking at the stars.
How can we just leave like this?
How can we not believe one another?
Because everything I 说 was true.
And when I 说 I 爱情 you, I swear I still do.
P2 - Catch me
I thought 你 would be there through the times that I needed 你 the most.
I thought 你 would be there to help me
When your 爱情 was needed the most,
But I guess I was wrong.
I guess I was just so blind to see that I’ve never fallen so hard thinking 你 would be there catch me.
Is this the way we are going to end?
I still remember those days when we held each others hands.
And let out our feelings.
Those days when we never had a fight,
Those great nights we spent just looking at the stars.
How can we just leave like this?
How can we not believe one another?
Because everything I 说 was true.
And when I 说 I 爱情 you, I swear I still do.
P2 - Catch me
I thought 你 would be there through the times that I needed 你 the most.
I thought 你 would be there to help me
When your 爱情 was needed the most,
But I guess I was wrong.
I guess I was just so blind to see that I’ve never fallen so hard thinking 你 would be there catch me.
some amature suff
Dream Of My 爱情 So Far
Through my dreams,
I see you,
And me,
接吻 and holding hands forever.
On this roller coaster
i'm so scared
but your right there
holding my hand so safely
But they don't agree
This 爱情 is out of hand they say
I am taken away
And our connection is broken
But 更多 dreams to come
Say you're okay
But I wish always
To see 你 someday
Butterflies
The gracefull butterfly,
Flies so very high,
Her beautiful winds flapping in a rythmic beat.
Sometimes I wish,
That I could fly so gracefully,
And to leave my fears down on Earth.
To Forget all my troubles,
To let go of all grief,
To be as free as a butterfly.
My feet would list,
My head held up high,
Soon I would be in the sky.
To fly like the butterflies,
Is all I ask for.
Freedom at last.
Dream Of My 爱情 So Far
Through my dreams,
I see you,
And me,
接吻 and holding hands forever.
On this roller coaster
i'm so scared
but your right there
holding my hand so safely
But they don't agree
This 爱情 is out of hand they say
I am taken away
And our connection is broken
But 更多 dreams to come
Say you're okay
But I wish always
To see 你 someday
Butterflies
The gracefull butterfly,
Flies so very high,
Her beautiful winds flapping in a rythmic beat.
Sometimes I wish,
That I could fly so gracefully,
And to leave my fears down on Earth.
To Forget all my troubles,
To let go of all grief,
To be as free as a butterfly.
My feet would list,
My head held up high,
Soon I would be in the sky.
To fly like the butterflies,
Is all I ask for.
Freedom at last.
I wrote this listening to Gollum's Song, sung 由 Karliene Renolds. I don't know why, I just felt like doing this.
It's so dark. I can't see. I have no one.
No one cares enough to try.
I'm sobbing now, along with the storm overhead. They lied. they 说 they cared. I can't go back.
I can feel it coming. No 老友记 tried to find me.
Goodbye.
They didn't try for me.
Don't cry for me. you're too late. 你 hurt me. 你 blamed me everything. I can never go home.
I am lost. I will never go home.
It's so dark. I can't see. I have no one.
No one cares enough to try.
I'm sobbing now, along with the storm overhead. They lied. they 说 they cared. I can't go back.
I can feel it coming. No 老友记 tried to find me.
Goodbye.
They didn't try for me.
Don't cry for me. you're too late. 你 hurt me. 你 blamed me everything. I can never go home.
I am lost. I will never go home.
I don’t think I could ever 爱情 someone like I loved you
你 are my first and last 爱情
你 go I go
你 stay I stay
And 你 might think that’s weird but that’s the way it goes
That’s the way 爱情 is
And no matter how hard we try to let go
你 will always find your self coming back.
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Let’s go on a first date
Where it’s cold in the night
So 你 can hold me close in your arms really tight.
Let’s wait for the train.
And if it starts to rains 你 can be my shelter.
I will tell 你 my feelings and 你 will tell me yours.
We can laugh and 吻乐队(Kiss) and imagine always being like this.
And when the train comes
你 can take me home
I will let 你 hold my hand until we arrive to my doorstep.
Were we will say our goodbyes?
And with a touch 你 give me
I will be satisfied.
你 are my first and last 爱情
你 go I go
你 stay I stay
And 你 might think that’s weird but that’s the way it goes
That’s the way 爱情 is
And no matter how hard we try to let go
你 will always find your self coming back.
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Let’s go on a first date
Where it’s cold in the night
So 你 can hold me close in your arms really tight.
Let’s wait for the train.
And if it starts to rains 你 can be my shelter.
I will tell 你 my feelings and 你 will tell me yours.
We can laugh and 吻乐队(Kiss) and imagine always being like this.
And when the train comes
你 can take me home
I will let 你 hold my hand until we arrive to my doorstep.
Were we will say our goodbyes?
And with a touch 你 give me
I will be satisfied.