I started realizing that I had feelings for people, I have had boyfriends and they make me smile and feel happy and not alone. But every time I have a boyfriend I never feel right, I think that they are kind funny smart and many 更多 but I never actually like liked them, I always 说 that I did. I never knew why. Until I met this one guy, he was perfect I thought I really liked him, he was everything and we started talking a lot, we dated and then one 日 we broke up. I felt torn. But I still went on. I like watching things like Victoria's Secret shows and the live shows from them, and I always like watching. My dad 说 that its just for guys because of the body, but I didn't care what he thought, I 说 I just watched it to watch it, but I feel all idk when I watch it and see that they are pretty and perfect I really like everything about them. When I was 14 I transferred school and I have a best friend, she's pretty, and I dated guys if they asked me out but again like before I never really was interested in many, it just felt wrong. I think I like girls but I want to like guys because I'm afraid that if I like girls that people will make fun of me and call me names. And I would loose my friends... I really am scared and confused. Please I need advise how do I know what is going on?
Just a moment in this lifetime,
Just a tragedy ahead.
Not knowing where each turn will lead,
Within 秒 we might be dead.
Live each 日 to the fullest,
Do not stop to wonder why.
Do everything your 心 deisres,
In dreams, rech for the sky.
Surprises at every stop sign,
With its share of wrong ways and dead-ends.
Statistics dont help 你 with the future,
They only tell 你 where you've been.
With so many people amoung us,
There are no certainties.
And all it takes is just one person,
To reroute history.
Don't waste one single moment,
How very precious that they are.
What seems a long way off,
Is really not that far.
水鸭, 蓝绿色, 深青色 Henderson.
Just a tragedy ahead.
Not knowing where each turn will lead,
Within 秒 we might be dead.
Live each 日 to the fullest,
Do not stop to wonder why.
Do everything your 心 deisres,
In dreams, rech for the sky.
Surprises at every stop sign,
With its share of wrong ways and dead-ends.
Statistics dont help 你 with the future,
They only tell 你 where you've been.
With so many people amoung us,
There are no certainties.
And all it takes is just one person,
To reroute history.
Don't waste one single moment,
How very precious that they are.
What seems a long way off,
Is really not that far.
水鸭, 蓝绿色, 深青色 Henderson.
He had just snorted a line of Horlicks, (he was an idiot)
