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Okay it's time to..Vent...



I grab a 刀 and some pills to try to ease the pain, but each it feels harder and harder to keep up and stay smiling. I wrote a poem with some beauty and some vision to it bottom line it my expend your mind if 你 read it closely. To much shine can dull the soul if your feel how I feel then I'll write some more...

How can the world be so mean to me when I did nothing to be in this darkness I now call life? I get a little honest and I ask myself, if the time came would 你 save me if I asked for help? I normally send my mind out to the outer most to get away from this reality and hope to find something better then living, And one thing I really want to know is how did so many people I know fall down the same path that I'm going, I don't want us to stop when we still have such a long way to go.
I see beauty in the eyes of complete strangers, hopeing to help them and maybe in return help me. But inside I get used when they need me and not come to me out of pure helplessness and out of greed 或者 lies.

I put my problems inside a tight box under lock and key buried off deep in my mind and when it gets to full and I can;t close the lid I crack and freak out on my family and close friends. Trade my stories for a piece of mind I'm so close to Heaven Hell I just need sometime.Who cares about where 你 come from 或者 what your wearing. I do this for the 爱情 others and this is purely art. Don;t be scared though times are hard I hope in the end 你 find something to live for and keep going on strong. In this world now 你 must keep strong because they want to see 你 down but it's us against them and it;s 你 and me. They try to break us down but we wont give up and I hope that my stories never steer 你 wrong. Most people just walk away but if it touches my soul then I'll help them out...


I know you've been down so long so I'll be strong for you...
I know you've been down so long cause I've been down to...
Yes I understand we your going through..
Yes I understand because I'm going through it to...

To vent....


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posted by Giz_4ever
The one girl in my life,
the one who I dream.
She takes away the knife,
no matter how much it seems.

At the moment my 心 is in one piece,
It would be broken the 分钟 你 leave.

I would die for you,
but would 你 die for me?
I could never be warmer inside 你 see..

The one girl in my life,
the one who I dream.
She takes away the knife,
no matter how much it seems.

So I might walk away..
I heard it might not be the same..
I often wonder what's the truth,
what's a lie and what to do.

What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and your ok?
I will continue hope to see what happens this Saturday..

The one girl in my life,
the one who I dream.
She takes away the knife,
no matter how much it seems.

When a 心 breaks, it wouldn't break even,
I am only just alive! I am barely breathing!
If 你 are this girl,
I couldn't of asked for someone better than you, Dinu...
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 I feel like this.
I feel like this.
THIS IS MARIAH MASON______I THINK I'M GOING TO KILL MYSELF_______



I feel like there's a monster in my head that's clawing ne and killing me. Making me do horrible things to my body and bring those voices back. I found out how to control them but I'm 13. I will have medication for me depression. The secret: I'm going to over dose myself for a better life. I'll get out of your life, untangle it, and 吞, 燕子 about twelve to thirteen. First, I night be the age fourteen first. What the heck, I have a 刀 right now. GOODBYE SOONER. I can't believe 你 guys keep tackling me when I push 你 away....
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