Wanting to die or mourn for the rest of your life is so disturbing, why would anyone want that? Dying because someone you love does not make you stronger or more in love with the person, it shows you're weaker and actually unstable. It takes more courage to move on with life after a tragedy than it does to kill yourself. The options above are not healthy, whether it be human or whatever.

Move on With my life,but is really hard,and i had cry alot,but the life had gone on, after a couple year :)

It's very hard for me to let things go, but I don't know if I wanted revenge