"Jacob!, help me,"i slurred with spasisms, i flet burnings, stinging, staps on my stomach, my muscles constricting, there was nothing i could do , but scream, down the street.
I knew the smell of dirty rust was coming from me, and i knew that i was going to be curious about the reason behind that , but the i was too taken over the my stomach.
The only soothing feeling was from the hands of Alice. Edward wasnt daring to comfort me, he sat in the car blocks away, i missed his que from Alice.
But right now, all i knew was pain, and that jacob wasn't listening. With last few strains of so-called bravery i had left i looked up to find him.
He was gone, his 老友记 gone, i gave up before i even tried to feel sorry for myself.

I dont remember the ride home, 或者 Alice, 或者 Edward 或者 Jacob 或者 anything, i jsut remember waking up in a foriegn bed, in a cream coloured room, that over looked the beautiful on-going green forest. I wasn't sure wiether it was the view 或者 the strange gorgginess that made me dizzy.
Dizziness lead to pants which lead to salvia which lead to vomit in matter seconds.
i had no aim in me at all, so i bet with my eyes close that my vomit sprayed on the 床, 床上 sheets, with i just happened to be laying on.. urgh.

With no warning Edward flashed into the roomand tugged me out of the 床, 床上 and gripped me towards him. I was still panting from shock brought the spew.
"Edward, whats? I dont know anything?" i 说 with a croak.
His hands held my face ever so gently, his eyes studying me with scared eyes. he was holding somthing, back , to himself. It scared me in return.
"After last night, Alice and I rushed 你 首页 to see my father, hes a doctor. He examined 你 bella, Bella, I'm so sorry. But its gone"
His tone was frightened, nervous, shaky, and broken all on my mono-tone. But he 迷失 me.
What did he mean? Regularly his unque fashion of old english normally made me think, but this was different, but gone? adn what was it?
"What do 你 mean?" only just handling onto reality now, dizziness dying.
"Whats gone Edward?"
"You mean , 你 diddn't know, bella, how did 你 not know, i even knew, my whole family knew?"
"WHAT are 你 talking about?"
"You are Pregnant!well not anymore"

"what"