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I was thinking about the way thing were going on around here. I know I’d been with Alice and the Cullen’s for a long time now. But the way they live isn’t the way I would like to live my life. Having to protect Bella for Edward was hard considering there were 狼人 around. I would like her to be a vampire, it’s hard trying to resist her blood every time she’s here, when she is here everyone acts as if I’m going to kill her so they’re always ready to stop me. I don’t like people thinking of me as the killer, I know I’m new to the whole drinking animal blood thing but I don’t plan to kill anybody. So I decided I would leave and go live my life the way I would like to live it. I wasn’t sure when the right time to tell Alice was. But she would be coming 首页 soon from shopping with Rosalie, I would get us alone and I would tell her. “Jasper I see that 你 want to speak to me” She 说 as soon as she walked through the door. “Yes I would like to speak to you”
“Ok what do 你 want to say?” Everyone in the room was staring at us. “I would rather we spoke about this alone”
“Ok” She held my hand taking me up to our room. “Ok what do 你 want to say” She asked again shutting the door behind her. “I’m leaving Alice”
“No why?”
“It’s just this life, I’m not particularly enjoying it”
“You don’t 爱情 me?”
“No Alice of course I 爱情 you”
“Then why are 你 leaving”
“I don’t know how to explain it to 你 Alice”
“Take me with 你 if 你 still 爱情 me”
“No Alice I want to go alone”
“Will I ever see 你 again?”
“Well I’m sure you’ll see”
“Don’t go I 爱情 you” She 说 grabbing onto my arm as I walked out the room. “I’m sorry Alice” I walked away. “NO!” She shouted, I turned around and watched her fall to her knees. I wanted to turn around and hold her in my arms. But I couldn’t I had to leave. I ran down the stairs and out the front door so nobody could stop me. I got into my car, kicking it into reverse. I didn’t look back to see their faces, I just drove on not stopping.
I was thinking about the way thing were going on around here. I know I’d been with Alice and the Cullen’s for a long time now. But the way they live isn’t the way I would like to live my life. Having to protect Bella for Edward was hard considering there were 狼人 around. I would like her to be a vampire, it’s hard trying to resist her blood every time she’s here, when she is here everyone acts as if I’m going to kill her so they’re always ready to stop me. I don’t like people thinking of me as the killer, I know I’m new to the whole drinking animal blood thing but I don’t plan to kill anybody. So I decided I would leave and go live my life the way I would like to live it. I wasn’t sure when the right time to tell Alice was. But she would be coming 首页 soon from shopping with Rosalie, I would get us alone and I would tell her. “Jasper I see that 你 want to speak to me” She 说 as soon as she walked through the door. “Yes I would like to speak to you”
“Ok what do 你 want to say?” Everyone in the room was staring at us. “I would rather we spoke about this alone”
“Ok” She held my hand taking me up to our room. “Ok what do 你 want to say” She asked again shutting the door behind her. “I’m leaving Alice”
“No why?”
“It’s just this life, I’m not particularly enjoying it”
“You don’t 爱情 me?”
“No Alice of course I 爱情 you”
“Then why are 你 leaving”
“I don’t know how to explain it to 你 Alice”
“Take me with 你 if 你 still 爱情 me”
“No Alice I want to go alone”
“Will I ever see 你 again?”
“Well I’m sure you’ll see”
“Don’t go I 爱情 you” She 说 grabbing onto my arm as I walked out the room. “I’m sorry Alice” I walked away. “NO!” She shouted, I turned around and watched her fall to her knees. I wanted to turn around and hold her in my arms. But I couldn’t I had to leave. I ran down the stairs and out the front door so nobody could stop me. I got into my car, kicking it into reverse. I didn’t look back to see their faces, I just drove on not stopping.
Well, alot of 你 know that there is a downloadable "Bella's Lullaby" in the 链接 tab 或者 a person from LiveJournal has it. Well, the 问题 is... Is it the real thing? Well, in the book, Bella's Lullaby is described as a complex piece (with Edward's hands drifting into the ebony and ivory keys). Then the song ends in a meloncholic chord. Well, if 你 have heard the downloadable version, it does sound complex and it has a meloncholic chord at the end of it. But notes are still played after it... So, is it the real Lullaby? I'm not sure. It is a beautiful piece and whoever wrote it is amazing! What do 你 guys think?
PS. Alot of people on youtobe have 视频 saying Yiruma's, "River Flows In You" is the Lullaby, but that is not true. Bella's Lullaby is composed 由 Carter Burwell (announced from MTV, StephenieMeyer.com, Summit). But we all wish they had kept Rob's version :)
PS. Alot of people on youtobe have 视频 saying Yiruma's, "River Flows In You" is the Lullaby, but that is not true. Bella's Lullaby is composed 由 Carter Burwell (announced from MTV, StephenieMeyer.com, Summit). But we all wish they had kept Rob's version :)