sorry i didnt finish this but here is some 更多 of the first book of breaking dawn sorry bought the wait...
i threw my arm over my face i didnt wwont her to see the pain in my eyes. it was quite for a long aganizing moment.
there was a light touche on my arm i didnt 移动 i didnt wont to move. she wrapped her fingers around my wriste and tried to pull but it was worthless she was so weak so fragile. that brought it all back. everything i have done to her.
"edward?"
i didnt move
"edward?" she tried again
"im not sorry edward.....im i carnt even tell you. im so happy. that doesnt even cover it. dont be angry. dont. im absulutly"- i had to stop this she was driving me crazy.
"do not say the word fine" i knew my voise was harsh but she needed to be angry at me to. "if 你 value my sanity do not say that 你 are fine" i spat the last word i needed to calm down before i did something rash like breake something.
" but i am" she whispered
"bella" i moaned into my arm "dont"
"no 你 dont edward" finaly she had snapped
i moved my arm and watched her warly.
"dont rurin ths i`am.happy" she spock the last slow.
"i have allready rurined this" i moaned i have she wonted a nice honeymonn and i had to rurin it 由 herting her like this i will never forgive myself.
"cut it out" she snapped and my teeth groad together .
"urgh why carnt 你 read my mind allread its so incosencit ti be a mental mute" whoa i wasnt expecting that what she wonted me to read he mind she never wonted that before. i was desracted and quite easily dine.
my eyes widened.
"thats a new one 你 爱情 that i carnt read your mind" i was shocked but still angry but still wow she wonted me to read her mind and of corse i did.
"not today" she was angry.
"why?" i had to know but what she did 下一个 really shocked me more. this was an angry bella. and i liked it.
she trew her arms in the air and they came down at me with a load 拍击, smack, 味道 noise
"becase all this anger will be completely unessercery if 你 could see how happy i was right now. 或者 a 分钟 以前 anyway i was happy totaly blissed out- well now im sosrt of pissed acutaly" ahe was angry at me
"you should be angry at me" she needed to. i wonted her to hate me like i did i wonted her to run so i could beg for her to come back and promise her what ever she wonted but no she was happy with me abut now i was gettin some of what i wonted.
"well i am does that make 你 feel better" did she wont the truth i might as well tell her at this moment she couldnt be anymore angry.
"no i dont think anything could make me feel better now" i sighed.
"that right there is why i m angry. your killing my buzz" she snapped 更多 apparntly i was wrong she could get 更多 angry.
i rolled my eyes i shook my head.
i heard her take a deep breath. i think she was trying to calm herself down even thought i wonted her 更多 mad but she wouldnt give me what i wonted. so i made a vow never ever to do this again not ontill she has been changed she may not like it but i will never put her throught pain ever again.
she swollowed " look we knew this was going to be diffivult. i thought that was to be expected well it was a lot easier then i expected this is nothing" sh brushed her arm "i think for the first time we did it. with some 更多 paractise"- she stopped and i was glad i was getting really mad and i was going to have to get it out but i didnt wont to yell but thats how it came out.
"assum? did u expect this bella?was 你 antisipating that i would hert you? were 你 thinking it would be worse? do 你 consider it a sucsess because 你 can walk away from it? no broken 识骨寻踪 that equels a victory" i snapped and spat it all there well she just sat there letting me why didnt she give it all back. ehy?
she kept waiting and as soon as my breathing was back to normal
"i didnt know what to expect but i didnt expect how...how... just how wonderfull and perfect it was" she thought it was wonderful and perfect what was she hinking?
"i mean i dont know how it was for 你 but thats how it was for me" she dropped her eyes and looked at her hands as she 说 this.
she thought i didnt enjoy myself i had to calm down before i 说 this. but i couldnt so this would have to do.
i slid my finger under her cjin to lift her face so i could read her eyes.
2is that what 你 worried for" i 说 through my teeth " that i dint enjoy myself?"
she kept her eyes down why? " and know its not the same. your not human. i was just well as a human i think life couldnt get any better then that" she just noticed im not human well she could have before we did, did.... that.
i stayed quite for a short moment well it was short to me but bella looked up to read my face. i could see it throught hers. i lokked calm good i didnt feel it.
"it seams i have 更多 to appoligize for" i frowned.i
"i didnt dream that 你 would construe the way i feel about what i did to 你 to mean tthat last night wasnt....well the best night of my exsisdence. but i dont wont to think of it that way not while 你 were....."
her lips curled up into an awkarad smile. "really/ the best ever?" she asked in a small voise. of corse that was all she would pick out of that.
i threw my arm over my face i didnt wwont her to see the pain in my eyes. it was quite for a long aganizing moment.
there was a light touche on my arm i didnt 移动 i didnt wont to move. she wrapped her fingers around my wriste and tried to pull but it was worthless she was so weak so fragile. that brought it all back. everything i have done to her.
"edward?"
i didnt move
"edward?" she tried again
"im not sorry edward.....im i carnt even tell you. im so happy. that doesnt even cover it. dont be angry. dont. im absulutly"- i had to stop this she was driving me crazy.
"do not say the word fine" i knew my voise was harsh but she needed to be angry at me to. "if 你 value my sanity do not say that 你 are fine" i spat the last word i needed to calm down before i did something rash like breake something.
" but i am" she whispered
"bella" i moaned into my arm "dont"
"no 你 dont edward" finaly she had snapped
i moved my arm and watched her warly.
"dont rurin ths i`am.happy" she spock the last slow.
"i have allready rurined this" i moaned i have she wonted a nice honeymonn and i had to rurin it 由 herting her like this i will never forgive myself.
"cut it out" she snapped and my teeth groad together .
"urgh why carnt 你 read my mind allread its so incosencit ti be a mental mute" whoa i wasnt expecting that what she wonted me to read he mind she never wonted that before. i was desracted and quite easily dine.
my eyes widened.
"thats a new one 你 爱情 that i carnt read your mind" i was shocked but still angry but still wow she wonted me to read her mind and of corse i did.
"not today" she was angry.
"why?" i had to know but what she did 下一个 really shocked me more. this was an angry bella. and i liked it.
she trew her arms in the air and they came down at me with a load 拍击, smack, 味道 noise
"becase all this anger will be completely unessercery if 你 could see how happy i was right now. 或者 a 分钟 以前 anyway i was happy totaly blissed out- well now im sosrt of pissed acutaly" ahe was angry at me
"you should be angry at me" she needed to. i wonted her to hate me like i did i wonted her to run so i could beg for her to come back and promise her what ever she wonted but no she was happy with me abut now i was gettin some of what i wonted.
"well i am does that make 你 feel better" did she wont the truth i might as well tell her at this moment she couldnt be anymore angry.
"no i dont think anything could make me feel better now" i sighed.
"that right there is why i m angry. your killing my buzz" she snapped 更多 apparntly i was wrong she could get 更多 angry.
i rolled my eyes i shook my head.
i heard her take a deep breath. i think she was trying to calm herself down even thought i wonted her 更多 mad but she wouldnt give me what i wonted. so i made a vow never ever to do this again not ontill she has been changed she may not like it but i will never put her throught pain ever again.
she swollowed " look we knew this was going to be diffivult. i thought that was to be expected well it was a lot easier then i expected this is nothing" sh brushed her arm "i think for the first time we did it. with some 更多 paractise"- she stopped and i was glad i was getting really mad and i was going to have to get it out but i didnt wont to yell but thats how it came out.
"assum? did u expect this bella?was 你 antisipating that i would hert you? were 你 thinking it would be worse? do 你 consider it a sucsess because 你 can walk away from it? no broken 识骨寻踪 that equels a victory" i snapped and spat it all there well she just sat there letting me why didnt she give it all back. ehy?
she kept waiting and as soon as my breathing was back to normal
"i didnt know what to expect but i didnt expect how...how... just how wonderfull and perfect it was" she thought it was wonderful and perfect what was she hinking?
"i mean i dont know how it was for 你 but thats how it was for me" she dropped her eyes and looked at her hands as she 说 this.
she thought i didnt enjoy myself i had to calm down before i 说 this. but i couldnt so this would have to do.
i slid my finger under her cjin to lift her face so i could read her eyes.
2is that what 你 worried for" i 说 through my teeth " that i dint enjoy myself?"
she kept her eyes down why? " and know its not the same. your not human. i was just well as a human i think life couldnt get any better then that" she just noticed im not human well she could have before we did, did.... that.
i stayed quite for a short moment well it was short to me but bella looked up to read my face. i could see it throught hers. i lokked calm good i didnt feel it.
"it seams i have 更多 to appoligize for" i frowned.i
"i didnt dream that 你 would construe the way i feel about what i did to 你 to mean tthat last night wasnt....well the best night of my exsisdence. but i dont wont to think of it that way not while 你 were....."
her lips curled up into an awkarad smile. "really/ the best ever?" she asked in a small voise. of corse that was all she would pick out of that.
Touch me I'm cold, unable to control
Touch me I'm golden and wild as the wind blows
And tumbling, tumbling, don't go fascination
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
Let me come closer, I'm not your shadow
With our eyes shielded from the oncoming count
It's not hard for us to say what we should not
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
Touch me I'm cold, unable to control
Touch me I'm golden and wild as the wind blows
And tumbling, tumbling, don't go fascination
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
Let's get lost
Let's get lost
Let's get lost
Let's get lost
Touch me I'm golden and wild as the wind blows
And tumbling, tumbling, don't go fascination
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
Let me come closer, I'm not your shadow
With our eyes shielded from the oncoming count
It's not hard for us to say what we should not
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
Touch me I'm cold, unable to control
Touch me I'm golden and wild as the wind blows
And tumbling, tumbling, don't go fascination
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
Let's get lost
Let's get lost
Let's get lost
Let's get lost
Other lives, always tempted to trade
Will they hate me for all the choices I made
Will they stop when they see me again
I can’t stop now I know who I am
Now I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your 爱情 I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts now
Tear me down, they can’t take 你 out of my thoughts
Under every scar there’s a battle I’ve lost
Will they stop when they see us again
I can’t stop now I know who I am
Now I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your 爱情 I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts
I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your 爱情 I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts
Starts now
Will they hate me for all the choices I made
Will they stop when they see me again
I can’t stop now I know who I am
Now I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your 爱情 I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts now
Tear me down, they can’t take 你 out of my thoughts
Under every scar there’s a battle I’ve lost
Will they stop when they see us again
I can’t stop now I know who I am
Now I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your 爱情 I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts
I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your 爱情 I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts
Starts now
Up with your turret
Aren’t we just terrified
Shale, screen your worry
From what 你 won’t ever find
Don’t let it fool you
Don’t let it fool you, down
Down’s sitting round
Folds in the gown
Sea and the rock below
Cocked to the undertow
Bones, blood and teeth erode
With every crashing node
Wings wouldn’t help you
Wings wouldn’t help you, down
Death is around
Prayer in your smile
你 barely are blinking
Wagging your face around
When’d this just become
A mortal home
Ahhhh
Won’t, won’t, won’t, won’t
Won’t let 你 talk me
Won’t let 你 talk me, down
Will pull it taut
Nothing now
Aren’t we just terrified
Shale, screen your worry
From what 你 won’t ever find
Don’t let it fool you
Don’t let it fool you, down
Down’s sitting round
Folds in the gown
Sea and the rock below
Cocked to the undertow
Bones, blood and teeth erode
With every crashing node
Wings wouldn’t help you
Wings wouldn’t help you, down
Death is around
Prayer in your smile
你 barely are blinking
Wagging your face around
When’d this just become
A mortal home
Ahhhh
Won’t, won’t, won’t, won’t
Won’t let 你 talk me
Won’t let 你 talk me, down
Will pull it taut
Nothing now
When the thorn 衬套, 布什 turns white that’s when I’ll come home
I am going out to see what I can sow
And I don’t know where I’ll go
And I don’t know what I’ll see
But I’ll try not to bring it back 首页 with me
Like the morning sun your eyes will follow me
As 你 watch me wander, curse the powers that be
‘Cause all I want is here and now
But it’s already been and gone
Our intentions always last that bit too long
Far, far away, no voices sounding
No one around me and you’re still there
Far, far away, no choices passing
No time confounds me and you’re still there
In the full moon’s light I listen to the stream
And in between the silence hear 你 calling me
But I don’t know where I am
And I don’t trust who I’ve been
But if I come 首页 how will I ever leave
I am going out to see what I can sow
And I don’t know where I’ll go
And I don’t know what I’ll see
But I’ll try not to bring it back 首页 with me
Like the morning sun your eyes will follow me
As 你 watch me wander, curse the powers that be
‘Cause all I want is here and now
But it’s already been and gone
Our intentions always last that bit too long
Far, far away, no voices sounding
No one around me and you’re still there
Far, far away, no choices passing
No time confounds me and you’re still there
In the full moon’s light I listen to the stream
And in between the silence hear 你 calling me
But I don’t know where I am
And I don’t trust who I’ve been
But if I come 首页 how will I ever leave