Im finally in love...I never knew that it would feel like this.
THE CULLEN HOUSE
12:00 PM
''Edward its beautiful that you've found someone that 你 feel passoniate about,but is it worth it?'' Esme spoke to me.Her eyes gentle,voice soft as if like a quiet windchime in a fresh spring breeze. The 厨房 was empty,considering no one ate.Emmett and Rosalie in their room.Not suprising. Alice and Jasper in the living room. Carsisle in his office. Esme was on the other side of the counter in the middle of the kitchen.Her scent was like a Orchid,mixed with chocolate. ''Yes.She's 更多 than the other humans. I don't know how 或者 why.I just know.''
I was explaining to Esme.She was happy for me. I read her thoughts. She didn't care if Bella was human.She wouldn't care if she had three arms and an extra eye.As long as I was happy.She smiled a caring smile.Her eyes lightened just a bit.I smiled back at her.Grateful to have someone on my side. ''Edward..You've been such an Odd man for so many years. And now,you believe that 你 have found someone that could be..the one. What do 你 exspect me to say?'' It wasen't really a question.
She continued. ''Edward..Son..Do 你 爱情 her?''
She came in in-human speed around the counter. We stood infront of each other. She took my hands in hers. ''How do 你 know?'' I asked her. We both knew how the conversation we were having was about to end. But we still continued.
''You know when 你 know...I can tell.By your eyes.That 你 know that are in 爱情 with this girl.'' Her smile spread across her face as I smiled and nodded. ''Yes.I am. But the others-'' I was about to continue before she interuppted me.
She put her index finger on my lips. ''Shh..The others will get over themselves. Carsisle,Alice,and I are happy for you.They will be too.Give it time.And with that time,you do what 你 need to do.'' She tilted her head toward the door. ''Thankyou.'' My eyes prickled like they wanted to tear. I smiled.She hugged me. I left without turning back. My convertsation with Esme had lifted my spirit. I stepped in my Volvo.
Reving the engine.backed out of the driveway. Leaving in one-hundred miles per hour. Turning on the radio. Clare De Lune. I stepped out of my car.
About a mile away from where i was heading.Parking it in a abandoned parking lot.About thirty feet away was an abandoned supermarket. An old 'FOR SALE' sign in the window. I smelled the faint scent of dust as i stepped out.I kicked a rock.It fell to pieces.Sandstone. Even a human could kick that to pieces. I took off.My legs going in blinding speed. Like a blur. I stopped infront of a house. Climbing up the side.And coming in through the window. She lay there. Sound asleep. Tossing,and turning.Moaning. ''Mom.'' she said.I stared at her from the far corner of the bedroom. She was talking in her sleep. I think maybe she was worried about her mom. I only wish I could read her thoughts. Making things at least slightly 更多 easy. She spoke my name. ''Edward.'' i laughed halfheartedly. ''It's too green.''
Her voice sneered at the word green. I laughed again. My voice to low for her to hear,even in her sleep. Her tossed and turned. I wondered if she was haveing a nightmare. My mind wandered around my head. Trying to think of an explaination. Why did she say ''It's too green ?'' My mind raced trying to find an answer but couldn't come up with one. Maybe 由 tomarrow i would have one.And something to say to her as she thinks of the 面包车, 范 insident. I looked at the window.To the moon.Perfect round.Brihght againest the pitt black sky. I sighed. Tomarrow will just be another day...
