seth's pov

i had never felt 更多 happy and miserable at the same time
i had 吻乐队（Kiss） emma and she 吻乐队（Kiss） me back but when i told her that i 爱情 her she ran away from me
-my 爱情 the girl i imprint on ran away i was too shock .So does that meant she didn't 爱情 me? i mean she did 吻乐队（Kiss） me back ,or did she???? it felt like it but there was no way to be sure i -i-i

i sigh frustrated

"man are 你 ok?" quil ask me
"i don't know" i answer
"i think 你 should go after her and talk to her,good luck" quil 说 and went to says hi to claire.

i ran to emma's house and jump through her window she had her sheets over her head
"hi em" i whisper
her body froze when she heard me and she 移动 under her cover like she was shy? she was never shy around me
"go away seth i don't want to talk to you" emma 说
i could hear she was holding back tears

nothing could break 更多 my 心 she didn't 爱情 me back and worse i had ruin our friendship ,well i should try to at least save our friendship
i took a step toward her 床, 床上 and sat on the edge of her 床, 床上 when emma saw under the covers that i was sitting on the 床, 床上 she 移动 to the other edge quickly i chucled

"what's so funny seth cleawaters??" emms 说 sounding really annoy at me well at least she is talking to me now

i cough
"emma im sorry i-i-i thought that 你 爱情 me back so i-i-i but don't worry i can go back and be just 老友记 i promise but please emma my life would be meaningless without you"
while i was saying this emma look at me i could see her beautiful green eyes
why she didn't 爱情 me back i mean imprinting is suppose to find our soulmates and how emma and i could be soulmates if she didn't 爱情 me??

emma sit on her 床, 床上 and really slowly touch my cheek
i felt electricity when she touch me why couldn't she feel the same.....life is so unfair

"seth i-i-i"emma started but she look down at her lap
i don't know why i was being so stupid she would surely slap my hand away but i couldn't stop my hand to touch her chin so i could see her eyes
to my surprize she didn't push my hand away her eyes were so confuse

"emms is ok , i just have i little crush on you" i shrug
well that is and understatement but i don't want her to hear what imprinting is
"but i swear 你 won't notice i will never 吻乐队（Kiss） 你 again it will be like tonight never happen i swear please" i beg to her

she was still holding my cheek and i was still touching her chin out faces were inches away i felt her sweet breath on my face
well this was going to be 更多 hard that i thought i was using all my control to not 吻乐队（Kiss） her 或者 tell her that i 爱情 her

emma 移动 closer to me ...really close our noses were almost touching her sweet smell was so intoxicating that i had to stop breathing
she look at me and smile a little smile
"are 你 sure seth ?"
i smile well at least i was still 老友记 with my emma my 爱情
"yes emms " i 说 emms i 爱情 你 so much i wanted to tell her

emma 移动 closer
hell my 爱情 like to torture me why she was getting so close ??
do not 吻乐队（Kiss） her seth dont mess things up again
do not 吻乐队（Kiss） her seth dont mess things up again
do not 吻乐队（Kiss） her seth dont mess things up again
do not 吻乐队（Kiss） her seth dont mess things up again
"best 老友记 forever right" she smile hugely

no i don't want to be youre friend i want 你 to 爱情 me just a little

"sure emms best 老友记 forever"
she chucled "jezz seth why do 你 crush on me and not on one of 你 粉丝 girls" she joke
"well i don't know but its just a small crush so don't let it go to your head ok?" i try to 说 casually
but my 心 was breaking slowly how could she compare herself with any other girls she was my 天使 my love

my 爱情 吻乐队（Kiss） both my cheeks and hug me tightly i hug her

this was worst than pure torture ...
well seth 你 can always try to make her fall inlove with 你 ... that was my only hope

emma smile and make a 太空 on her 床, 床上
"wolfy boy come on" she 说 smiling
i smile
"sorry emms but i have to go to a pack meetting" this wasn't a complete lie maybe i would go and hang out with the pack it just feels wrong to sleep on the same 床, 床上 when i felt this way about her

her face fell but then smile lighlty and yawn
"well good night seth but could 你 stay a while till i fall asleep is that i been having this nightmare about my parents" she 说 and yawn
"do 你 want to talk about it"i ask
"nope thanks just stay a while please" she beg and patted her 床, 床上
i couldn't say no to her so i went to her 床, 床上 she hug me and breath deeply and i hug her
"nights"

after a few 分钟 emms fall asleep so i put her 枕头 under her head .she was mumbuling quietly like she always did i always bother her and she bother me because she 说 i snore i didn't believe her until she tape me ....

i was going out when i heard something she mutter that stop my 心