Is it possible for a vampire to go through the transformation again? I asked myself. I felt so drain for some reason. Everything was blurry
when I opened my eyes but as I blinked 更多 it became clearer. Sawyer was sitting 由 the bed. How are 你 feeling? Carisle 说 as he was coming in the room. I feel drained, empty almost. I told him. That is because, when 你 transformed into your human form, the animal blood that 你 drink becomes your human blood, and some how your body makes that blood have 你 scent in it. Carisle said. Can I try to get back into my vampire form? I asked Carisle. I think it wouldbe okay, and it would probably help you. He said. I sat up in my 床, 床上 and closed my eyes and focused on my vampire picture of myself. I have to have a picture in my mind to be able to transform into that animail, human, ect. It didn't take as long as I thought it would. I felt much better as my regular vampire form, sometimes I chose my vampire side over my human form. It was a lot better to be in my vampire form anyways. I felt someone sit on my 床, 床上 and grab my hands, they felt like Sawyer's. Zoey? Zoe? Can 你 here me? Sawyer kept saying it over and over. I was stuck in my own thoughts. Carisle what's wrong with her? Sawyer asked. Nothing is wrong with me, sorry I was 迷失 in my thoughts. I told them. What were 你 thinking about? Sawyer asked. About how my powers work. I told Sawyer. Yeah, I could see how your little brain could get lost. He 说 as he started laughing. Sawyer! I said. Lets go down stairs? I 说 as I grabbed his hand. Okay, we went down stairs, everyone was down stairs. I mean everyone from the Clearwater, Chalie, Billy Black, all the wolves, and the vampires. Why is everyone here. I wispered in Sawyer's ear so low no one could here. It's a get together. Sawyer said. And 你 couldn't stop me from coming dow here in my pajamas that consist of mu underwear, sport bra and tank top? I asked. Sorry I forgot myself. I ran up the stairs in a human speed even though I wanted to at my normal pace, it was so embarassing! Sawyer was right behind me, he never left my side. Sawyer, how could you! I asked him. I'm sorry I forgot, didn't 你 here them here. Sawyer said. No I was, I don't know what I was doing but I didn't relize it. I said. Okay, I found some of my 最喜爱的 mess knee shorts that I wore when I was human, and than found a short to go with. Is this okay? I asked Sawyer. Nope, let me pick out something. Sawyer said. Okay... He throw me a pair of skinny jeans and a long sleeve volcom shirt. Wow, I should let 你 do this a lot more. I told him. We walked back down stairs and talked a little bit.