Edward's point of view when he leaves Bella.

I cant believe im being this, this....idiotic!! I now own the perfect life, all due to my love, whom i am now leaving.
What kind f boyfriend am i?? How can i leave her, her scent, her rosy cheeks, all i will have will be memories.
But, im immortal, memories will fade, jut not as pain free as mortals......
There she was, stood in front of a fallen tree, looking just as tense as i am. Let me brace myself to do this term of
idiocy.
"Bella, we're leaving," I tried to hide the emotions that now break through my normally strong, rock-like voice, "We need
to start afresh".
There, right in front of me, she was breaking, no, shattering into a million pieces, I forgot she was so fragile, so, so human.
"What about Charlie??. He needs me, cant we leave some time in a few months, graduation is months off!!" She could hardly speak,
the words she spoke mostly sounded like a wooshng through my ears.
"Bella, Idont mean.....us" How can i tell her i dont want her? Iwanted to tell her i crave her, she is my god, i need her to
actually stand up. "I mean me, Jasper and alice, emmett and rosaile, and carlisle and esme. not you. Im not good for you" Why
am i doing this? Im being such a damn idiot!!
"Alright, Leave now-I MEAN IT! Now, get out of my face, I cnt stand to see you, it just KILLS me!" I could see she was being
《勇敢传说》 and hiding the feelings that was washing through her.
"Promise me this:Dont do ANYTHING stupid, reckless and idiotic, please?" I would get on my knees and beg if i had to, just
to kep her safe.
"Okay, ill try not to do anything in a dangerous place like Forks!!" Typical bella, still trying to use sarcasm even
in this situation.
"Ill promise 你 something in return, this is the lst time 你 will see my for the rest of your existance. Promise, stay safe"
with that, i leant in and kissed her lightly on the cheek, not meeting her gaze. I didnt want to let go, i had to.
"Goodbye, sweetest bella, stay 安全 and make something out of your life. I will always 爱情 you. Remember that!" With that i
flew off into the trees until i came to my meadow. There i sat down, my head in my hands and i did something i had never done
before. I shed a single, ice cold tear.......