Chapter 19: Honorary 狼 (Nessie's POV)
The sun streamed into the open flap of the tent reflecting off of me and Jake’s skin sending prisms of color swirling around us. We had been laying in a contented silence for the past 小时 just trying to 包, 换行 our heads around the fact that we were able to be here together without a worry. It amazed me how even after all of the drama that had unfolded in our lives over the past couple of weeks we could still fall right back into place as though nothing had happened. I was even 更多 grateful than I had been for each moment that I was in his arms.
He smiled down at me his perfect white teeth flashing against his flawless skin as he ran his fingers up and down my bare back. I shivered at the electrifying sensation that his touch brought forth.
“Do 你 know how much I 爱情 你 Mrs. Black?”
I propped myself so that my hands were on his muscular chest and my chin was resting against them giving me the perfect view of his stunning face.
“I think that I have an idea…” I 说 breathlessly.
His face grew very serious; “I really don’t think that 你 understand what these past few weeks have done to me…” his eyes drifted far away and contained a heavy sadness as he continued. I stroked his cheek as he spoke his hand flew up to his face holding me to him- almost as though he still believed that at any 秒 I would disappear.
“You don’t understand Renesmee.”
I was now fully alert paying attention to his every word this was serious if he was reverting to my full name.
“… I watched you…die. I was helpless there was nothing that I could do to make it better. 你 are my imprint, my other half when 你 died I did too. I knew that I had to keep going for our children but honestly I am too weak without 你 I don’t think that I would have been strong enough to live without you… I would have chosen death over our children what kind of father does that?” His eyes snapped shut and my lips moved smoothly to caress his eyelids and then lingering on his earlobes as I whispered, “My poor sweet Jacob. I am so sorry for all that 你 went through…”
His face twisted in surprise, “YOU are sorry, Nessie 你 almost died because I couldn’t; protect you. 你 have nothing to apologize for.”
I shot him a look of warning and he obediently gave up the grudge he held against himself.
He sighed running a hand through his hair and then he smiled at me, a sad smile but still it was progress.
“The point is that I realized that I 爱情 你 even 更多 than ever and I didn’t think that it was possible. 你 are amazing and 你 are absolutely everything to me. 你 sacrificed your life in order to give me our beautiful children… I have a little something for 你 it is nothing compared to everything that 你 have 给 me.”
I arched an eyebrow, “Jake 你 know I don’t want 你 to spend money on me…”
“Yes Nessie we all know how 你 feel about that…”
I snorted in laughter at his mock seriousness.
“I bought the materials but I made it…”
I sat up quickly holding my hand out. I loved when my Jacob made me gifts they held such meaning.
He laughed at my eagerness, “Still so much a child.” He reached into one of the bags on the side of the tent and he pulled out a tiny leather pouch.
“Thank 你 for our children and for fighting as hard as 你 did to come back to me I 爱情 你 Ness.”
I pulled the leather drawstring and reached into it carefully pulling out the contents. I gasped at the beauty of what I held in my hands. I knew that I would be crying had I been able.
“Oh Jacob…”
His brow furrowed in concern, “Do 你 like it? I have never worked with platinum before. We owe my dad a new work bench I broke it because I kinda’ got kind of pissed off… I think they look 更多 like blobs than…”
I placed a finger on his lip silencing him so that I could observe the beauty of his work in the silence that it deserved.
He had taken a platinum charm bracelet and made little 狼 out of platinum. The 狼 had such detail own to the finest line on each face. He had 给 each of the wolf’s eyes made out of their birthstones first Jake, then me, and each of our children in their birth order 粉, 粉色 tourmaline for the girls and 橙子, 橙色 tourmaline for the boys.
I touched each charm delicately and then turned to Jake to have him put it one me nest to the promise bracelet he had made for me so many years go.
He smiled at my obvious 爱情 towards the bracelet that he had made me.
“I wanted to give 你 something that would tell 你 the birth order of the 婴儿 since 你 weren’t really…there for it…” his voice broke.
I sat on his lap and nestled his head against my chest as I stroked his hair. My lips moved against his neck in between my words.
“It is the most thoughtful and beautiful gift I have ever received. I 爱情 it. I will never take it off.”
He smiled my 最喜爱的 goofy Jake grin.
“Do 你 get it? Me and the kids are all 狼 but we are made out of a cold hard metal. We decided to allow 你 to be an honorary wolf- 你 know so 你 wouldn’t feel left out.”
I rolled my eyes, “How kind of 你 all- I think that the initiation was a little much though don’t you?”
He started out looking as though he was pained 由 my words but then something changed in his eyes and he snickered at my comment. Perhaps he truly was moving on from this, what a relief.
“Well it has to be that way otherwise anyone could be a vamp-wolf…”
I shook my head at his corniness but I was glad that he was getting back to normal and coming out of his depression and self hatred.
“You just couldn’t help yourself could you?” I teased. Suddenly my mind flashed back to the night before, “And while we are on the topic of not controlling ourselves what the hell happened last night? 你 were out of control.”
He looked at me sheepishly and I could tell he would have blushed if he were still alive. “What can I say Renesmee Black, 你 lead me to do some pretty crazy things…your scent alone is enough to make a sane man go mad.”
I giggled at him as I pushed him onto his back so that I could thank him for his gift properly.
The sun streamed into the open flap of the tent reflecting off of me and Jake’s skin sending prisms of color swirling around us. We had been laying in a contented silence for the past 小时 just trying to 包, 换行 our heads around the fact that we were able to be here together without a worry. It amazed me how even after all of the drama that had unfolded in our lives over the past couple of weeks we could still fall right back into place as though nothing had happened. I was even 更多 grateful than I had been for each moment that I was in his arms.
He smiled down at me his perfect white teeth flashing against his flawless skin as he ran his fingers up and down my bare back. I shivered at the electrifying sensation that his touch brought forth.
“Do 你 know how much I 爱情 你 Mrs. Black?”
I propped myself so that my hands were on his muscular chest and my chin was resting against them giving me the perfect view of his stunning face.
“I think that I have an idea…” I 说 breathlessly.
His face grew very serious; “I really don’t think that 你 understand what these past few weeks have done to me…” his eyes drifted far away and contained a heavy sadness as he continued. I stroked his cheek as he spoke his hand flew up to his face holding me to him- almost as though he still believed that at any 秒 I would disappear.
“You don’t understand Renesmee.”
I was now fully alert paying attention to his every word this was serious if he was reverting to my full name.
“… I watched you…die. I was helpless there was nothing that I could do to make it better. 你 are my imprint, my other half when 你 died I did too. I knew that I had to keep going for our children but honestly I am too weak without 你 I don’t think that I would have been strong enough to live without you… I would have chosen death over our children what kind of father does that?” His eyes snapped shut and my lips moved smoothly to caress his eyelids and then lingering on his earlobes as I whispered, “My poor sweet Jacob. I am so sorry for all that 你 went through…”
His face twisted in surprise, “YOU are sorry, Nessie 你 almost died because I couldn’t; protect you. 你 have nothing to apologize for.”
I shot him a look of warning and he obediently gave up the grudge he held against himself.
He sighed running a hand through his hair and then he smiled at me, a sad smile but still it was progress.
“The point is that I realized that I 爱情 你 even 更多 than ever and I didn’t think that it was possible. 你 are amazing and 你 are absolutely everything to me. 你 sacrificed your life in order to give me our beautiful children… I have a little something for 你 it is nothing compared to everything that 你 have 给 me.”
I arched an eyebrow, “Jake 你 know I don’t want 你 to spend money on me…”
“Yes Nessie we all know how 你 feel about that…”
I snorted in laughter at his mock seriousness.
“I bought the materials but I made it…”
I sat up quickly holding my hand out. I loved when my Jacob made me gifts they held such meaning.
He laughed at my eagerness, “Still so much a child.” He reached into one of the bags on the side of the tent and he pulled out a tiny leather pouch.
“Thank 你 for our children and for fighting as hard as 你 did to come back to me I 爱情 你 Ness.”
I pulled the leather drawstring and reached into it carefully pulling out the contents. I gasped at the beauty of what I held in my hands. I knew that I would be crying had I been able.
“Oh Jacob…”
His brow furrowed in concern, “Do 你 like it? I have never worked with platinum before. We owe my dad a new work bench I broke it because I kinda’ got kind of pissed off… I think they look 更多 like blobs than…”
I placed a finger on his lip silencing him so that I could observe the beauty of his work in the silence that it deserved.
He had taken a platinum charm bracelet and made little 狼 out of platinum. The 狼 had such detail own to the finest line on each face. He had 给 each of the wolf’s eyes made out of their birthstones first Jake, then me, and each of our children in their birth order 粉, 粉色 tourmaline for the girls and 橙子, 橙色 tourmaline for the boys.
I touched each charm delicately and then turned to Jake to have him put it one me nest to the promise bracelet he had made for me so many years go.
He smiled at my obvious 爱情 towards the bracelet that he had made me.
“I wanted to give 你 something that would tell 你 the birth order of the 婴儿 since 你 weren’t really…there for it…” his voice broke.
I sat on his lap and nestled his head against my chest as I stroked his hair. My lips moved against his neck in between my words.
“It is the most thoughtful and beautiful gift I have ever received. I 爱情 it. I will never take it off.”
He smiled my 最喜爱的 goofy Jake grin.
“Do 你 get it? Me and the kids are all 狼 but we are made out of a cold hard metal. We decided to allow 你 to be an honorary wolf- 你 know so 你 wouldn’t feel left out.”
I rolled my eyes, “How kind of 你 all- I think that the initiation was a little much though don’t you?”
He started out looking as though he was pained 由 my words but then something changed in his eyes and he snickered at my comment. Perhaps he truly was moving on from this, what a relief.
“Well it has to be that way otherwise anyone could be a vamp-wolf…”
I shook my head at his corniness but I was glad that he was getting back to normal and coming out of his depression and self hatred.
“You just couldn’t help yourself could you?” I teased. Suddenly my mind flashed back to the night before, “And while we are on the topic of not controlling ourselves what the hell happened last night? 你 were out of control.”
He looked at me sheepishly and I could tell he would have blushed if he were still alive. “What can I say Renesmee Black, 你 lead me to do some pretty crazy things…your scent alone is enough to make a sane man go mad.”
I giggled at him as I pushed him onto his back so that I could thank him for his gift properly.
"It shocked me.I was not sure if she meant to attack.That's the only interpretation of her behavior that my past had to offer.But she was smiling.And the emotions that were emanating from her were like nothing I'd ever felt before.
"'You've kept me waiting a long time,'she said."
I didn't realize Alice had come to stand behind me again.
"And 你 ducked your head like a good Southern gentleman,and said,'I'm sorry ma'am.'"Alice laughed at the memory.
Jasper smiled down at her."You held out your hand,and I took it without stopping to make sense of what I was doing.For the first time in almost a century,I felt hope."
Jasper took Alice's hand as he spoke.
Alice grinned."I was just relieved.I thought 你 were never going to 显示 up."
it is just MY opinion...
i think it was very well done thinking of it just as a movie 你 know it wont ever be exactly like the book ... 或者 with such many detailz
things i loved:
*the humor they use (for example bella: if things end bad like i would become the meal) haha
*alice ! the character is very well portrayed
*the end ( victoria watching)
*the baseball game!
*men cast haha =P
*stephenie meyer appearing wooow!
things that dissapointed me:
* the clearing ! i dont liked the sparkling effect ...
*it was really fast everything
*alice's story was missing ...
things that were wrong: (i didnt noticed until the third time i saw it)
*billy was driving !
*when edward is playing th e 钢琴 for bella he didnt sparkle
*victoria appears in the prom in the crowd (edward would read her thoughtz)
but i like it anyway ! it ir TWILIGHT !
i think it was very well done thinking of it just as a movie 你 know it wont ever be exactly like the book ... 或者 with such many detailz
things i loved:
*the humor they use (for example bella: if things end bad like i would become the meal) haha
*alice ! the character is very well portrayed
*the end ( victoria watching)
*the baseball game!
*men cast haha =P
*stephenie meyer appearing wooow!
things that dissapointed me:
* the clearing ! i dont liked the sparkling effect ...
*it was really fast everything
*alice's story was missing ...
things that were wrong: (i didnt noticed until the third time i saw it)
*billy was driving !
*when edward is playing th e 钢琴 for bella he didnt sparkle
*victoria appears in the prom in the crowd (edward would read her thoughtz)
but i like it anyway ! it ir TWILIGHT !
While visiting “The Ellen DeGeneres Show,” for an episode that airs this Friday — the same 日 Pattinson’s vampiric portrayal of Edward Cullen springs to life on the big screen, he denied having romantic ties to anyone.
“Now, are 你 single?” Ellen asked.
“Ah, yeah,” the British actor replied.
And it appears despite women throwing themselves at him regularly, Pattinson may be stuck in singleton mode permanently.
“No one else seems to get into a relationship with me. It’s really strange,” he told Ellen.
“People like screaming at me,” the heartthrob added. “Actually, they like screaming at me in relationships as well. No one wants to commit.”
okay, so, all these people are complaining about Bella's Lullaby. I heard, "Bella's Lullaby sucked in my opinion" 或者 "The strings and the orchestra weren't supposed to be in the song" 或者 "They need to cut out the orchestra cuz it sucked with that in it". Just stuff like that which is disrespectful to Summit, Carter Burwell, and all the people associated with the project. People don't need to say such rude 评论 about it.
and in my opinion, this is the soundtrack. obviously they are gonna put the score they have that goes with the movie's music. It can't just be a 随意 piece that doesn't fit in with the rest of the score. that's just what pisses me off. when people judge something too quickly without laying down all the facts.
and in my opinion, this is the soundtrack. obviously they are gonna put the score they have that goes with the movie's music. It can't just be a 随意 piece that doesn't fit in with the rest of the score. that's just what pisses me off. when people judge something too quickly without laying down all the facts.
Hello My Follow Twilighters!
there's a New Spot Made, it's The Leah and Jacob spot, so if 你 like their friendship/relationsip couple wise, feel free to join!
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there's a New Spot Made, it's The Leah and Jacob spot, so if 你 like their friendship/relationsip couple wise, feel free to join!
link
加入 TODAY!
where 你 can discuss their partnership, with other fans, make/find Leah and Jacob 粉丝 Art, and what 你 think over all of Jacob and Leah.
and if 你 have any concerns, 或者 request for the spot, don't be scared to ask, also if 你 know anyone else who likes the Couple, please spread the Jeah 爱情 This way :)
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aka
Tiff
Hey! Do 你 guys know a good twilight 粉丝 site? Help us all out and tell us... so we can go on!
Heres the cool site I found: www.freewebs.com/twilighttrailer
I think that 你 all know of stephenie's website..... stepheniemeyer.com
Oh! Also- If anyones knows of a good site to see interviews 或者 更多 trailer... Tell Me!
Speaking of stephenie's website... did any of 你 see the "quote of the day" thing she's doing!? I 爱情 that idea! what do 你 guys think? I like the idea.. and I just cant wait to read Breaking Dawn! The movie should be good too :)
Heres the cool site I found: www.freewebs.com/twilighttrailer
I think that 你 all know of stephenie's website..... stepheniemeyer.com
Oh! Also- If anyones knows of a good site to see interviews 或者 更多 trailer... Tell Me!
Speaking of stephenie's website... did any of 你 see the "quote of the day" thing she's doing!? I 爱情 that idea! what do 你 guys think? I like the idea.. and I just cant wait to read Breaking Dawn! The movie should be good too :)