After she was safely asleep, I went back to talk with my family.
"Can 你 guys just all go on a hunting trip for now. I need to talk to Liz and I don't want interuptions. I'm sure we can talk through this, but it would be most helpful if we were alone. I'm not trying to exclude you. Please let us alone until Monday, if we're don't get through this, she can stay, I will go."
"No, Edward, we don't want 你 to go,"Esme complained.
"I will, I already made her leave her apartment. She has no where else to go."
"Where will 你 go?"
"I will head up to Denali."
"Then we will go with you, we will let her have the house."
"No, I need time to think, also."
"Okay, but we will 加入 你 in a weeks time, if things don't go well,"Carlisle stated.
Then all 6 of them took off towards the East, letting me be. I walked at a human pace, admiring the landscape and watching as the small rodents scampered about.
I wanted to make sure she was awake, so I hunted some elk, and I even found a 狐狸 to feed on.
I headed back still going at a slow pace, I didn't want to disturb her, how would I live with myself if she never wanted to see me again? How could I make it right again, allow her to see that I didn't mean any harm? I wasn't sure if there was a way.
I broke through to the clearing, listening to chaos.
"Get out, no one wants 你 here."
Who was there?
I couldn't talk to her,...
I stopped listening and I ran to the door. After I had opened it I saw two brunettes standing there. One with familiar 浓情巧克力 brown eyes. She put her head down.
"Bella?"
What was she doing here, adding to the pain of loss, definitely.
I saw a tear streak down her cheek.