I am horribly addicted to 写作 this, it's so much fun and interesting to write. I hope 你 guys enjoy this chapter:
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Quick refresher:
I need to go now, the lights are coming back on. I will try hiding my book better this time so that no one will find it and take it away. I need this, this is my only lifeline right now."
The last paragraph was slightly smudged, I ran my finger over the spot when I realized what would have made the ink run. I sat there staring at the tear marks realizing that my 心 was breaking twice. Once when I wrote it, and now as I was learning about the way that my own father felt about me.
I closed the book putting it on Jazz's desk, and turned my head so that it was in his shoulder.
"Alice I think 你 need to stop for a while, 你 were shaking while 你 were 阅读 the end. I know it is hurting you, yet freeing to find out the past, but I think we should stop for a while." He 说 as he wrapped his arms tighter around me and kissed my neck.
I knew he was right, so I slowly removed myself from him and stood up. I walked over to his book shelves, placing the small, battered journal on the shelf.
I stood there for a 分钟 touching the spine of it, then I turned grabbing Jasper's hand. We headed out of the room, down the stairs and to the living room where the whole family sat wondering what was going on.
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Jasper and I slowed down so we were walking as we got to the 最佳, 返回页首 of the stairs. Obviously we knew that everyone was downstairs, and that everyone knew that I had gotten the journal. They all knew that I would talk if/when I was ready and Esme made it VERY clear to the rest of the family that I was not to be bothered about all of this.
I stopped at the 最佳, 返回页首 of the stairs looking into the future to see how people would react, 或者 see what else would be happening soon.
Jasper took my hands and held me upright like usual. I think this was all 秒 nature for him to be my "rock" the one thing that kept me grounded on this planet.
I stood there looking, I saw that Edward was planning on having a big party for Bella for her birthday, that school would start again and we would all be bored as always, and all of them would be understanding to a point but would get upset with my father for how he treated me. I shook my head clearing the visions and focused on Jasper's face right in front of me.
He took my face in his hands and kissed my forehead and stared into my eyes before looking down the stairs and back to my face again.
"Are 你 sure that 你 want to talk about this now?" He asked in a concerned tone.
Just at that moment Edward decided that he had waited long enough. I was about to answer Jasper when Edward asked in our "secret" (the best way to describe it would be telepathically) way.
"Are 你 going to come downstairs, 或者 are 你 and Jasper just going to stand at the landing staring at each other all day?" He thought mockingly.
"Alright Jasper we better get down there, the troops are getting restless." I giggled as we made our way down to the living room.
We rounded the corner to find the entire family waiting for us. Rosalie and Emmett were sitting on the 爱情 seat, Edward was in one of the overstuffed chairs, and Carlisle and Esme were lounging on the 长椅, 沙发 until we walked into the room. As soon as they saw us Carlisle and Esme walked over.
"Oh Alice, how are 你 love? Can I do anything for you?" Esme asked as she hugged me tightly.
She was the only mother figure I ever knew, she was so sincere and loving that I couldn't imagine anyone being a better mother, and that hurt me a little. I had just learned 更多 about my family then I had ever dreamed, but knew that Esme would always be my "mother" in every way.
As soon as Esme had released me Carlisle came over and wrapped his arms around my shoulders.
"Can we help in anyway? Would 你 like to talk? Do 你 want to go out?" He asked all the 问题 in a matter of seconds.
I smiled as I looked at Carlisle, knowing that no matter what any of us "kids" did he would still 爱情 all of us for who we were and wouldn't judge us as "freaks" 或者 "weird." I think this is what brought our family so close together. Yes we all had our differences and our personalities clashed but if anything ever happened we would always have each others backs and loved each other.
I looked around the room smiling at Rosalie and Emmett, and stuck my tongue out at Edward as he began to think something stupid trying to distract me.
"I'm ok guys, it's been a lot to process. I mean I didn't remember anything about anyone and had accepted that as a fact. Now, with this one small book." I shook my head, and looked at Edward because I knew that he had either already knew everything that I had read, 或者 was 阅读 it all now.
I watched as his face changed, the anger and sadness showing. He clenched his hands into fists around the edge of the chair and without thinking crushed the end of the chair. He didn't seem to notice any of this until Esme walked over and nudged him with her knee. He glared up at her, but quickly began apologizing for wrecking her chair.
He stood up, apologized to Esme again and came to stand 下一个 to me. He stood there looking down at me like some giant when he smiled.
"I heard that, I am not a giant." He thought as he poked me in the ribs.
"Well 你 are when 你 stand 下一个 to me remember. I was thinking can we go out, I need to get away for a while and I think since 你 already know everything that 你 could help me figure out what this means." I thought.
I looked around the room and noticed that everyone else was shooting looks at each other. This was nothing new, Edward and I talking without words. We both knew that it annoyed everyone else, but found that it was easier for us since we were so close.
Emmett cleared his throat and shot a glare at Edward. "Something 你 would like to share with the rest of us? 你 know that that drives us all mad, right?"
I apologized to everyone and explained that Edward and I were going to go hunting. I had to tell Jasper that I would be back, and that I just needed to get away from the house for a while. He didn't want to let me go, but knew that this is what I needed right now. He sent a wave of 爱情 flowing over me, I smiled up at him and kissed his hand as I walked over to the doors.
"Don't worry, I will explain what I read as soon as I have time to process it all." I 说 to my loving family as I turned and ran out the back door looking back up at the 图书馆 where the book sat, wanting to go read 更多 but knowing that I needed to get away.
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Quick refresher:
I need to go now, the lights are coming back on. I will try hiding my book better this time so that no one will find it and take it away. I need this, this is my only lifeline right now."
The last paragraph was slightly smudged, I ran my finger over the spot when I realized what would have made the ink run. I sat there staring at the tear marks realizing that my 心 was breaking twice. Once when I wrote it, and now as I was learning about the way that my own father felt about me.
I closed the book putting it on Jazz's desk, and turned my head so that it was in his shoulder.
"Alice I think 你 need to stop for a while, 你 were shaking while 你 were 阅读 the end. I know it is hurting you, yet freeing to find out the past, but I think we should stop for a while." He 说 as he wrapped his arms tighter around me and kissed my neck.
I knew he was right, so I slowly removed myself from him and stood up. I walked over to his book shelves, placing the small, battered journal on the shelf.
I stood there for a 分钟 touching the spine of it, then I turned grabbing Jasper's hand. We headed out of the room, down the stairs and to the living room where the whole family sat wondering what was going on.
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Jasper and I slowed down so we were walking as we got to the 最佳, 返回页首 of the stairs. Obviously we knew that everyone was downstairs, and that everyone knew that I had gotten the journal. They all knew that I would talk if/when I was ready and Esme made it VERY clear to the rest of the family that I was not to be bothered about all of this.
I stopped at the 最佳, 返回页首 of the stairs looking into the future to see how people would react, 或者 see what else would be happening soon.
Jasper took my hands and held me upright like usual. I think this was all 秒 nature for him to be my "rock" the one thing that kept me grounded on this planet.
I stood there looking, I saw that Edward was planning on having a big party for Bella for her birthday, that school would start again and we would all be bored as always, and all of them would be understanding to a point but would get upset with my father for how he treated me. I shook my head clearing the visions and focused on Jasper's face right in front of me.
He took my face in his hands and kissed my forehead and stared into my eyes before looking down the stairs and back to my face again.
"Are 你 sure that 你 want to talk about this now?" He asked in a concerned tone.
Just at that moment Edward decided that he had waited long enough. I was about to answer Jasper when Edward asked in our "secret" (the best way to describe it would be telepathically) way.
"Are 你 going to come downstairs, 或者 are 你 and Jasper just going to stand at the landing staring at each other all day?" He thought mockingly.
"Alright Jasper we better get down there, the troops are getting restless." I giggled as we made our way down to the living room.
We rounded the corner to find the entire family waiting for us. Rosalie and Emmett were sitting on the 爱情 seat, Edward was in one of the overstuffed chairs, and Carlisle and Esme were lounging on the 长椅, 沙发 until we walked into the room. As soon as they saw us Carlisle and Esme walked over.
"Oh Alice, how are 你 love? Can I do anything for you?" Esme asked as she hugged me tightly.
She was the only mother figure I ever knew, she was so sincere and loving that I couldn't imagine anyone being a better mother, and that hurt me a little. I had just learned 更多 about my family then I had ever dreamed, but knew that Esme would always be my "mother" in every way.
As soon as Esme had released me Carlisle came over and wrapped his arms around my shoulders.
"Can we help in anyway? Would 你 like to talk? Do 你 want to go out?" He asked all the 问题 in a matter of seconds.
I smiled as I looked at Carlisle, knowing that no matter what any of us "kids" did he would still 爱情 all of us for who we were and wouldn't judge us as "freaks" 或者 "weird." I think this is what brought our family so close together. Yes we all had our differences and our personalities clashed but if anything ever happened we would always have each others backs and loved each other.
I looked around the room smiling at Rosalie and Emmett, and stuck my tongue out at Edward as he began to think something stupid trying to distract me.
"I'm ok guys, it's been a lot to process. I mean I didn't remember anything about anyone and had accepted that as a fact. Now, with this one small book." I shook my head, and looked at Edward because I knew that he had either already knew everything that I had read, 或者 was 阅读 it all now.
I watched as his face changed, the anger and sadness showing. He clenched his hands into fists around the edge of the chair and without thinking crushed the end of the chair. He didn't seem to notice any of this until Esme walked over and nudged him with her knee. He glared up at her, but quickly began apologizing for wrecking her chair.
He stood up, apologized to Esme again and came to stand 下一个 to me. He stood there looking down at me like some giant when he smiled.
"I heard that, I am not a giant." He thought as he poked me in the ribs.
"Well 你 are when 你 stand 下一个 to me remember. I was thinking can we go out, I need to get away for a while and I think since 你 already know everything that 你 could help me figure out what this means." I thought.
I looked around the room and noticed that everyone else was shooting looks at each other. This was nothing new, Edward and I talking without words. We both knew that it annoyed everyone else, but found that it was easier for us since we were so close.
Emmett cleared his throat and shot a glare at Edward. "Something 你 would like to share with the rest of us? 你 know that that drives us all mad, right?"
I apologized to everyone and explained that Edward and I were going to go hunting. I had to tell Jasper that I would be back, and that I just needed to get away from the house for a while. He didn't want to let me go, but knew that this is what I needed right now. He sent a wave of 爱情 flowing over me, I smiled up at him and kissed his hand as I walked over to the doors.
"Don't worry, I will explain what I read as soon as I have time to process it all." I 说 to my loving family as I turned and ran out the back door looking back up at the 图书馆 where the book sat, wanting to go read 更多 but knowing that I needed to get away.
"It shocked me.I was not sure if she meant to attack.That's the only interpretation of her behavior that my past had to offer.But she was smiling.And the emotions that were emanating from her were like nothing I'd ever felt before.
"'You've kept me waiting a long time,'she said."
I didn't realize Alice had come to stand behind me again.
"And 你 ducked your head like a good Southern gentleman,and said,'I'm sorry ma'am.'"Alice laughed at the memory.
Jasper smiled down at her."You held out your hand,and I took it without stopping to make sense of what I was doing.For the first time in almost a century,I felt hope."
Jasper took Alice's hand as he spoke.
Alice grinned."I was just relieved.I thought 你 were never going to 显示 up."
it is just MY opinion...
i think it was very well done thinking of it just as a movie 你 know it wont ever be exactly like the book ... 或者 with such many detailz
things i loved:
*the humor they use (for example bella: if things end bad like i would become the meal) haha
*alice ! the character is very well portrayed
*the end ( victoria watching)
*the baseball game!
*men cast haha =P
*stephenie meyer appearing wooow!
things that dissapointed me:
* the clearing ! i dont liked the sparkling effect ...
*it was really fast everything
*alice's story was missing ...
things that were wrong: (i didnt noticed until the third time i saw it)
*billy was driving !
*when edward is playing th e 钢琴 for bella he didnt sparkle
*victoria appears in the prom in the crowd (edward would read her thoughtz)
but i like it anyway ! it ir TWILIGHT !
i think it was very well done thinking of it just as a movie 你 know it wont ever be exactly like the book ... 或者 with such many detailz
things i loved:
*the humor they use (for example bella: if things end bad like i would become the meal) haha
*alice ! the character is very well portrayed
*the end ( victoria watching)
*the baseball game!
*men cast haha =P
*stephenie meyer appearing wooow!
things that dissapointed me:
* the clearing ! i dont liked the sparkling effect ...
*it was really fast everything
*alice's story was missing ...
things that were wrong: (i didnt noticed until the third time i saw it)
*billy was driving !
*when edward is playing th e 钢琴 for bella he didnt sparkle
*victoria appears in the prom in the crowd (edward would read her thoughtz)
but i like it anyway ! it ir TWILIGHT !
While visiting “The Ellen DeGeneres Show,” for an episode that airs this Friday — the same 日 Pattinson’s vampiric portrayal of Edward Cullen springs to life on the big screen, he denied having romantic ties to anyone.
“Now, are 你 single?” Ellen asked.
“Ah, yeah,” the British actor replied.
And it appears despite women throwing themselves at him regularly, Pattinson may be stuck in singleton mode permanently.
“No one else seems to get into a relationship with me. It’s really strange,” he told Ellen.
“People like screaming at me,” the heartthrob added. “Actually, they like screaming at me in relationships as well. No one wants to commit.”
okay, so, all these people are complaining about Bella's Lullaby. I heard, "Bella's Lullaby sucked in my opinion" 或者 "The strings and the orchestra weren't supposed to be in the song" 或者 "They need to cut out the orchestra cuz it sucked with that in it". Just stuff like that which is disrespectful to Summit, Carter Burwell, and all the people associated with the project. People don't need to say such rude 评论 about it.
and in my opinion, this is the soundtrack. obviously they are gonna put the score they have that goes with the movie's music. It can't just be a 随意 piece that doesn't fit in with the rest of the score. that's just what pisses me off. when people judge something too quickly without laying down all the facts.
and in my opinion, this is the soundtrack. obviously they are gonna put the score they have that goes with the movie's music. It can't just be a 随意 piece that doesn't fit in with the rest of the score. that's just what pisses me off. when people judge something too quickly without laying down all the facts.
Hello My Follow Twilighters!
there's a New Spot Made, it's The Leah and Jacob spot, so if 你 like their friendship/relationsip couple wise, feel free to join!
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where 你 can discuss their partnership, with other fans, make/find Leah and Jacob 粉丝 Art, and what 你 think over all of Jacob and Leah.
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there's a New Spot Made, it's The Leah and Jacob spot, so if 你 like their friendship/relationsip couple wise, feel free to join!
link
加入 TODAY!
where 你 can discuss their partnership, with other fans, make/find Leah and Jacob 粉丝 Art, and what 你 think over all of Jacob and Leah.
and if 你 have any concerns, 或者 request for the spot, don't be scared to ask, also if 你 know anyone else who likes the Couple, please spread the Jeah 爱情 This way :)
DefineDelicate
aka
Tiff
Hey! Do 你 guys know a good twilight 粉丝 site? Help us all out and tell us... so we can go on!
Heres the cool site I found: www.freewebs.com/twilighttrailer
I think that 你 all know of stephenie's website..... stepheniemeyer.com
Oh! Also- If anyones knows of a good site to see interviews 或者 更多 trailer... Tell Me!
Speaking of stephenie's website... did any of 你 see the "quote of the day" thing she's doing!? I 爱情 that idea! what do 你 guys think? I like the idea.. and I just cant wait to read Breaking Dawn! The movie should be good too :)
Heres the cool site I found: www.freewebs.com/twilighttrailer
I think that 你 all know of stephenie's website..... stepheniemeyer.com
Oh! Also- If anyones knows of a good site to see interviews 或者 更多 trailer... Tell Me!
Speaking of stephenie's website... did any of 你 see the "quote of the day" thing she's doing!? I 爱情 that idea! what do 你 guys think? I like the idea.. and I just cant wait to read Breaking Dawn! The movie should be good too :)