today was terrible,slow,depressing.i had just found out my baby died.i plan to jump of a cliff in la push.it was raing when i started to drive.but then the rain cleared so i could jump.nobody noticed.i looked like any normal cliff diver.i jumped i head first.i hit the water.the waves were thrashing me in and out,back and forth.but i hit a rock.i was o.k.the waves were getting worse.i hit my head on another rock.i blacked ourt.i was dead.or,was i?i woke in a 床, 床上 souronded 由 police officers."hope dr.cullen gets here fast."one said.who's dr.cullen?"oh!dr.cullen,her she is.could 你 take over for a while?"one tall man said."of course.i can take over for a while."wow,he's,gorgeos!plantnuim blond hair,sparkling 金牌 eyes,pale white skin.beutiful.breath taking.first he toke mt pulse,then,he,sighed?slowly he started to 移动 his lips towrds my neck.oh!was he,cutting me!then when he cut the fresh wound he,licked it?he repeted this on my wrists and ankles.when he licked the cuts he was,seeling it?he bent down and whisperd"i'm so sorry.i truly am."then i felt like i was on fire.slowly burning.dr.cullen told me his name.carlisele.he 说 he was a vampire and that i was too.he told me we could stay together forever.he also told me he had a seventeen 年 old son.edward cullen.my soon to be son.once the burning was over.i saw my reflection.i was beutiful!but frightning.carlisele told me that the bright red eyes i had would fade.slowly to orange,then to light 金牌 ,then 金牌 just like his.he took me to his house.i meet edward.charming.me and carlisele went to 显示 me how to hunt.i wasnt even thirsty untill he menchound it.we made wedding arrangments.we were getting married!then me,carlisele,and edward had the perfect life.