Dear Sam,
你 wouldn't believe what it is like in the big city. I am so glad I got this job offer. If it wasn't for your persuasion skills, I would be stuck grieving over you.

When I got to the theatre, my first job was to ask the actors if everything was okay and if they needed anything. I saw Hilary Duff. She was playing the supporting role. She wanted my opinion on her costume. She wanted MY opinion.

My boss was a bit mean. He is controlling and obssessed with play. He wrote it himself. He can even get annoying but I stuck with him for the money.

Remember when 你 seaid 你 wanted to be a directior and I would be the actress. Well, if 你 were here we would have gotten a job immediately. I overheard my boss saying how his brother needed a director for this movie he was planning.

I have to go back to work now. My boss will notice my absence.
Love,
Ally

Dear Sam,
I had a nightmare about the car crash. Remember when I was little and how if I had a nightmare, 你 would comfort me 由 creating shadow figures with your hand? Well, if 你 were here then I know 你 would have made that funny looking bunny with the beard. I loved that.

But 你 are million of miles away and 更多 then 6 feet under. Life is tough.
Love,
Ally

Dear Sam,
My boss gave me the most unusual job ever. He made me clean on eof the star's bathroom. That was cruel and unusual punishment. The 星, 星级 obviously hadn't seen a clean bathroom before. 你 should have seen his face. It was hilarious.

Oh, I almost forgot. The play is a remake of Grease. I know how much 你 loved that movie. Well, 你 won't like this one. They are trying to make it 更多 moden. They are adding raps, loosing the 发胶 and those big skirts with the poodle at the bottom.

I know, everything has gone downhill.

There is some good news. My New York City friend, Jessica Salon, 说 I could 移动 in with her. She has this really exotic condo. It is way better then the 鼠, 大鼠 infested apartment I'm living in. Soon I will become famous and be able to afford my own house 或者 mansion.
Love,
(the future actress) Ally

Dear Sam,
I'm working in the back ground. I help with the props, the cast, and other 破烂, 垃圾 my boss is too lazy to do. I know it isn't what I originally wanted but we all have to start somewhere.

When I was cleaning up one of the dressing rooms, I looked in the mirror and pictured myself as an actress preparing for the show. I could get 迷失 in my fantasies and hopefully never be forced to re-enter reality.

I had another nightmare last night only this time it went in slow motion and I saw every detail of your car crash. I even saw the part where 你 shielded my when the car came towards my side. Was I the reason 你 died?
Love,
(clueless) Ally

Dear Sam,
Mom nand dad have been hinting lately that I need to see a therapist so I did.

All they do is make 你 pay a fortune to help realize what 你 already know. They are such con artist.

My therapist, Dr. Sullen, kept asking me 问题 about that night and she wouldn't stop even when I was crying my eyes out. I think she was going to cry too.

She told me I was blaming myself for your accident. I told her I wasn't adn abruptly left the room. Maybe, I do blame myself for 你 death but her tone was obnoxious to me.

I just wish 你 were alive. 你 would tell me not to worry and that everything will be okay but it isn't okay. 你 are dead! Nothing will ever be the same!
Love,
Ally (the girl without a bro)

Dear Sam,
Sorry for getitng mad at you. I was in a very emotional state when I left the therapist office. The thought of your death really upsets me but I'll be okay.

Remember that one 日 your brought your girlfriend over. I was jealous because 你 wanted to spend time with her. I thought 你 didn't like me anymore so I got rid of her. I lied and 说 你 had 3 other girlfriends. the funny thing is that she actually believed me.
Love,
(the master of trickery) Ally

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