I slammed a nerd against the lockers. Everyone else passed 由 me. I'm tougher and stronger now. I have been since- never mind. I didn't want to talk about it. I walked to my history class, stopping along the way to say hi to my buddy, Geoff and his girlfriend Bridgette. "Dude, 你 going to her grave?" Geoff asked.I sighed. "Look man, I don't think that she would have wanted 你 to be punching people against walls and throwing people out of the way." "She never told me that did she? Did she tell me that she wanted me to 移动 on? No!" I walked away from the two and opened my locker. Gwen came up to me. "Duncan, I was wondering if maybe 你 wanted to go out on a 日期 tonight?" She smiled and twisted her hair around in her finger. I looked at her weirdly and said,"No." In a stubborn way. She looked shocked,"Why? I mean, Brianna's dead now and you're free-" I slammed my locker door and scowled at her," Don't talk about that in front of me." She was getting upset. "But, why did 你 want to 日期 that whore-" "SHE'S NOT A WHORE! 你 ARE!" Gwen looked shocked. She ran into the girls bathroom. "Yeah, GO BE A WUSS! Bitch..."

I stared at the corner of my room. I felt depressed. I walked into the 厨房 and opened my silverware drawer. I took out a sharp 刀 blade. I was about to do it, when the phone rang. It was Gwen,"Will 你 go?" "NO!" I slammed the phone onto the reciever. I went back into the kitchen. I nearly fainted when I saw the 刀 gone and back in the drawer. I took it out and tried again. Then the doorbell rang. It was Gwen crying on the doorstep. I slammed the door. I went to the knife, but it was gone. I couldn't believe it. Suddenly, I felt warmth come over me. It smelled familiar. I decided to rest in my room. I went into 床, 床上 and fell asleep.

In my dream, I was standing there with the 刀 in my hand. Suddenly, a beautiful white girl with short brown-red hair and black streaks came over to me. Brianna. I tried to hold her hand, but my hand went through. I saw her looking at the knife, then at me. "Duncan, please, don't do it. I won't let you. It's not your fault I died. It's nobody's. I 爱情 you. Don't 加入 my faith. Please. The scene changed. I was laying in bed, staring at her again. She smiled. "I'm with my parents again. I'm happy. I still miss you. It's your choice if 你 want to 移动 on. If it's to another girl 或者 to this life. I don't care what 你 do. I wish 你 wouldn't commit suicide. All that matters is I 爱情 you." The scene changed. I sat in the hospital, looking at myself, holding Brianna's hand, watching her die, nothing to do. The dead Brianna was at my side. "I'm making 你 watch yourself in this terrible moment to 显示 你 wrong." I stared at the past us. Brianna had died. I heard four words come out of my mouth: "What have I done?" The scene changed and I woke up. The ghost Brianna was right 下一个 to me. "You think 你 murdered me. 你 didn't. No one murdered me. I died on my own. Your life's up to you. Make it the best. I'll see 你 again." She dissappeared. I had a new point of view to life. I went back to sleep, to see Brianna in my dreams.