It seemed that once i admitted my feeling i was fine, i just looked like an everyday girl. I Let Out a sigh. I Walked over To The 淋浴 And Turned it on Extra hot, but in stead of getting in i sat on the tolit.

I crossed my legs and held my head in my hand. The tapping of my foot made it look as if i was sad.

Well i was.

How wired is that, 你 know 你 like/love someone, but 你 dont want to. funny, i'v always been that kind of girl, i could never help it, i just fell in love.

Yeah, it sucks, falling head over heels fo a guy 你 dont wanna love.

I Let out yet anther sigh, but then a nock came on the door.

"Heather, its Gwen, I Broght cloths for you." She called thrugh the door.

"Come in.." I 说

When Gwen walked in i could tell that she was shocked to see me not in the shower. but she closed to door and set my cloths on the counter.

"Look, i know that this might not work, but, whats up? are 你 ok?" She asked as she leaned on the counter.

I Smerked, she was dressed in her everyday goth get up, but she had no make up on so she looked funny.

I Sighed,

"No." I 说 flatly

Gwen blinked in shock that i told her the truth.

"W-wow, that work..." She muttered to her self. "well whats up? did someone hurt you?"

I Blinked at her, but my blink was an 'Here we go' Blink

"No." I 说 again, 'Not yet' I added to myself

I knew that Duncan would never 日期 me, now that really sucks right.

"Well, what happened?" She asked.

I Glared at her.

"You got two answers, lets not push it." I told her.

She simple nodded.

I stod up and crosed my arms.

"Now, unless 你 wanna see me nacked, i suguest 你 go." I told her.

Again she noded and left. Once she left i went on with the shower.

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After the showr i got dressed, i smerked at the choice Gwen got me.

Sure, i know what she wears everyday, but she dosnt know what i wear.

She had gotten me a blue jean minie, her light green shirt, and her small dark green 夹克 and blet.

Once i was dressed I went down stairs. oddly Only Courtney and Duncan where in the house.

"But Duncan this will be my future!" Courtney whined.

"Princess i would rather die than wear a sute." Duncan said.

Courtney stomped her foot.

"Duncan!" She Yelled

Duncan did as she did

"Princess!" He Shriked in a girlie voice.

Courtney stomped her foot again and grunted.

"Forget it jerk" Then she stormed off.

I almost ran into the kitchen.

"What was that about?" I found myself asking.

Duncan shruged

"Shes wants me to go to a ball 或者 something." Duncan said.

He then went on with some other things, but i found my self stairing at his but 更多 then his mouth and the words comming out.

"Dumb right?" He asked at last.

"Oh yeah." I winded it Hop i didnt say anything dumb.

"See at least 你 get it, she's all crazy and what not about it." He 说 about her.

My hart thumbed, he was trashing Courtney, did this mean i had a chance. I then felt like slaping myself, i had to get real.

"Yeah.." I muttered

"But thats what makes her so damn HOT!" Duncan 说

I felt my hart stop.

"What." I planely asked.

Duncan looked at me.

"Yeah, I gotta go see her and say yeah baby yeah." He then ran off.

I crossed my arms and sat on the couch.

I just sat there and did nothing for god knows how long.

Finaly Gwen came up to me.

"Yo Heather." She said.

I Raised my eye brow to her, why was she being so nice.

"What." I 说 blankly

"Where going out tonight." She said.

"Who do 你 mean 由 we?" I asked.

"The campers and Chris, we're going out to eat, 你 wanna come?"

"No thanks." I said.

"Oh ok, 你 wouldn't have a 日期 anyway, Chris is bringing his wife, and Noah asked some girl out last week, well anyway later." She then walked away.

I Glared at her.

I Then Saw Duncan walk be, with Courtney in his arms.

"You'll be the only one for me, no one will ever replace you.." I heard him tell her.

I felt my hart shatter some more, i looked away, i could feel the tears some up.