Reflection

This takes place after Ally was beaten up 由 Tiffany in the 7th chapter of "Words hurt, but starts love."! This song fits with Ally and what she thinks of her personalities. So..here we go..

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Ally whimpered. She slowly limped back to her peaceful 首页 after being brutally beaten 由 Tiffany Hawk. The girl had felt terrible ever since she moved to Toronto...ever since she set foot in Lakeside high. She had already been picked on at her old school, she thought all of the pain would end there..but no..it just had to come back and haunt her. She cursed her personalities in her head.

"I hate 你 Mishra!" She thought. "I Hate 你 Nanny Anne, Lucy, Charlotte, And Mackenzie!! You've made my life miserable!!"

"Hey! It's not my fault!" Mishra screamed in ally's mind.

"Back off Loser!" Mackenzie snapped.

"Y'all should shut your mouth! You've made my life terrible too!" Lucy spoke in her western accent.

"your just a mess! And I can't handle that big of a spill!". many Anne replied.

"Girl, Lay off! I have 更多 exciting parties to go to than be stuck in your brain!" 夏洛特 说 angrily.

Though Ally was mad at her personalities, she only thought of Mike. how would he feel if she ended her life now? Was he feeling how she was feeling? 

Ally just limped to the one last place that she wanted to be before she would go awAy for ever. The diamond Lake. A small lake a few 分钟 from Ally's house. It was so clear and so clean, the blonde had found it the 日 she moved in. She always liked to hang around it and think when she was upset.

Ally finally made it to the small lake, she parted the bushes in the way and stared at the medium sized water hole. She collapsed near the end on her knees and sobbed in her hands. Letting the salty tears of her sadness drip from her eyes. Ally only whipped her eyes a little, but 更多 tears came to take it's place. She sat near the tip of the lake and stared at her reflection. 

"Look at me..."The blonde sang as she broke into song.

I will never pass for a perfect bride 

或者 a perfect daughter ...

can it be..

I'm not meant to play this part? 

Now I see 
That if I were truly 
To be myself 
I would break my fam'ly's heart 


(Ally stares at her reflection in the water. Lucy, Nanny Anne, Charlotte, Mackenzie, and Mishra suddenly appear and point and laugh at her. Then they disappear and Ally can see her regular scratched and bleeding face.)

Who is that girl I see?

Staring straight ...
Back at me? 

Why is my reflection someone 
I don't know? 

Somehow I cannot hide ...
Who I am ...
Though I've tried ...

When will my reflection show 
Who I am inside? 

(Ally let's a single tear drop in the crystal clear water. The drop ripples her reflection.)

When will my reflection show.. 
Who I am inside...

(The blonde sings the last verse silently and notices that her reflection suddenly looked sad and walked out of her sight.)

Ally rubbed her eyes to see if she was dreaming, but shrugged it off. She rose from the concrete ground, parted the bushes, and walked away. Pacing 首页 to end her life...

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I was on my phone, listening to 迪士尼 princess songs on pandora when I heard "Reflection" on the 花木兰 soundtrack. After listening to the movie version and extended version, I thought it fit perfectly with ally. People think Ally is weird because her personalities are pushing her around all the time, but they never see how cool she really is inside.. just think about it..the lonely girl who acts differently because something is getting in the way of her life..
Ally has her personalities in the way..

While 花木兰 has her responsibility of her family honor in the way.


Here's the video if 你 want to see it

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