Dear Ex-Best Friend,
Hey.
It's been a while.
How are you?
I hope you're okay.
Do 你 remember me?
I used to be your best friend.
We used to hang out every weekend.
We'd make 爆米花 and watch movies.
We'd play games and make stupid 视频 together.
We would sit outside and talk for hours.
And laugh until our sides hurt.
Do 你 remember that?
Do 你 remember when I took 你 to see Green Day?
或者 all those parties we went to together?
Do 你 remember when we cried as we shared our darkest secrets?
或者 when 你 说 we'd 移动 in together, and put 日本动漫 posters all over the walls?
Do 你 remember how 你 说 how proud 你 were of me? How thankful 你 were to have me in your life?
How we'd always be friends?
...
Do 你 remember that?
...
It's been over a 年 now...
Since the last time we spoke.
I'm not angry.
I could never be angry at you.
I'm just confused.
I'm so, so confused.
Confused about how 你 suddenly decided to lie to me.
To make any excuse 你 could to not talk to me for weeks at a time.
To ignore me, to put everything else before our friendship, leaving me to cry myself to sleep every night for months because I was losing the person most important to me, and blaming myself for all of it.
I'm confused about how easily 你 threw me away.
How easily 你 broke my heart.
How easily 你 gave up everything we were.
Everything we would've been.
I'm confused about how everything we had could turn into nothing in a single instant.
How quickly my best friend could become a stranger.
...
I don't hate you.
I'm not angry.
你 were there for me in my darkest times.
你 were what kept me going.
你 were the light at the end of the tunnel.
你 were everything to me.
And I gave 你 all that I had.
And as I watched 你 throw our friendship away,
As I felt my life being drained away 由 the same person who gave it to me,
As the world 迷失 its color and everything went numb,
I still couldn't hate you.
Even as I sit here with this gaping hole in my 心 that can never be filled,
I could never hate you.
...
I hope you're doing well.
I hope you're succeeding at all your endeavors.
And I hope you're happy.
I wish 你 nothing but the best.
And if a 日 comes where 你 need me again,
I will always be here.
-your ex-best friend
Hey.
It's been a while.
How are you?
I hope you're okay.
Do 你 remember me?
I used to be your best friend.
We used to hang out every weekend.
We'd make 爆米花 and watch movies.
We'd play games and make stupid 视频 together.
We would sit outside and talk for hours.
And laugh until our sides hurt.
Do 你 remember that?
Do 你 remember when I took 你 to see Green Day?
或者 all those parties we went to together?
Do 你 remember when we cried as we shared our darkest secrets?
或者 when 你 说 we'd 移动 in together, and put 日本动漫 posters all over the walls?
Do 你 remember how 你 说 how proud 你 were of me? How thankful 你 were to have me in your life?
How we'd always be friends?
...
Do 你 remember that?
...
It's been over a 年 now...
Since the last time we spoke.
I'm not angry.
I could never be angry at you.
I'm just confused.
I'm so, so confused.
Confused about how 你 suddenly decided to lie to me.
To make any excuse 你 could to not talk to me for weeks at a time.
To ignore me, to put everything else before our friendship, leaving me to cry myself to sleep every night for months because I was losing the person most important to me, and blaming myself for all of it.
I'm confused about how easily 你 threw me away.
How easily 你 broke my heart.
How easily 你 gave up everything we were.
Everything we would've been.
I'm confused about how everything we had could turn into nothing in a single instant.
How quickly my best friend could become a stranger.
...
I don't hate you.
I'm not angry.
你 were there for me in my darkest times.
你 were what kept me going.
你 were the light at the end of the tunnel.
你 were everything to me.
And I gave 你 all that I had.
And as I watched 你 throw our friendship away,
As I felt my life being drained away 由 the same person who gave it to me,
As the world 迷失 its color and everything went numb,
I still couldn't hate you.
Even as I sit here with this gaping hole in my 心 that can never be filled,
I could never hate you.
...
I hope you're doing well.
I hope you're succeeding at all your endeavors.
And I hope you're happy.
I wish 你 nothing but the best.
And if a 日 comes where 你 need me again,
I will always be here.
-your ex-best friend
